a secret feeling
#35 LOVE IS COMPLICATED
A cloudy morning without sun is just a cloud that becomes one sky that is ash-coloured drop grains of water that come down from heaven to earth.yahhh!! This overcast morning and the rain this morning represent a girl who was daydreaming something sitting on the edge of the bed staring straight at the window counting how much water was falling.
Physically he looks fine but not with the same heart down following the rain
Tok tok!!
Elijah knocked on Erin's door a few times but there was no reason finally he opened the door of Erin's room slowly.he saw her little girl was sitting on the edge of the bed with an empty look like usual
Elijah approached Erin who was sitting on the edge of his hand bed stroking the top of Erin's head covered by her white hijab "Sayanggg.ayo we go down to breakfast first you will be late"
Erin who just realized the arrival of her mother "ah.ma-maaaf mahh Erin is thinking of a repeat now until she forgot there is mama hehe" Erin said while smiling and laughing forcibly.
Elijah who knew something was wrong with his son tried to understand and sat next to Erin "sayangg mama knew you were hiding something...mama know when you are sad when you are happy mama does not want to see your sweet smile replaced with a forced smile.if there is what the story is with mama"obviously mama while stroking Erin's shoulder
Erin, who was looking down, tried to hold back her tears so as not to fall, she leaned her head on Elijah's shoulder
Elijah who understood his son immediately hugged Erin and said "it's okay you don't want to tell a story now but if you want the story to blow all the burden of your mind mama will always be there dear to you"
"Makasihhh mahh"Erin hugged mommy
His
"We go down yuk kasian papa dear" said Elijah who was nodded by Erin
Erin carried her bag and put on her shoes.
They descend down the stairs and head towards the dining table, a man wearing a black suit is waiting for Erin and Elijah to come down while playing his cell phone.
Erin who is usually always cheerful and says good morning is now reluctant to say her mood is really bad
Alex who saw that just shook his head slowly, he glanced at Elijah giving the code and immediately glanced at Erin.Elia only gave a small nod
"Darling why is your face so moody?"ask Alex
Alex is right Kepo finally opens his mouth and tries to talk to Erin gently
"Ngga kok pah Erin just not feeling well"he said
"Want we go to the doctor??papa's afraid of what's going on" said Alex worried
"Ngga pah ga ga ekhh right now still Deuteronomy Erin would not be present" he explained
"Well if there is anything directly contact papa"he asserted
Elsewhere
A man who was in his full uniform stood on the terrace of his bedroom balcony staring at the rain that fell this morning his mind was chaotic he was also disappointed
'What should I do and proof again to lo rin'
Fadill who from last night thought of how to convince Erin that she was right with him..
Unknowingly a man not far from Fadil approached him and patted Fadil on the shoulder
"Oiii morning and daydream!!"fadel
Kaka fadil who is now studying at the famous University in the city of A he is smart, smart,haughty and cold just like Fadil they always behave warmly when with family and people closest to Him alone he majored in business because he wanted to continue his parents as a famous businessman
Fadil was silent
"Lo why?girl?"
"Kepo lo"
"Hahaha since when do you like girls?And who is that girl who managed to melt your heart?Who was that girl you told who was that??it's ahhh KARINN!! Are you upset with him?"
Fadil glanced at Kakanya who was beside him that"Can't you ask one dizzy I'm with Him"
"Liet bro why"
Fadil told me everything and Kakanya just nodded her head
"I'm just telling you to lo..lo from earlier just ngokukkin head lo rich dog in store shop!"
"Gue just heard the story and understood everything..so I think mingingan lo struggle aja tuh the girl who now if Emang now you have moved on from the Karin but I think the girl is greattt yahhh fight for loo but lo even in vain in he continues now you like him Ehh heya so Love is complicated broo" he said "so the point is you have to fight as well as the girl used to fight for you"more
Fadel who immediately stood up and left the sister sitting and daydreaming thinking of the words said Kakanya earlier
Erin entered the classroom feeling uncharacteristically she immediately opened the book and tried to memorize the material she learned last night
Nisa, Ami and Nifa who felt strange with Erin's attitude they approached Erin to her stool
"Heyy rinn"sapa Ami
Erin simply smiled and said "hey"
"Lo why is Rinn" asked Nisa
"Kalo lo still thinking about the incident Kemaren?we think your decision is good udha exactly you do not need to feel that you are wrong!"obviously Nisa
"Yes, you have to be sure of your decision now" Ami said
"Nahhhh"Nifa gave both her thumbs and smiled
Erin who feels relieved because her friends always understand the circumstances of Nya.ia is also happy to have friends like them who are always there in times of joy or sorrow
Erin simply smiled and gave her thumbs up but the smile faded again as someone walked into the classroom and glanced at her
Ami, Nisa and Nifa realize their arrival Fadil directly back to their respective places.
Fadil was eager to get to Erin but he abandoned his intentions because he thought Erin needed more time
Today's lesson finished smoothly even though the weather and conditions were not supportive but their spirit will never fade to fill the problem for their own future
The five girls are in the parking lot they are confused to have to take their time for what because this still shows at 11:00 is still very early in their opinion and tomorrow is their last day of UTS
"Why do we go to the cafe, what is the usual place?"karin's
"Nahhhhh ayooo" their mouth but not with Erin
"Rinn lo join ga.ikut yahh pleaseeee" said Ami.
"Yes I'm coming"
"Yesss"
"Ehhhh man is invited, no???"ask nifa
"Ahhh lo mah mau Nya same Andre mulu"ledek Nisa
"Aihhh that's not how we used to be six" he said
"Today's special GRIL DAY" Karin said
"Nahhh agreed "sahut Ami
While they were chatting 3 girls whose faces were somewhat familiar passed towards them and one of the girls nudged Erin's shoulders deliberately and continued walking and turned back to look at Erin
BRUG
erin's quite loud voice that felt pain with her shoulder tried to hold it with her hand and gave a cynical look
"Upssss sorryfff I accidentally"sook the girl while turning her body
"Ga accidentally Bungaaa" shouted the other two girls
Yahhh!!!the flower that nudges Erin's shoulder intentionally or not
Erin's companions had already clenched their hands and stared straight at them giving a sinister look
Bunga and his two friends left just like that.Ami who did not accept to see his best friend treated like that
"Rinnn you are silent!!"ami was upset
"It's not time to play with him yet" said Erin calmly with a cynical smile that is difficult to understand
"It looks like there will be a great show nihhh" said nifa
"Udahhh yuu we go ahhh" said Nisa
"Pake my car" followed Nisa
"Okeyyy"
