A Pair of Lotus Flowers

The Beginning of the Big Mistake

"Where are we going now?malem nih Beni also calls directly from earlier" said ketus.

"Tumben you didn't call him brother?She's your foster sister" asked Siska.

"If to be honest actually the more I grow up, the more awkward to call him brother.Gue felt that he was just a guy who lived in my house only" I explained.

"Well, don't you like Beni?Why do you Ra."

"No, when I like him."

"Yes no longer need to be discussed, mending we go to the club aja.Gue also want to meet my guy there" Ajak Siska.

"I've tried to make it to the club once in a while."

We ended up going to the night club where Siska used to go.I ignored all the phone calls from Beni.I want today my burden can be a little forgotten by having fun.

Because I had never been to a club before, I was quite surprised by the atmosphere in it.Many people and noisy, not to mention the sight of alcoholic drinks that were neatly lined up.

"Nih Ra,lo cobain deh.This tastes good" said Siska while offering a glass of drink.

"No, you can't drink that rich."

"A little bit, you also like kok" said Siska while forcing me to drink it.

The taste of the drink is quite foreign, because it was the first time I tried it.But inexplicably it made me addicted.Seeing I continued to pour the drink again and again, Siska laughed out loud with her boyfriend.

Without caring about wktu, we had fun dancing to the music.My body felt light but my head seemed to spin.Yes, I was drunk heavily on my graduation day and my first time in the night club.

I was half-consciously swept by Siska and her boyfriend.They seemed confused how to take me home because we were both drunk.

"Nara, where do lo.Gue mobile phones want Beni's phone to pick you up" Siska said as he reached into my pants pocket.

"Why are you calling Beni?I went home by myself" I said as I tried to stagger.

Unknowingly it turns out Siska has held my phone and tried to call Beni.Padalah this is almost 2 am.

"Hello kak Beni, this is Siska kak.Please pick up Nara at club XX dong"

"Why did you take Nara to the club anyway?Yes wait, I'm not there now" Beni replied in an anxious tone.

Half an hour later Beni's black car was faintly visible.I waved my hand happily as if I were meeting an old friend.

"Nara, why are you playing to a rich place?Here your big sister to the car.And you Siska, mending you with your boyfriend also go home.In addition, do not take Nara to a rich place gini again" said Beni in an annoyed tone.

I was carried by Beni and got into the car.In the car I raved not because but Beni just kept quiet while driving the car seriously.

Upon arrival at home, my consciousness began to recover somewhat but my head was still so dizzy that my path staggered.Beni who saw it immediately carried me again towards my room on the 2nd floor.

I was lying on my bed with Beni who just silently watched me.Because I felt tight I undressed in front of Beni.Beni was surprised to see me only wearing a bra and shorts.Then suddenly Beni sat on my bed.

"Beni,lo tuh not my brother.So you do not need to interfere with my problems" said me while occasionally closing my eyes.

"I know I'm not your sister, I actually never considered you my sister from the beginning"

I just silently heard it, as if my mouth had no more energy to speak.

"From the beginning of living here actually I know my affection for you is not the feeling of brother to his sister, but the feeling of affection to the opposite sex.But because I know what my position is now like, what my position is,so I can't do anything Ra" Beni continued.

Seeing me who was only silent while occasionally looking at his face, Arti suddenly kissed my forehead.I who was feeling a little affection that had been missing, finally tried to hug Beni's body tightly.

Beni's face reddened, I just smiled looking at her arching face.But then Beni kissed my lips gently, I just smiled,ignoring the smell of alcohol stuck in my mouth.I returned Beni's kiss more wildly and I felt Beni's hands gradually reaching for my bra buttons.

He climbed on top of my body throwing my beloved bra and trying to lower my pants.It turns out I can't resist it, I can just shut up and enjoy what he's doing.

A moment later I reciprocated Beni's treatment by trying to open his shirt and trousers, until finally there was not a single thread attached to both of us.

Beni who had been above my body, was looking at the lotus flower on my chest.

"When did you get this tattoo?" Beni Whisper.

"Since this afternoon, good right?you're the first person to hold my lotus flower."

Beni then buried her head into my lotus flower, kissed every inch of my body.I felt the heat coming out of my body until it felt like I was completely crazy.

Without cue, Beni immediately enjoyed the "main dish".I groaned in pain because this was the first thing for me.

"Emm Ahhh Ben's sick, are you slow?" My love for Beni.

Beni knew I had only done it for the first time because of the blood coming out of me.But Beni continued what he had started.

My hot night with Beni lasted until almost dawn.I who was exhausted immediately fell asleep in the arms of Beni.Beni who looked happy, occasionally kissed my forehead gently.This is the biggest mistake for us, this is the biggest mistake for us,but we can't avoid this either.

The next day I just woke up, my head felt very heavy and sick.I saw my clothes were still scattered on the floor, but I did not see Beni beside me.I tried to get out of bed, I was trying to get up,but my legs felt very limp.So I undo my intention to wake up and choose to go back into the blanket.

Suddenly Beni entered my room, she saw me who was awake but still wrapped in a thick blanket.She knew I had not worn my clothes.

"It's Ra, you eat first and then you take a bath" Beni said, giving me a pile of jam bread.

"Thank you Ben, but my legs are so limp.Help me to the bathroom huh?" I smiled and held her hand.

Beni nodded in agreement, after finishing my bread,Beni who was going to take me to the bathroom instead carried me who was still not dressed this towards the bathroom.I was just silent when she put me in the bath up.She kissed my lips gently before leaving and whispered.

"I love the smell of your lotus flowers" he said with a smile.

Beni then came out of my bathroom, I know she felt awkward and embarrassed after last night's incident and her words now.Because I feel the same way now.