a secret feeling
Episode 18's
today Erin was able to go home mama had prepared my stuff but when I was about to get off the hospital bench arrived papa came and brought someone down from earlier
"assalamualaikum darling how are you?are you ready?"ask papa
"waalaikumsallam Alhamdulillah sir already and who rewards him?Siskaa you?"I said, surprised by Siska's arrival here
"e-erinn Hiksss sorry Ikuuu Hiksss I don't mean to make you wretch sorry Hiksss you're free of law I'm kok Hiksss"sahut siska while kneeling at Erin's feet..Erin was surprised to find out that she was the one who had put herself in a coma for 2 days . but Erin with her good heart even smiled and raised the body of Siska who was struggling to stand up
"honey give him the punishment you want ... papa really wants to punish him severely but only you deserve to give the punishment that is appropriate for a selfless person like him!!!"firmly papa who was behind Siska, Erin just looked at her papa and looked back at Siska and put her hand on Siska's shoulder
"sis I never hate to be angry with you.I'm just surprised to know the person who makes me wretched is you.my own friend ... I was really disappointed but what was I thinking?because everything has happened rice has become porridge and we can not what .. anyways I udh healthy really ... I'm not going to punish you severely if I just want to punish you a little bit" Erin explained
"a-what e-erin" asked Siska in the middle of her stuffing
"never repeat it again.enough I feel it and not with others.I have considered you as my friend so I forgive all your mistakes"erin said that made Siska flounder hugged Erin
"Papa Proud to love you"he came to me and Siska
"om aunty sorry siska has done this all to Erin son om and aunt Siska is indeed stupid om stupid udh make people as good as Erin fell into a coma"sesal Siska
"nothing sis as long as you never repeat the same thing" said mama
"yes Aunt I promise you then excuse me first well Omm Aunt Erin assalamualaikum."pamit Siska
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in the middle of that a man was contemplating he was confused by his real feelings he still loved Erin but Karin always gave her attention to him making her feel very uncomfortable and confused..uncomfortable because Karin's attitude always gives more attention when he is not who and confused about his feelings he wants to see Erin happy but not the same Fadil but with him
'what should I do?let all the attention Karin gave?then reveal all of it to Erin?no, it's Bim's fault!
Many years is not a short time to hold my feelings and close my mouth that long ago wanted to say that I like you'd the inner Milky Way
tring sound Bima mobile phone vibrating
📥 Assalamualaikum Bim, what are you doing?are you busy?
no matter why he felt so confused about staying this girl and chose to let her
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while somewhere a girl in her casual clothes was sitting on the edge of the bed while playing her phone and waiting for a reply from someone but after waiting for some time there was also no reply
'why didn't he reply to my message, was he angry but what was wrong?are you she still has feelings for erin, what's my lack of attention all this time for her? why is it so hard to get your heart that's why?
But again, the desire to maintain the bonds of friendship wins all the urges of feeling. You choose to be a reliable flavor holder. Quietly you continue to pray that this precipitate of taste does not make your heart go numb.'inner karine
