a secret feeling
Episode 21
today was a very bright day, the sun was so hot and hot, a girl was relaxing on her bed wearing her dress while playing her mobile phone
GROUP
Ami:heyyyy soon we go to school ayeee
Karin: Ahhhh ga patient
Erin:iya nihhh Seruu really
Nifa: definitely dong kan many cogan cogan wkwkwk
Andre: cogan Mulu Lo
Fadil:cie jealous lo yahhh
Nifa:sewot really sihhh like gw dong
Andre:diem loo Fadil!
Erin who was reading read the group, but did not think Fadil gave a message, Erin immediately opened it
Fadillah:
Erin, how are your hands good, right?
Erin:
alhamdulillah well, why tumben ngechat?
Fadillah:
can't you?
Erin:
no tumben, why what is it?
Fadillah:
gpp just try the quota free
Erin:
hhhhh nyebelinnn
Fadillah:
but like it, right?
Erin:
ga!
Fadillah:
cook
'ahkkkk Fadil nyebelin his tree sebelinnn do not want to know nyebelinnn.Pistak Erin angry same fadill'yelling Erin
tocko!
the knock on the door made Erin stop screaming and get out of her bed and head towards the door and open it
"mama, what's the matter?"ask Erin
"nakk below is Bima tuh!"answer mama
"what about Mah?"ask Erin again
"how do you know there samperin kasian nungguin" said mama
"yes, a minute"
erin took her hijab and put it back on, she rushed out of the room to meet the bima slowly Erin down the stairs and sure enough Bima was waiting for her in the living room
"hey Erin"sof Bima
"hey, why are you here?"ask Erin
"owh I can not come here so, it has begun to forget the same friend from a small well" said Bima make Erin silent a thousand languages
"e-e-engga what's wrong here is tumben alone" said Erin stammered
"our rinses to the back garden yu I want to talk about something" he asked who was immediately nodded by Erin
"so what's up?"ask Erin again
"patient dong knp heck lo rich who is again upset" said Bima
"that's me again sprain the same fad-"
Erin did not continue her speech because all this time she did not tell him that she liked fadil, but did not think Bima had known everything
"Fadeil?why is it the same boy does he hurt Lo ha? why?"cerocos Bima
"no, no, no, you want to talk about whether I want to sleep this" said Erin ngeles
"Erin I want to ask if you really don't have the slightest taste in me?"bima Tanya made Erin round her eyes because all this time she only considered her as a Kaka
"a-a-what do you mean?"erin said she really doesn't know what she means
"this is Erina Naila Arkarna, I've loved you since you went to 8th grade I really liked you you grew up to be a beautiful, kind, generous girl"praise Bima who again made Erin sweat down arrived
"ahhh but Bim-"
"i didn't force you Erin because I knew you only liked Fadil, right?but I can't see you fighting alone for her heart and I don't want to see you sad and agitated" Bima explained
"sorry, forgive me for not knowing it, it does not reach out to me every time I want to forget it but this heart says to fight again "emin's spirit while looking down
"why should the pursuit of the uncertain if there is still a definite here"
inner Bima who was looking at Erin who was next to her while looking down on it
"i understand, I just want to see you happy even if it's not with me, I just want to see you laugh even if it's not with me, I just don't want to see you sad and cry anymore, I just don't want to see you sad and cry anymore,and I realize I'm not someone who can make you happy, I'm just someone who admires you in silence" Bima said
"forgive me Bima sorry maybe you can find a better woman than I'm sorry" said Erin who was still down and did not dare to look at Bima
"gpp erin I understand, I will try to let you go but I will never forget you and will never, and I have one request" Bima said to make Erin look back at Bima
"a-a-what" asked Erin
"you must think of me as your Kaka, and the place of your story" replied Bima
"yes I will definitely make you as my Kaka as my first Kaka and very special" Erin said excitedly because she finally had an older brother even though it was not her birth Kaka
"good sister.hopefully you will always be happy with your choice" Sahut Bima.
"sister and sister now nihh.so you are a very handsome and beautiful mama's child" said mama suddenly came with a tray containing drinks.
"mama Aunty" Erin and Bima said simultaneously
"since when was mama there" Erin said
"since then" said Mama while putting drinks on the table
"mama heard everything?"erin asked in panic
"if yes why, it turns out that this mother's child has grown up well" replied the mother casually
"ton-"
"etssss don't call Auntie call me mama like Erin right now you're Kaka Erin too"cut mama
"iya tan.eh mama" said Bima nervously
"smart boy"sook mama while stroking Bima's hand "you go to school at NUSA BANGSA High School too right?"ask mama
"ah that Bima forgot Bima wanted to tell him that Bima will come with papa to France and more or less Bima will live there and school there too" explained Bima honestly
"MUUAHHH!!"erin shouted spontaneously
"remember dear Kaka you must have told you always" said mama
"iya Erin relax I will always tell you.that's also if there is a time wkwkwk" said Bima.
"ihhhhhh nyebelinnn"to Erin
"Bim but there is someone who has admired you and sincerely likes you" said Erin
"i know but I can't open my heart to him yet and anyways I've been unanimous with my decision" Bima said
"well how have you been Bima Mama believes your decision is the best, and Erin you do not hinder Bima to pursue her ideals let her float as high as possible"said mama while stroking Erin's black hair
"sorry Erin"
"love is simple if you're not able to make her laugh, just don't make her hurt."
they talked as things.and spent time together because Bima tomorrow had to go and leave this country, time was getting late as well as the sky was getting dark, Bima said to Erin,Alex and his wife, because he has to prepare his gear for tomorrow.
