A Pair of Lotus Flowers

Bereft

The next day it turns out I just realized that I was asleep sitting next to my papah.Ut good thing my father is fine even though he has not been conscious.I actually miss my children and I really want to go home.But I also do not can leave the papah alone.Some time later the doctor entered the room and examined the state of the papah carefully.

"Where's doc?Is there any progress?" I asked the doctor.

"Mba just do it?Because now we just have to wait for a miracle from God" said the doctor.

I just fell silent, I know what the doctor meant to say like that.Meaning there is no hope for papah to be cured.Now all I have to do is pray and prepare for all the worst possibilities.

When the doctor came out, I cried again beside my papah.Although not willing, but these tears just kept flowing soaking my cheeks.That's when someone came into the room and hugged me while calming me.

"Darling, don't cry anymore.You have to be patient?" Beni Saying.

It turned out that Beni had returned home from Singapore, he was still carrying his bag and went straight to the hospital when he just arrived at the airport.

"Art?" I asked while looking back and hugging Beni tightly.

"Sorry Ra, I'm not there when you're in trouble."

"Ben, you don't stay with me anymore.I need you here, Ben."

"Yes I won't stay with you Nara" Beni said, kissing my forehead.

We also chatted together beside the papah who still has not opened his eyes.Many things told by Beni include the health development of the Princess.From hearing the story I can guess that later Beni must go to Singapore again.Because anyhow The princess could very well take advantage of her sick situation to monopolize Beni alone.

"You go home first Ra, you must miss the same kids" Beni said.

"Yes Ben, I'm a real miss with kids."

"Yes now you've come home, look at the state of the children while you sleep for a while.Papah here let me take care."

"Emm if that's how I go home first Ben" I said while kissing his lips and saying goodbye to each other.

Arriving at home, I saw Azzura and Zio playing with the sisters.I immediately hugged and kissed them.

"You're home, baby, you're okay, right?Thanks for helping them" I said to Sister Nadia.

"Sama-sama ma'am, that is indeed my duty."

Because drowsiness began to attack, after I took the time for my children also finally fell asleep.Not long before I fell asleep, suddenly my phone rang.It turns out it was an incoming call from Beni.

"Yes hello baby, what's the matter?" I asked Beni.

"Yes...Nara, I'm sorry I disturbed your sleep.But..." Beni said doubtfully.

"But what's Ben?"

"But papah condition continues to decline, Ra.I am afraid papah why-why.So if you can come here, accompanied by your papah Ra."

"Is the condition of papah declining again?Yes, I've been to the hospital again now.You continue to monitor papah condition huh?" I said with a worried tone.

Without a second thought I immediately prepared to go back to the hospital.Although I was still half sleepy, but as much as I could bear.Over the journey my mind was in a state of turmoil, I was worried that I was late to see papah.

"Ben, how's Papah Ben doing?" I asked in panic.

"There is no change in Ra, the condition is constantly decreasing" Beni replied.

"Well, does it have to be strong?Papah must wake up, here there is Nara Beni who takes care of papah" said I while continuing to hold my papah hand.

Beni stroked my back gently, hoping to calm my heart.But I who was still frightened, continued to look at the papah while crying.Some moments later, suddenly papah's hand began to move.I was surprised immediately look at each other with Beni.

"Well, did you realize your reward?" I asked with enthusiasm.

"Na..Nara, Be..Beni, you two are here." Speak weakly.

"Yes pah, we're here to take care of papah." Beni said.

"Well glad you are here, papah hope your relationship continues.Now you are adults, you have given papah a grandson.Happiness papah is perfect" said Papah slowly.

"Yes pah, papah must be healthy quickly.So papah can see papah's grandchildren again."

"It's enough papah already look at them.Now papah is happy, papah also already calm.Beni papah please do not hurt Nara, do not let you split again huh?"

"Yes pah Beni promised, Beni will not leave Nara, we will not be separated again" said Beni.

Papah just smiled, he then grabbed Beni's arm and put it together with my hand and papahpun closed his eyes.I know what papah means, papah must be very hopeful to see me and Beni continue together.

"Well, just be calm I won't go away from Beni again, Art will not be able to leave me" I said with a smile.

But there was no response from papah, I thought papah might fall asleep.But his hands are too cold for a person who fell asleep in a blanket.

"Ben, can't you just sleep, Ben?" I asked while looking at Beni.

Beni then released his hand that is still fused with my hand on the chest papah.Then he checked the pulse and breathing papah, as Beni pensive.His face turned deathly pale.

"Nara, were you here first?I want to call the doctor first" Beni said.

"Ta..But why not Ben?Papah's just sleeping, right?" I asked with a stammer.

"You sit down first, I go out first" Beni said as she kissed my forehead.

My feeling was not good, my heart was also pounding.I continued to hold papah's hand while calling telling him to get up.A few moments later, the doctor entered the room and immediately checked the state of papah.

"After the examination, it turns out Mr. Budi has died mas,mba" said the doctor to me and also Beni.

"No docks is impossible, the doctor may have misdirected.Try checking once again doc! " I said in panic.

"Udah Ra, you calm down first.Papah emang no Ra" said Beni asserted.

Instantly my knees were limp and my tears flowed profusely.But half my soul like lost somewhere.I can only sit on the floor when the doctor removed all the medical devices on the body papah.Beni then tried to lift me back to stand.But I instead I lost consciousness right then and there, and all I realized was the fact that I had lost Papah for all eternity.