A Pair of Lotus Flowers

He's Alive

The next day when breakfast time arrived, it turns out Beni still did not wake up.Papah and I had waited long enough for Beni at the dinner table but he did not come down from his room.

"Nara, try to see your brother.Tumben once today he was late for breakfast or maybe he hasn't woken up?" Ask papah wonder.

"Yes pah, Nara up first look at Beni's sister."

I also went to Beni's room.If I can today I do not want to meet him, I'm afraid that Beni can remember the incident last night when he was drunk.After arriving in Beni's room, I immediately entered.It turns out Beni is still sleeping, but he is still sleeping,there was a strong smell of alcohol from his room.

"Ben,Beni banguuunn" Shouted me while shaking his shoulder.

"Euumm Nara, why are you in my room?Aawww my head hurts Ra, it feels like it's going to break." Beni Saying

"I was told Papah to call you for breakfast.Your drunken night?" I pretend I don't know.

"I'm Ra, but don't talk to me?"

"Yes,iya.Ya you took a bath first there, keep missing the smell of alcohol.Let's talk to papah if you don't feel well" said I as I passed leaving Beni.

"Where's your sister Nara?" Ask papah.

"Beni's sister took a pah bath again, she wasn't feeling well so she just woke up" I said.

"Yes, before you go to the hospital, check your brother first."

"Do not get reward, his wealth Beni just fever aja.Nanti let me who love medicine, papah immediately go aja afraid late" said I make an excuse.

Papahpun believed me and told me to pay attention to Beni during her illness.Padahat sick Beni only made-up by me.After papah departed, the new art came out of his room.His eyes were soft and his lips were a bit pale.

"Ben, are you really okay, right?" I asked Beni.

"Yes Ra, I'm fine.I'm just a little dizzy."

"Why are you all drunk?and last night why did you get drunk?" I said try to provoke Beni's memory.

"I don't know if I don't remember Ra."

Already I guess Beni will not remember the incident last night, I am grateful because of it.But somehow I also feel a little disappointed.When heard the sound of the bell from outside, the sound of the bell from outside,I rushed down to see who the guest who came early in the morning was like this.After I opened the door, it turned out to be the Princess.

"Sister Princess?What's up here early, brother?" My toot.

"I came here to give porridge to Beni, he said Beni could not go to campus because he was not feeling well" replied the Princess.

"Oh yes already straight to his room aja sak, kak Beni kanya still in the room."

I drove the Princess to Beni's room on the 2nd floor.Seen Beni's face as if he did not like the sudden arrival of the Princess.

"Warning there is a sister Princess, so I do not need to take care of Beni again.I tipped Beni brother huh Kak?You know, now I'm going to college" I said casually.

"Yes Nara, I must take care of your sister."

I also came out of Beni's room, and then immediately prepared to go to campus.I don't want to continue to be at home and there are between the two of them.It feels crowded, maybe this is what Beni felt when seeing me with Deon making out.

***

Time passed, today Siska finally contacted me and told me to go to her house.But I was confused to ask Papah for permission to come out,because at this time my family has started busy preparing for Beni's engagement with Putri.The conversation is not done massively, but because most of the guests who will attend are papah colleagues from various hospitals,so Papah wants to entertain them pretty fast.

"Well, can Nara come out for a minute?" My love for papah.

"I want to go to the house of Siska for a while, we have made a promise from last week."

"Yes, but if your business with Siska is done you will go home soon."

"Yes ready for the reward."

After getting permission I immediately drove my car to Siska's house.According to Siska's house, it turns out Siska was waiting for me in the living room.

"Hi Sis, you finally call me too" Sapaku.

"Yes nih, the new idea there is time for you today, yesterday I sibuuuukk very same event majors on campus" said Siska.

"Keep in touch with the doctor at the clinic?"

"Well, but what did you think was okay before you dropped the lo content?You could have your life also be at stake, Ra."

"Udah kok,gue already thought well and in my opinion there is no better way than this.Especially soon the engagement of Beni,gue did not want until the event was destroyed because of me."

"Yes now we go straight away so that later you can also quickly recover"

We finally went to the abortion clinic, actually I was very nervous and scared because I was also studying medicine,a little so know how the abortion process.Half hours later we arrived at the destination.It turns out the clinic is quite small and quite hidden.Maybe this is deliberately because the practice of abortion is clearly prohibited.

"Are you sure you want an abortion?" Ask the doctor.

"I'm sure doc, I can't give birth to this baby doc" I replied.

"Yes, we've checked the mba content first, right?"

(After general inspection)

"The mba village has started to grow, now it's almost 4 months?"

"Yes doc" I answered briefly.

"Looks like the baby is also healthy, later when the process should be resistant huh?It's gonna be a hard and painful process."

I just nodded and took a deep breath.I lay down on the bed that had been provided with Siska beside me.I clasped Siska's hand tightly because of fear when the doctor began to prepare the tools to be used.When everything I was ready and I opened my legs wide, I suddenly felt a throbbing in my stomach so clearly that it felt ridiculous.With reflex I then shouted at the doctor.

"Stop doc, don't continue the process" I cried as I suddenly cried staring at the doctor.

Siska and the doctor looked surprised to hear me suddenly scream.When the tools to do the new procedure want to be inserted into my groin.

"Lo why Nara?Why did you tell the doctor to stop?" Ask Siska Wonder.

"I can't miss this baby, this baby lives Siska.He really lives in my womb.He's healthy, he's throbbing a few times in here" I said while crying sobbing holding my stomach.The doctor knew that I changed my mind, he immediately cleaned up his tools again and put them back.After I was calm enough, I sat back down and talked to his doctor.

"I'm sorry, doc, I didn't abort my womb.In the depths of my heart, it turns out I wanted this baby" I explained.

"It's okay mba, it's the right choice for mba.I'm just helping people make their choice" the doctor said calmly.

"I'm sorry too, Sis, when you've come all the way between me here.But I even changed my mind" I told Siska.

"Udahlah Nara,lo do not have to think about it.The important thing now you so know for sure your life choices" said Siska with a smile.

After the failed abortion, we immediately left the clinic and returned home to Siska.I am still not ready to go straight home to my house, so I want to calm myself at Siska's house first.