a secret feeling

a secret feeling
#40 IS NO ORDINARY GIRL



Hayyy Guys sorry haven't had time to up again I'm busy with the same duties from school


So I hope you guys are good at it


Happy re-show, happy-tu


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After the incident 1 week ago flowers now do not appear again to school and in this city he really joined his parents home all school children already know it as well with Erin and friends..


Erin who as usual with her five friends through each classroom corridor and became the center of attention now they have become 11th grade yahhh second grade High School children after the distribution of the report 3 days ago ranked first as well as his friends no less accomplished they are now famous famous in school


Many younger siblings and Kaka class are trying to get close to Fadil and Andre but they are completely indifferent.


So also with the girls they always get chocolates and flowers from people who like them.


Btw for Bram, Danu and Raffi they continue to study at the University of Indonesia (UI).UI is ranked 296th in the world. Despite being the top in the world.


For Fadil's struggle he still fought again Erin again always considered him ordinary because he was also still really not sure of his heart.


As now Erin get flowers as well as Ami nifa and Nisa they always throw flowers because they include criteria for girls who do not like flowers


"Ahhhhh cape I every day clean this flower" complained Nisa


"Males I cape"grin snorted to the trash can and threw it away


"Nitip nih I" said nifa to give flowers


"Down myself I'm a ribet"Erin ignored the flower nifa


"Basic ash" finally stood up and headed for the same dumpster


Some of the children who saw it were wondering why they did not like flowers.


"Huffff loves flowers" said the girl sitting in the chair near Erin's class


"Iyahhh even if I'm the one I love I'll like it very much" said the other girl


Ami who was about to throw flowers was immediately stopped by the words of a girl earlier he lowered a step from the trash can and looked at the 3 girls


The three girls were downcast and silent because they already knew their background, they included people who did not like to joke except with close friends


Ami walked towards them and gave her flowers


"You guys want to, right?take it" he said flat


"Ng-ng-nga kok we cumann love the same flowers" said the other girl brick


"Yes udha this you take aja"Ami again thrust the flowers


He smiled thinly "nihhhh I thank you to you just"Ami pulled the girl's hand and gave 2 bouquets of red flowers to her hand she turned around and went to her class


Somewhere, two men were talking


"Where is bro lo still going to fight Erin's bolt?"


"Yes I'm still but I'm not sure he'll open his heart again which obviously I've made him very hurt"


"Gue sure you can...Erin is the type of girl who, if you like, she likes it"


"Where are you from?"


"Tau from Bram's brother back then"


"I don't know how to talk to Bram"


"Lo's busy mulu mulu lo same heart"


Bughh


Fadil elbowed Andre's stomach with his right hand


"Awww is sick ****"


"Back"


"Biarinnnn"


"Ahhh I mean loo he's a ghost"


"Idihhhhh not she is a difficult girl in thick is not different from other girls"


"Yes too well Bener loo, it's wrong I chose him as a life partner "


"Crazy you don't Halu used to be accepted yet Halu"


They continued their conversation and it was different with a girl sitting under a tree drowning her head on her bent knees.


Honestly he misses someone who has always been gentle with him


Unknowingly, someone stood before him and sat down beside him.


"Sarin" he said


Karin glanced to the side and looked at someone


"Nifa since when are you here"


"I was going to go to the toilet and see why are you here?"


"Nega really"


"Gue know how you like it, brother Danu why not just accept Kemaren?"


"Gue was still scared and not sure"


"Dengerin me well...you have to be able to open your heart to someone new you can't go on like this expecting him back and coming it's not possible what else now we don't know whose heart he is for?you must be able and sure that there is someone out there who waits and loves you and I am sure that the soul mate must come anyway and soon you open your eyes to see who is ahead don't look behind the obvious who's who!Study!Learn from the past to reach the future."


"Yes lo Bener nif I'm selfish I'm not aware of everything, I have to be able to I have to open my heart to brother Danu"


"Nahhh that's when we meet with Bram and the others"


Flashbacks


Karin who was sitting on the school rooftop stared at the blue sky


someone approached him


"Ahkmmm"dehem New


"Sister Danu why are you here?"


"Can't you?"


"Not that, it's weird that this rooftop is rarely met by people"


"Gue always calms my mind by coming here, I think this place is suitable to eliminate our complaints"


"Emmm that's it"


"Lantas lo do it here"


"I always come here when I want to be alone and try to calm my mind"


"Hmmm"


They were silent for quite a while both of them stared straight at the blue sky


Danu who is ready with her determination wants to express all her feelings that have always been hindered and maybe now is the right time


"Kar"


Karin turned to the side where Danu was sitting next to her while crossing her legs


"Yes my brother"


"I want to talk seriously about you"


"Kaka Means?"


"I actually like you kar"


Degs....


Karin was surprised to not think that someone who had always been there for her and became a place to share her turned out to like her


I don't know since when their hearts beat as their eyes meet


Karin who realized that immediately lowered her head


"I know you need time, I'll give you time because I'll wait for you until you're really ready to open your heart and forget your past"


Karin looked down embarrassed What she had to say now she was really confused


"Sister...Karin doesn't want to...Karin just need time to set this heart I don't want to get sick a second time I don't want the past to happen again hiksss hiksss"


Drips of clear water dripping down his cheeks he looked down but Danu's hand grabbed Karin's chin so that he would look at her one hand wipe Karin's tears with his thumb


"Karr.I will try to convince you that I am truly sincere and love you I will turn all your bad past into a beautiful future...I want you to be happy and always smile"


"Thank you brother.I will try to open this heart.and I will try to be able to repay Kaka's love"


"Same sweet"


Karin's face is now flushed like a tomato