a secret feeling
#34 UTS
The day that was waiting has arrived..all students are ready to follow UTS at school, as well as the girl who is ready with a full uniform date clock on her wrist and a name tag that shows the participant card repetition.
"Pagiii maahhh pahhh" cried Erin approaching her parents at the dinner table
"Dear to you" said Alex and Elijah
"Feed first" cried Elijah
"Yes mahh"
The family ate quietly and quietly as usual only the sound of a spoon clashing with a plate.
After that they went to the middle room because Erin is now UTS so he left early
"Papa.papa anterin erinnn yahh" Erin said.
"It's a pity that your first day of UTS papa will take you" said Alex and hurried away to prepare
Alex who went upstairs to prepare mama who was watching her daughter allowed her veil occasionally he smiled because of Erin's sometimes spoiled attitude sometimes mature
"Dear"
"Yes mah"
"Have you memorized?"
"Udah dong mahh"
"Do an easy problem first, work carefully and seriously the main thing is to read the prayer first before working on His problem"
Erin mapped her right hand on the forehead like a salute to the commander"Siappp Bu guruuuu"
Alex who had just descended down the stairs with his right hand carrying his briefcase and left hand holding his black coat "Erinnn come on baby"
"Yes pah"
Elijah stood up and approached the husband and grabbed his coat and put it on his body
Alex always gets that attention every day, he's happy to see his wife always doing her routine
"Mahh Erin go first well"pamit Erin
"Darling I go well, take good care of yourself" said Alex
Alex kissed Elijah's forehead gladly he accepted it because of his habit
"Beautiful heart" said Elijah, kissing the back of Alex's palm
"Ahkmmmm.ada his son lohhh hereii" said Erin who was tired of seeing the affection of both parents
"Hahaha, come on"
There are a lot of kids in school who have come, and,,,some children prefer to wait for the bell by reading some books.seen some children are in the school parking lot they wait for his friend to come and arrive a black sports car in front of them
"Nahhh sheaa nih datangggg" with Ami
Erin got off her father's sports car as well as Alex who was wearing a black sunglasses suit and shiny shoes shared a masterpiece she chose to go down following the child
Erin who saw the look on the face of her friend had become common because she had always been the longest to come to school
"Asslamualaikum hay"sof Erin without sin
"Asslamualaikum Morningi" Alex said with a cold smile
Although Alex has three-headed remains handsome and the poster of his body does not turn out to be as good as that of his minors,Alex does look cold on the outside but not when he is with his family he is so warm and gentle
"Waalikumsallam Morning omm" they said in unison
One thought they greeted Alex as a sign of respect to parents
Alex gladly accepted that he was a good boy so no masala
Erin who felt neglected snorted annoyed "aihhhh you guys ignore me"
"You have been waiting for a long time since 20 minutes" explained Nisa
Erin who was startled rounded her eyes a sign of disbelief 'that long I'm heading to school' she thought
"Sorry hehehe" said Erin cengengesan
"Yes let's go in.om we go in first yah"sahut Ami while bowing his head a little and smiling.
"Well do it well" Alex said firmly and coldly
They walked through every corridor, because of Erin's class,Ami,Nisa and Fadil are on the second floor on the right while Karin and Andre on the second floor on the left are forced to separate after boarding the school escalator
"Byeeee semanagttt karinnn Andree" Erin said
"You guys are also excited okay" said Karin and Andre immediately left
They go into their own classes
And put the bag next to the table.
Erin opened her book and started memorizing again...Fadil who was next to Erin always paid attention to Him and occasionally he felt pain and regret when remembering His Junior High
Erin who felt that she was being noticed finally glanced in that direction but only a glance and returned to focus to her book but in her heart she said 'erinnn focus focuses focus,,,you should be able to do this, not to believe the same nonsense.cuek cuek cuek and cuek'erin convince himself in the heart.
Tringggggg
Bell rang the replay ready at the beginning all students have sat in their respective places.today only 2 lessons then from that school only until 11 pm.
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"Erinnnnnnn" yelled at someone as Erin was heading towards the parking lot
Erin stopped as well as the other four girls and glanced at the source of the voice that had called out to her
"Rinnn is Fadill" whispered Nisa
Erin just shrugged her shoulders
"Rinnn, can we talk to you for a second?"fadil Sahut
"Come lahhh Fadill this time to go home instead of talking"dengus nifa
"Yes nihh" said Ami
"Please once"Fadil pleads
"Well, Cepet spoke" said Erin coldly
Fadil pulled Erin's hand making Erin frown "where are you going" she said stopping Fadil
"Follow me a minute yah" said Fadil
"Ishhhhh,, yeah, that's"
Fadil took erin to the back garden of the school because the hours home from school began to be rather quiet they sat in the chairs available there
"Yes what's up" said Erin to the point
"Hunt hunt bet"
"Yes, Cepet, they're waiting!!"erin's words were still cold and staring towards the front
"Yes yes"
"Actually I want to talk to you" Fadil took a breath and glanced at Erin who was next to him "Erin I know I was wrong I know I wasted your struggle and now I realize I realized!I also regret that I chose to fight for Karin and not to look at you who fought for me sorry!I realize now that the real love is you love.you may now be disappointed but please give me a chance to prove that I really like you Rinn please..I'll fix all my mistakes first"
Erin was breathing out violently
"Fadill Denger that Emang I used to love the same I love the same but I realize that your love and affection is for Karin I do not want until you love me because of the words of people my man doesn't want to!!and I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry for everything I've also forgotten everything I've also started a new beginning,,,I'm sorry I didn't like you, but I'm sorry now that I'm focusing on UTS first,,,, uh,,,thank you for liking me but I'm sorry I don't want to be sick for the second time enough Yesterday I saw that the name hurt sorry...I first yahhh assalamu'alaikum"Erin went from there
Fadil who saw that shouted"rinnn I will fight for you like you fight for me" but ignored by Erin who continued to walk fast
"Waalikumsallam"hey Fadil
'It turns out that you are now sick of fighting on your own without caring now I understand everything rin'in Fadil who keeps looking straight at Erin away
Erin who walked quickly avoided Fadil
His eyes were not strong enough to hold the dam of tears now fell on the smooth cheeks of Erin whose path with a downturn arrived unaware of someone in front of her
Bruckk
"Sorry"the lyricist Erin lowered her head and wiped away her tears
"Are you okay?"ask someone
Erin loosened her head with her puffy eyes and looked at the figure she was familiar with
"Sister Raffi?"lyrics Erin
"Erinnn why are you???"raffi panicked
Erin who kept silent not strong to cry finally rushed to hug Raffi who was in front of her.raffi was worried about the girl in front of him and he returned an embrace erin
"Sister hikssssa hikssss"Erin cried in Raffi's arms
"Erinnn you're good, well we've talked there yu" Raffi said while tapping Erin's body that shook from crying
Arriving at the park Erin bowed and continued to hold back so that her tears did not come out
"Erin you why sihh?"ask Raffi
Erin told me everything that happened with her past to what happened today...Notah what he felt he could finally feel relieved by talking to Raffi
"Astagfirullah patiencer maybe if Emang you are the same he will be a match" explained Raffi who stroked Erin's head
"Thank you brother"
"Ehhh let's go home"
"Astagfirullah.friends!!!"Erin realized that she had left her friend in the parking lot long enough
"Sir let's go to the parking lot" Erin pulled Raffi's hand towards the parking lot
Unknowingly from earlier someone noticed them, the person clenched his hand firmly feeling the pain of seeing the person he now loved with others
Erin who has arrived at the parking lot gets her friend who stands on the edge of the parking lot
"Sorry old" said Erin in a hurry
"Aihhhh Erin lam-"Ami who wants to grumble undo her intentions by looking at Erin's eyes that are as swollen as crying ,, it is true not aihhhh!!!
"Rinnn your eyes"nifa pointed at Erin's eyes she lowered her head reluctantly to show her eyes
"You why erinnnn!!!"a friend of his panicked
"Sister Raffi?why Erin?"nisa is panicking
"Later tell you" Raffi said with a smile
"Rinn why??"ask softly Karin
"I'm ahead yahhh, you take care of Erin...Erin Kaka go first well Asslamualaikum"pamitnya
"Wa'alaikumsalam"
Erin who brought her friend into the car and told her everything made her friend upset because of Fadill
Unlike the case with Karin who feels guilty and down
"Erin Maafin me" said Karin almost inaudibly
"So you weren't wrong about love, he came at an inopportune time" Erin explained
Karin just looked down unable to hold back her tears
"You should also be able to try to forget the same Bima.I'm sure you can move on forgetting Bima.I'm sure someday there will be someone much better than him can love you just as much as Rinn"said Erin again
Karin immediately hugged Erin and shed her tears.erin replied with a hug that was no less warm
His other companions were moved to see them smiling in amazement at his two companions
They went home with a bad atmosphere
Erin who immediately walked into the room and did not meet his mother used to make Elijah confused
Just like any other friend
Basic love huffff:'
