A Pair of Lotus Flowers

Both Time

Until the night Beni did not come, I who had been upset and tired of waiting was finally choosing to sleep.Padahat I had missed my time with Beni, but he even reneged on his own promise.

When midnight suddenly I sensed that something was coming into my blanket, I was immediately shocked and immediately woke up.It turns out it was Beni, he came to my room at half-time 12pm.

"Where are you going anyway?I took a cape waiting for you from this afternoon" Omelku told Beni.

"Shuuuut, Azzura's gonna wake up" whispered beni as she placed her index finger on my lips.

"I'm sorry, I just got here in the middle of the night.So I'm really hard to ask permission to the Princess because Zio keeps crying" said Beni added.

"Until when the hell are we like this keep Ben?I really cape Ben, make meeting your own husband feels really hard" I said while hugging Beni.

"You're patient, right?Hopefully the Princess can recover quickly, I also do not want us rich gini continue."

"Yes Ben" I answered briefly.

"You are calm, even though the woman I often meet is a Princess, but I still love her to you" Beni whispered into my ear.

"Who did you get that fight from, huh?" I said while pinching his stomach.

Beni just smiled, he then came closer and kissed my lips.I then replied by playing my tongue.For a long time my body did not heat up like this, it felt very comfortable when our lips touched.

Without further ado Beni lifted my nightgown up until finally released.She who had begun to heat up took off her own clothes little by little until finally we both just rely on a blanket to cover our bodies.She sat down above me while looking at me.

"I miss you, Nara.I miss the fragrance of lotus flowers on your chest, I also miss everything about you" whispered Beni while kissing my lotus.

I pounded my teeth, because every touch from his lips made my body want it more.When he started to open my legs I just remembered that Beni had to wear 'safety' before starting.

"Wait for Ben, wait a minute" I said as I slightly got up and grabbed the item in my drawer.

"What do you want to take, Nara?" Ask Beni curiously.

"This, you use this 'safety'.I don't want it until Azzura and Zio who are young must have a new sister" I said with a glare.

Beni seemed to laugh, but he also still wanted to wear it.We also finally continued our bed activities that had been cut off.Every push from him made me feel floated and not careless.I gripped Beni's hand, along with the release of pleasure from my body.

"Aahh emm Beni" My sigh in his ear.

Beni did not want to lose, he continued his game.Until finally he reached his peak while kissing my lips tight.We finished with sweat flooding our bodies, the exhausted looking Art fell asleep beside me while still hugging my body.

Tonight finally Beni and I can spend time together.The time that now I think is more valuable than anything.I hope that moments like this can always be in the future.

The next day, I woke up to the sound of my son's crying.While Beni was still fast asleep in the blanket beside me.I then carried Azzura and gave her ASI, hoping she could fall back asleep so I could take a bath and have breakfast.

(At breakfast together at the dinner table)

"Evening pah, at midnight Beni can only come here" replied Beni.

"Oh that, papah hope in the future you can also spend more time with Nara and also Azzura.Don't focus too much on Princess, Ben" said Papah.

"Yes pah, but actually Beni is more often pay attention to the Princess because Beni feels very guilty pah.Gara Beni, the Princess is pregnant and now after giving birth to our child, the Princess' condition is also getting worse" said Beni.

"Yes papah understands what you mean, but that does not mean you also abandon the person you love Ben.Papah is afraid that Nara will be at the point of saturation, where she does not want to wait for you anymore."

"She's calm, from now on Nara will try to accept the situation.Nara can't keep pressing Beni to be here, so in the future Nara wants to be freein she wants to stay longer here or there" said my friend.

"Thank you, baby, you're gonna understand me for this."

I indeed continue to try sincerely to face the current situation, I just want my heart to feel calm when there is or there is no Beni beside me.Because now there is Azzura that I must pay more attention to again.But it turns out sincere is difficult, because it is difficult,evidently a few days later Beni came again to my house to ask permission.

"Nara, actually the condition of the Princess is declining and the Princess' parents ask me to bring the Princess to Singapore" said Beni.

"To Singapore?How bad is the Princess' disease?" Askaqua.

"After careful examination, there may be cancer cells in his liver.So Mr. Herman wants Princess immediately get better treatment."

"It turns out that the disease is as severe as Princess, it's my permission to go to Singapore for the Princess to seek treatment" said my father.

"Thank you baby, but there's one more thing that matters."

"What else Ben?"

"I'll leave Zio with you, and he'll have his own nanny, too.But I want to keep Zio here while you're with me" Pinta Beni told me.

"Hemm, so I should take care of Zio as long as you're with the Princess in Singapore?"

"Yes I ask you to help Ra, because I also do not know until when I am in Singapore.I hope you can wait for me to come home"

"So you don't know until when you're in Singapore?But now you still dare to ask permission I made to Singapore take care of your young wife?You keep asking me to take care of Zio like my own son?"I asked in an annoyed tone.

Beni just looked down without answering a word, implied on his face there was fear and guilt.I just looked at him hoping to get an answer but it turns out we were just silent to each other.

"Ben, man,I've tried to be sincere and patient with you more time for the Princess.But you keep asking for more from me.Hope I understand you continue and continue.Kanya I can not wait for you to make time what is uncertain Ben, we have ended it now before you leave" I said firmly.

"End what do you mean?" Beni asked in surprise.

"We divorce Ben, so that I don't continue to hope for you and so that you are also free to take care of the Princess as you please" I told Beni.