A Pair of Lotus Flowers

My plan

The next day, at 10 am I was still in my bed.I missed breakfast time with papah and Beni because my stomach still feels nauseous.Even even though bi Asih brought her food to my room, I did not have any food,I have no desire to eat it.

"Doctors...Toktoktok, how are you still sleeping?" Said Beni from the front door of my room.

"Well, I'm awake" I replied.

Benipun opened the door and entered my room.He looked around my room that looked gloomy because no sunlight entered.Then he opened the curtains and windows of my room so that fresh air could enter my room.

"You really why the hell?Said bi Asih yesterday you came home from outside and immediately ngunci yourself in the room.This morning also you do not take breakfast.You why Nara?" Ask Beni.

"Well, I'm fine.I'm just not feeling well, Ben" I replied.

"Where should I check, at least if it's a mild illness I can already know."

"No, I went to the hospital yesterday" I refused.

"What does the doctor say?"

"I'm just exhausted because yesterday my campus activities were quite a lot."

"Aren't you lying, Nara?"

"Eng..I'm not lying Ben.Udah mending you out, then again there is a tailor who came to measure your engagement clothes" said I while pushing Beni out.

This lie is very tiring for me, especially I am used to being open to Beni.The day the tailor who was talking about papah finally came.I told him to take measurements of my body in the room.When measuring part of my stomach, he looked confused.

"Why mother?Is there a problem with the measurement?" I asked the tailor's mother.

"I'm sorry before mba, how come you're pregnant?" He asked with a slightly sad face.

"Why mom?"

"Soal mba's stomach is a bit distended like a pregnant person,I have several times found clients like mba.They said not pregnant but when approaching the day H clothes made me not fit on his body because his stomach enlarged.And I became difficult to remodel his clothes again mba" His words are long.

"If so make my dress size rather large until it is roughly fit for next month huh ma'am?But you have to remember, don't talk about this matter to my brother or my papah."

"Yes, I won't say anything."

I did not think it turned out to be one more person who knew about my pregnancy.I now have to be more careful and quickly find a way to abort this baby.All of a sudden I remembered Siska, it was possible that Siska could help solve my problems.

In the afternoon I was preparing to go to Siska's house.But when I came out of the house I passed Beni.

"Where are you going Ra?" Ask Beni.

"I'm going to Siska's house, Ben."

"You're sick again, can't you be delayed?"

"Can't Ben, I have important business with Siska"

"Have I taken you?"

"Yes" I answered, because I also happened to not want to drive my own car.

Along the way we just kept quiet.Beni was seen several times glancing at me but I ignored.Until the time I arrived at Siska's house.

"When you want to go home, call me?I'll pick you up again" said Beni.

"Yes" I replied as I went straight into Siska's house.

"Nara, don't you talk about coming here?" Ask Siska.

"Because I know you must be home."

"Oh, what's going on in my house?Usually you come here again there is a problem" said Siska with a soft face.

"Gue didn't mean it, but it's true that you're the one who can help me out the most.And now my problem is this..." I said while sticking Siska's hand on my stomach.

"Don't tell me you're pregnant, Ra?" Siska asked with a dumbfounded face.

"Yes Sis, I'm 3 months pregnant."

"Crazy the new Deon dating same lo a few months but immediately there is a result."

"Not Deon, Sis.But this is Beni's son, the same person Deon has never done it."

I also told the details to Siska.She seemed to understand about my concern for these 2 days.

"If I can be honest, actually I was also in the position of lo, Ra.Gue never pregnant my ex-boyfriend's son."

"Huh?Seriua lo Sis?How's it going to be?" I asked in great surprise.

"Gue dropped my content in one of the clinics.Because you know yourself,gue is too young to have children.Gue still want to play games."

"Emm can you take me there?I couldn't have this baby either."

"Why don't you try talking to Beni?"

"Can't Siska, Beni will definitely immediately cancel her engagement.And I can hang if I know her 1st child is disfellowshipped and the 1st is pregnant out of wedlock."

"Yes too.But I can not take between you now-now, tomorrow for 2 weeks I have activities majors on campus."

"Can't you spare some time for me?Later if 2 weeks are more, the closer the time is the same engagement Beni.If the match of Beni's engagement I have not recovered how?"

"It's great, so you have a reason not to go to your ex-boyfriend's engagement party."

What Siska said was true as well, I don't seem to be able to see Beni getting engaged to another woman.After talking long enough, I'm not going to be able to see Beni engaged to another woman,the day started at night.Akupun contacted Beni and asked him to pick me up.A few minutes later Beni came by his car.I immediately say goodbye to Siska and get into the car.

"What do you have to do with Siska until the rich gini night?" Ask Beni.

"Yes, you don't need to know" I said tightly.

"I just don't want you to be sapped anymore, but you shouldn't be resting at home."

"Yes, yes, now I want to sleep here first.If it's home, wake me up."

I immediately pretended to sleep on the way home.Because I don't want to talk much with Beni.I'm afraid I could have been flippant talking about my pregnancy to Beni.

The car stopped, I thought it might have arrived and it was time I pretended to wake up.But when I was about to open my eyes, I felt a breath blowing near my lips.It turns out Beni was trying to kiss my lips.

"I hope we can be like before, Ra, I hope now we can run away to papah and admit everything.If papah does not agree we can get out of this house and live together happily." Said Beni while holding my hand.

I almost cried hearing Beni's words.Because every thought of my relationship with Beni, I also often think the same thing as it seems.

Beni did not wake me, she immediately carried me to the room.I who pretended to sleep finally inevitably had to continue my acting.