a secret feeling

a secret feeling
#31 DAY BRAM & AMI



Heyyy guyssss this is a special chapter for you because in this chapter I tell the past of Ami that I have not had time to tell you...


Happy Re is a happy-go-round


"Fadil, Erin Cepet go to the mallem" Danu said


"Yes, brother" said both


Fadil and Erin arrived at a fairly crowded parking lot.Fadil thrust his helmet into Erin with directly Erin received Him unlike nifa earlier


"Rinn you're good, right?"ask Fadil because Erin from earlier was just silent which is usually brought up


"Ah not that, I'm full.yes I'm full so I'm silent hehe" replied Erin, she was silent actually not because of fullness but nervous her heart is not functioning properly.


"Emmm yes Erin" said Fadil


"Come" Erin said


"Well"


Erin rides on her big bike Fadil "Pelan slowly yahh" Erin said in fear


"Yes.if you want to hold it"sahut Fadil.


"Can?"ask Erin


"..."suddenly Fadil's hand grabbed Erin's hand and placed it on her waist


_o0o_


"So come on" Danu said


"Yes sister"sahut Karin while looking down


Arriving at the parking lot Danu got into his car that had been carried by his driver was Karin along the road to the parking lot just silent and down, making Danu anxious to see him


"Heyyy, how do you keep bowing?"ask Danu"why is the floor more interesting than me" he continued


"Ah ehhhh no openingnn I justaaa tired" said Karin a little lie


Honestly, if you say Karin has not forgotten Bima, surely???yes, he has not been able to breathe the Milky of his first love, during this time he does not want to believe in any man, more precisely not want to open his heart again


"Emmm good let's go home" Danu said,


Danu opened her car door for Karin, only smiling sweetly at her


_o0o_


Back to Bram and Ami


Bram who came towards the rooftop with a tray of food, From where his intentions and thoughts led him to meet a girl who was having a snack,Ami who was sitting and playing his phone while listening to music through his earphones, without being aware of Bram from earlier noticed Him


'Sweet' one word out of Bram's mouth


The girl who wore a gray white uniform with a white rectangular veil black shoes, the legs that were swinging forward and back of the mouth that sang according to the music she listened to


Bram approached Ami who was busy himself without him realizing Bram was sitting next to him


Bram brought his mouth closer to Ami's ear "Asslamualaikum" he said but Ami still did not realize so loud that the song soft sound Bram aja lost greatt Bener Ami wkwkwk...


Ami who felt strange in that place glanced to the side, how surprised he was to see the figure of the man who embarrassed him earlier, he still tried to be indifferent


'Busettt dahhh this person or genie is playing nongol nongol aja, but why did he come in Iw where the other?ahhhh I have bete again with the same person's inner ami


"When is Kaka here?"asked Ami without looking


"So" Bram replied


"Ga polite" said Ami still trying flat


"Why?"tanya Bram was astonished by the girl beside him


"When it comes, say hello to the cake, this?play sit down just not polite"omel Ami


'Feelings I was wrong mulu from earlier.nasibb fateb'in Bram frustrated.


"Lo It's just a ga denger" Bram replied casually


"Well, I'm wrong, I'm weird again" Ami said


"Who's wrong" Bram asked


"You go"


"Yes"


This is Bram wrong mulu mulu kasian bet dah polar bear patience yahhhhh Bram hehe


"Ni eat" Bram bargained


"Ga don't So care" said Ami


"Oh okay" Bram said


"Cewe again lambs tuh in pejukan not in cuekinnn"omel Ami again


"Lo want me to talk?"


"Ga"


"Oh"


"Ihhh ga desensitized"


"What?"


"Ga"


"okay"


"Basic polar bears are very sensitive sihh romantic little cake"


"You?"


"You know all girls want to be sensitive to the same guy he likes"


"Lo likes me?"


"Yes"


"Huh?"


"Ngga be"


"Tock"


"Lo's also not sensitive to gw"


"Can't yet"


'Did he say not yet mean to want to donggg yessss yessss,,,," cried inner Ami


"What?"


"Ga"


'Ihhhh polar bear Emang'


"Eat"


"Ga"


"Ntar lo is sick"


"Modo"


"what do you want?"ask Bram with a high aga tone


'Busettttt nih people make sure I'm lucky dear'


"Yes, yeah, it's a baffle"


"Will you eat?"ami asked while chewing her food


"Nga"


"Kok, Kaka will not eat sigh later Kaka also sick loh"


"Lo just go first"


"Ngga want anyway to eat nihh Cepet open his mouth aaaaaa...."


Ami scoops her food and feeds it into Bram's mouth, Bram who is confused with himself does not want to refuse a bribe from the girl so he opens his mouth and chews the food given by Ami


"Nahhh gitu dongg" said Ami with a smile


"Gue wants it"


"What?"


"So temen lo earlier said that you just open your heart againii mean do you ever date?"


Why Bram arrived Kepo with the life of the girl named Ami


"Khuukkkk khukk"


Ami choked to hear the words coming out of Bram's mouth, he immediately drank the water that had been provided on the table


"Eating slowly do not need to mess around Emang want a marathon"


"Hmmm"


"So Why?"


"You know what?"


"Yes"


"So when I was in 8th grade there was a guy that I liked from 6th grade Elementary School and that we were friends actually well right up to 7th grade arrived there was a love that appeared I was also originally confused about why gini"


"Continue?"


"So I keep quiet I'm not saying bad who if I like him from 6th grade Elementary School, some people will be His love monkey right, so I'm a tempter alone, so I'm alone,continuess fitting class 7 he deket deket deket I continue from venting to where we are together, where we are,but suddenly my friends who are girl say that for example I was told to talk to him if I like the same guy"


"Then?"


"Nahh I went up in 8th grade I think pass for me if for example I talk to him, nahhhh I will make a pact to him behind the school after the break...he said yes yes yes Nahh okay I am already mentally strong so do you reveal my feelings to him, ridiculous is not it?most girls would want to be shot, who made a man feel first, and I don't think it's important my mommy once said that if we love someone we should fight for his love,if we like someone we better express aja nahhh from there I learn and expel all my sense of prestige to him


Right after the break I immediately ran to the back garden of the school but when I got there it turned out to be him..."


"He what?"


"Diaaaa.cieeeee Nunggu yahhh hahha"


"Malmish's bullet"


"Next?"


"Hm"


"It turns out he's not here yet, I'm waiting for him yahhh,nahhh until bell entered he did not come also there I Bener Bener sad but I think positive if he again there is something much more important I just go back to class butnn in when I was walking in the corridor of the school I saw the person I had been waiting for the person I had always liked was walking alone with a girl holding hands,,,,,, I said,,,I'm not strong see it all I finally mengyamperin them and that makes me Bener disappointed and shocked it turns out he was dating the same girl had been almost 1 year ago all this time he lied i, thank you hope to me continue to leave me that way,,and there I do not want to open my heart again for someone who does not want to believe again the same COWO who usually just give hope without any certainty


"Udah enough I've been pretending to be happy, pretending to be tough in front of my friend's friend, it's enough I suffer because of the guy, because of the guy,that's why I don't like to squirm my girl friend in the game feeling the same guy, especially Erin, you know?Erin has been fighting for Fadil day for 3 years but what?fadil even likes Karin who obviously does not like him stupid, right?every time I tell him to stop fighting he keeps fighting with his goal,just dapet I am rich he who has clearly his love clapping one hand still just hold on even though I do not want them to feel the same thing enough I am now like this but real There are still more people than me"


"Udah?"


"Have he kept?"


"Name"


Bram suddenly offered a drink towards Ami, Ami raised one eyebrow sign he was confused by the attitude of the man beside him


"Lo cape has talked at length times wide times high, now drink" Bram said as usual flat


"Emm thanks"


"It turns out that adult girls like lo and fierce girls like you are just as weak when it comes to love"


"That's how girls are, then,no matter how strong he is in front of everyone will be fragile when he himself always shows his happy smile when in front of everyone but not with his heart he cries he is disappointed he is fragile and weak"


Ami who could not hold back her tears from earlier now escaped wet her smooth cheeks, Bram who saw it felt pain only this time he saw Ami crying, Ami crying,Bram approached Ami and softly said the head of Ami,ami glanced to the side looking at the person who had been able to open his heart again he got a smile from Bram a smile that was different from the usual sincere and beautiful smile to look at


"Say one day there's a time when you're happy"


"Thank you brother"


"Come home, let me send you"


"In the meantime, the sun is not completely gone, it is not beautiful to see the twilight in the afternoon"


"Mmmm good" is"


The clouds that began to turn black, the sun also began to sink a girl still faithfully looked straight at dusk which he thought was suitable to unwind the fatigue and disappointment he had experienced so far, so far,the bird that was chirping broke the silence between the two humans.


"We're going home and we're going to be lazy and your parents are worried"


"Yes, brother come on"


Ami left that place with a calm heart, finally he could let go of everything could tell about everything in nature so far, he said,how could he trust the same person he had only known for 12 months?maybe because he put his heart down so well believe it


Along the way I just looked out the window and ignored someone beside her, honestly afraid that Bram would do the same thing as his past


"Thank you brother" said Ami with a different smile than usual


"Same"sahut Bram flat


'Niii tau cewe again badmood still aja kendinnn ahkkk I getting badmood iniiiii'batin Ami


"I'm in....Kaka hearts hearts"pamit Ami


"Wait"prevent Bram


Made Ami stop his steps and turn around again


"What what is brother?"tannya


Bram walked closer towards Ami "Good night, sweet dream" Bram gave her sweet smile


'Ahkkkkkk nie orangggg kadangggnnn kadangngg romantic also make my mood risekkk nihhh'again Ami fantasized


"Ah yes kakasih Kaka too, do not forget tomorrow macul"sahut ami smiled showing her teeth


"Mockroaches?"


"Yes macul,, ENTER SCHOOL uakkkkkk"that I gemassss


"Hmm okay"


"go back"


"Yes byeeeeeee"


"Bye"


Ami waved at Bram who got into his car, while Ami looked at the car that Bram was driving long ago disappeared


"Newly also romantic Udahhh cold again the base of the polar man,, what is there any increase also wkwkwkwk zahttt amiiiii" cried Ami


"Honey you why" said Mami Ami who saw her son yelling no clearly on the porch of her house


"Ahhh no mii.tadi feet Ami gatalll so Ami yell aja deh heheh sorry"sahut Ami melas


"Ahhh well already entered there already malem"


"Okay miiii"


Special for today 4 episodes nihhh


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