a secret feeling
#29 CONFUSION OF FADIL
Erina who was sitting on a school park bench enjoying chocolate ice cream and receiving a gust of wind after gust that touched her white skin occasionally her white hijab flew in the direction of the wind by playing her feet to the front and back.
The day was so fast he did not feel he had entered the middle of the semester and UTS was soon to come, about the matter written on the white paper welcomed the students to fill it, the brain brain began to work hard, and the,tired and tired began to feel, Erin who was still loyal to sit alone on the bench behind him alone, because his friends were busy each so to eliminate his fatigue he came to the park
Someone from a distance looked at Erin very warmly despite her cold demeanor but she was always warm to someone she cared about with both hands in her pants pocket, her black hair was always neat, and she was very warm,and that suit saw a little tie his ashes.yes he's Bram!
Bram approaches Erin who is busy himself looking adorable when the girl licks her ice cream
"May I sit down"
Erin loosened her head upwards looking at Bram who was standing before her with a thin smile that was even invisible yet warm to look at
"Sister Bram,,, sure please"Erin shifted a little to blame Bram sitting "Will you want?"say it while offering his ice cream
"Don't eat it" he said briefly
"Emmm okay dehhh"gungam His "what did Brother Bram meet me?"
"Without bole?"very short
"It's not Tumben or wkwk"
"Ehhh how are the children of Elijah and uncle alex" Bram asked with a straight forward look
"They're good, how are Surya and Aunt Arin doing?"
"Thank God, they're good too"
"oh"
They were silent for a long time, Erin who had spent her ice cream dumped the package into the trash, Erin's habit of always drinking after eating ice cream made Bram chuckle slowly
"You're still the same as you used to be adorable" Bram said with his hands cleaning the lip tip of Erin's lips
"Hhe, ohhhh Bram's brother, I have a girlfriend" Erin asked
"Why?you want to be my girlfriend?"
"Where am I just your sister, I seriouslyss Kaka has a lover or not?"ask Erin again
"Haha you are"Bram chuckles at Erin's question because he has not felt courtship at all, even the love he never felt was the affection of his parents and those closest to him, he said,Bram is the type of person who is difficult to understand often younger siblings, peers, and Kaka class women invite to date but he refuses with a very short reason and clearly "dislike" that word is often said to all women who express their feelings to bram
"Not having and never dating" Bram said "why?"continued
"Emm if there are women who like Kaka how?"erin asked while looking at Bram from the side while Bram was just looking straight
"Oh, I'm" Bram short
Erin and Bram were chatting about their past, the time when Erin and Bram were still small when they ran a little run, chasing each other, looking after each other, and looking after each other,the memories will never be forgotten even if they make some good memories but the memories of the past will be more beautiful than now.
_o0o_
A man who was busy reading but his mind and brain were not focused on the book he read,he went to the library because he thought by doing this activity he could forget a little about the girl who had been in his mind for almost 4 months,Yes Fadill he was reading a book in his school library alone, once many girls who approached him to offer reading together but Fadil refused well and chose himself, Fadil sat on the last seat, at the very end,with his legs crossed, his gaze focused on the book he read but not on his mind,
Fadil himself is confused what he feels now if he really starts to like Erin and whether he has also completely forgotten Karin.
Something confusing, but occasionally he remembered the words of Ami 'never waste people who have struggled and sincere love with us.'
Fadil who was daydreaming was shocked by the figure of Andre who arrived nongol out of nowhere he came
"Oiii brooo, read well daydreaming" he said arrived and immediately sat in front of Fadil
"Whispering lo" Fadil's mother
"You I'm looking for starting from the cafeteria Bu Imas continue to the parking lot even Dapetin Pak bambam dating Bu Wati continue to the ends of the earth no also you know I'm looking for you where haaa???in the middle of nowhere there isn't, and stupidly, I don't think you're here."Andre who was non-stop talking made Fadil slightly disturbed and clamped Andre's forehead
"Emang"
"What a" asked Andre
"Emang lo stupid****" said Fadil
"Damn" grunts Andre "bay the Why lo why sihhh glum mulu, but mulu, pusping gw mikirin lo"more
"Bingung" briefly Fadil who still looks at the book he read
"Whyyy" asked Andre slightly advancing his face
"Return your face"
"Yes, what's wrong?mr Bambam successfully married Bu Wati?or in the canteen of Imas bu dapet big discount nihhh" said Andre whose Kepo Nya matchless
"Not"
"Continue?"
"Bingung same feeling" said Fadil who now looked at Andre who also looked at Fadil
"Hahahahha" Andre's laughter broke
"Fadilll Fadill is still thinking about your feelings for Erin and Karin?"said Andre "Denger I gw okay,lo now think ga the hell who has always been in your memory so far?who has been making you comfortable all this time?and who can make you laugh all this time and who always gives you support, enthusiasm even gives you attention?KARIN/ERIN?"obviously wise Andre
Fadil silenced he twisted the words that Andre said earlier, if in thought Fadil's mind and brain were currently thinking about Erin,even though he realized he liked Karin but somehow when he knew Karin liked Bima he became aware that the meaning of love was sacrifice, support, support,spirit and understanding and he could not get it all from Karin
But he got it all from Erin who was clearly not the person he expected
"Erin" said Fadil to the point
"Nahhhh you know now, now,where ajaaa oiii so you occasionally glance back and see who has struggled to make love dapetin lo open even see mulu ahead and chase people who are uncertain even his heart is not for you" Andre said clearly
"Thanks bro, but I'm still confused about whether Bener I've fallen in love with Erin.....Ahkkkkk gw bingungggggg" cried Fadil frustrated
"Whispering begoo is not in this forest" andre said
Drrttt drttt
"It could be"Andre's picking up his phone that's ringing
It turns out that the voice call from "Child of Demots" is more clearly Hanifah
'Haloooo handsome boy here'
'Eohhhh jiji'
'Let's go home from school we gather at the usual Cafe and said kak Bram and kak Danu follow tuh you same Fadil must come!'
'Okay, I'll be there later'
'Ok'
"What's wrong?"ask Fadil who saw Andre turn off his phone
"That kid asked us to get together for what we wanted"
"Oh"
"Lo has to come"
"OK"
~o0o~
Finally the clock came home all the children scattered out of the classroom, there were those who went to the cafeteria first to meet the special chicken noodles, Irma's mother, who had a special cock,there are those who go directly to the parking lot carrying their cars and motorcycles also there are those who wait for public transportation in front of the school gate.
Erin who was with Ami, Nifa and Nisa, they waited for Karin, Bram and Danu to come while Fadil and Andre would follow later, in the hot parking lot they waited
"Hussss where the hell is Karin hot nihhh"Ami nagged
"Yes nihhh where I ga skincare anymoreii can burn the skin should gw huaaaa"nifa back kumat
"Some of us will use long arms where it can burn" explained Nisa
"May the heart burn" said erin bucin
"Elehhhhhhh this has been bucinnn since when?"ask Ami
"From close to you all!"erin replied while glancing at her friend
From a distance, two men approached Erin and her friend who was joking, a really cool Cowo how can it be?his face is white without acne, his lips are pink, tall, his hair is neatly arranged a suit that is next to his shoulders and a bag that is only hooked next to the shoulders of the other cool isn't it???
-athor his baper ng ya heheh
Erin who saw them coming stopped her laughter making her friend confused and glanced in the direction Erin was looking at, all became silent and looked at the two men without blinking
"Erin sorry I told-" Karin's words just came off because she saw the two men approaching them
"Asslamualaikum"that's both boys.
But there was no sound from them instead they looked at the two men with beautiful gazes without blinking
Danu who saw the girls in front of him just quietly finally cleared her slowly to melt the atmosphere
"Ahkmmmm"deheman Danu made the girls wake up
"Ehhh Waalikumsallam" said the girls simultaneously and a little nervous
"You are why the hell we are so rich who never squirms us alone" asked Danu
"Ammm no kak hhe,, right Guys?"ami replied
"Nahhhh yeah, well, what's wrong"
"Let's go for the afternoon" Bram said
"Just use my car" Bram said again
Who gets a nod from all of them
