a secret feeling
Episode 5's
Fadil POVs
"what's Karin like Bima?time yes
but does he know that I like him but how does he even like Bima anyway?am I lacking what?Because you know I've liked you since 7th grade but why do you still care about me and until now you've been chasing bima,true, said Andre, the person who really likes and loves us is the person who has come and always encourages me what is Erin?ahhhh why to him anyway?but does Erin really like me?it's impossible that he liked me for a long time
"inner Fadil who was sitting on the balcony of his room while looking at the outside view of the house which according to him became his habit while being confused
Erin POV's
what does it mean Karin likes Bima?but what about fadil? kasian him, he had been waiting and fighting Karin but what was his reply?o Allah guide us to all this,
"kok I'm sad I should be happy to be able to get Fadil, but my heart is just sad and confused, what I fear if Fadil is sad and hurt,,,, but my heart is sad and confused,,well maybe it's not that I want to see him sad even though he never thinks of me and if he cares maybe he thinks I'm just a friend no more,, no more,,noah why this feeling is so heavy to forget it.but I must be able to forget everything.ayo Erin you can definitely"my inner
suddenly Bima broke my daydream "he Erin you won't come down"
it turned out that this had reached the gate of Erin's house, she Masi had not realized and Hanifah was patting her on the shoulder I finally realized
"e-eh yes thank you well udh nganterin me, if I first well assalamualaikum"I said to them
"iya rin heart your heart Jan daydreaming continues "said nifa worried
the car they were driving left unseen, Erin walked to the big door and opened it in the middle room there was already a mama watching TV
"mama's assalamualaikum" I cried out with excitement because I didn't want you to know I was thinking about something
"waalaikumsallam mama's son" said the mother while extending her hand and I kissed the back of the palm of the arms of the mother
"why haven't you come home yet?"ask my mom
sitting next to him
"don't want a moment he said, oh yes you take a shower first there ready to eat udh so learn yes dear"tell mama to me and I climb the stairs to my favorite place, my own room
after changing clothes I prepared a book to read because tomorrow the practice for the exam will come for 5 more days
suddenly the door sounded
"honey let's eat son" she asked as she opened my door
"yes, come on" answered me, my mother and I went down and saw the father who was waiting at the table
"good night papa" I said as I kissed papa's cheek
"good night papa's son" Papa's answer while stroking my black mane that was diluted unraveled, I also sat beside my father and mom sat in front of me
"at what time" asked papa arrived
"maybe 5 o'clock I don't see the clock"
answer me honestly
"Emm well spend your food and learn tomorrow you have practice" said my nodding papa
as usual we ate quietly and quietly, after finishing eating I went back to the room and opened the book I had prepared from earlier...I also started reading book after book which will be the learning material for the exam practice tomorrow
after I finished I closed the book after I read and put the book that will be brought tomorrow into my backpack.I walked to the balcony of my room it was nice to look at the stars, the moon, the moon,in that black sky .. I think this is my way of eliminating all the fatigue that is on my mind
Stars are beautiful but I can't reach, moons are charming but I can only see, earth is the most beautiful place because on earth I can know you
- Ireland
agrhhhhhh...I feel like I want to scream and say I hate you for what?you're the one who makes me like a fool who's always harbored a sense of alone that no one ever knows.
the wind started to get strong and make the atmosphere cool I went back to the room and laid my body on the bed turn off the lights and wheel so that tomorrow would be a better day than now .. I slowly closed my eyes and finally fell asleep with my sleep
