A Pair of Lotus Flowers

Fill My Heart

In the house of Siska I was just pensive, thinking about my fate and my baby in the future.I do not know what to cover it in what way and give birth to it where.I also remembered with Deon, what should I say to Deon?I had intended to abort my womb and live my life as it was before it all happened.But now everything is impossible.

"Ra, you're okay, right?" Ask Siska worried.

"Gue it's okay Sis,gue just confused now I have to how."

"Do not try to talk to bokap lo, before Beni officially fiancee with Princess."

"Can't Sis, by the way to Beni or to papah about this problem actually added to make the situation more messy" said I.

"Keep what?Your stomach also gradually grew Nara."

"The only way I have to get out of the house and take care of this baby is alone Sis" I replied.

"Lo is still young Nara,lo would have difficulty if you have to give birth to continue caring for your baby alone."

What Siska said is true,I was too young to be able to take care of this baby alone.Especially I was a child who was quite pampered and all sufficiency.I can not imagine how if I went from home and had to live alone without family and without facilities.

"Gue dizzy Sis,gue want to go home first.Let me think again this problem at home" said I.

"Well, be careful on the road?From now on you have to wear loose clothes or over size so that your stomach does not look bloated" said Siska gave advice.

I just agreed and left the house of Siska.Not I thought everything went like this, when at first I thought everything would be fine when I abort this baby.But now it is over,I can't regret my decision to give birth to my baby.

Arriving at home, it turns out papah there was a call to the hospital.Business papah at home was replaced by Beni who just returned from campus.Seeing Beni was arranging the invitation problem, I immediately passed it and walked to my room.

I lay my body on the bed and let out a deep sigh.I thought about what decision I should take in the future.Taking a stroke of my stomach I convinced myself that I could be a good mother for my baby.I so suddenly remember Mamah, where is she now?And how's it going?I finally got the courage to pick up my phone and try to reach her.

"Hello mah" Say hello to me slowly.

"Hello,Nara?This is Nara's son, isn't it?" Ask me enthusiastically.

"Yes this is Nara, how are you doing now?" I asked with teary eyes.

"You're all right, baby, how are you?"

"Nara is also good kok mah, nara kangen sama mamah" I said while starting to cry.

"Mama also miss you dear, from the first mamah want to contact you but mamah is afraid you hate the same mamah" said mamah while crying.

After a while we chatted, I finally knew what to do in the future.

"Well, where are you now?Nara wants to stay with mama" I said.

"Mamah now lives in Bali dear, mama's girlfriend who once turned out to deceive mamah and took most of the mamah treasure.Aktirnya mamah went to Bali to calm down, but it turns out mamah found a mamah mate here" Mom explained.

"So you're married again?" I asked a little surprised.

"Dear, you are married again."

"Nara does not care if you marry again or not, which is clear now Nara wants to live with mama."

"Later to talk to papah, mah.Later after we meet I will also tell you all about me to mamah."

"Yes already, will tell mamah again if you go to Bali.Mamah will prepare all your needs here."

"Yes, thank you, ma'am."

Our conversation was quite long finally ended.Now I know how and go where.I then contact Siska and tell all my plans in the future, anyone agrees.

I also asked Siska to prepare a suitcase for me.I intend to bring a little bit of my stuff to Siska's house and put it in a suitcase to go to Bali later.When I was thinking about my plan carefully arrivedbeni's knocking on my door.

"Nara, can I come in?" Ask Beni.

"Yes Ben, come in."

"Nara I want to say something to you" Beni said.

"What are you talking about, Ben?"

"My engagement with the Princess is more or less a week away, I want to ask you.Are you really not going to regret letting go of me for others?" Beni asked while holding my hand.

"I've told Ben, as a sister I will support your relationship with the Princess.So I will not regret letting you go for the Princess."

Beni suddenly took off the buttons of her clothes one by one, she then sat next to me while revealing a lotus flower tattoo on her right chest.

"You see this?I made this tattoo after I saw the same tattoo on your chest.I find out the meaning of this tattoo and it turns out that it means to encourage yourself from the misery.I know at that time you were down, you were down,I made this tattoo so that you do not feel alone in misery.But it turns out now you want to throw me away anyway" said Beni at length.

I just fell silent, I did know what he meant by getting the same tattoo as me.But now I don't mean to throw Beni away,I just want Beni to play his role.Peran as my papah boy and the role of my brother.In my opinion this is the best for us together.

"Nara, try to look me in the eye.Are you really not in love with me Ra?" Pinta Beni's.

I just kept my head down, I didn't dare look him in the eyes for fear of my tears suddenly coming out.

"Naraaaa, you answer me Ra ! " Shouted beni while holding my shoulder.

I was still down and still, Arti then raised my chin and inevitably made our eyes look.Suddenly his lips slid towards my lips, we kissed with tears.

In my heart I shouted "I still love you Beni, I love you so much" But fortunately the sound did not come out of my mouth.Our lips are still cluttered with his hands that little by little push me to lie down under it.Then Beni lowered his lips towards the neck and rhino, and,peeling my lotus flowers pretty tight.

"Because...." I sighed softly.

Since I was pregnant I did feel my body became more sensitive, with stimuli like this alone can make me forget myself.Beni then direct his lips to my stomach, and then I will turn to my stomach,immediately I realized in my stomach there was our baby.I then pushed Beni as hard as I could to get away from me.

"Udah Ben, enough! We can't keep doing that" I said firmly.

"But why didn't you push me in the first place?If you don't know the same rich thing I am, you push me from the beginning."

"A..I'm just laughing at Ben, mending now you're out of here.I told you that time, if it's the last.So don't try to lure me again" I said in a rather high tone.

Beni then tidied up her clothes and left my room.Seeing the look of an annoyed face and the look of holding back the anger that she had never shown me before.