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As if it's fine

DUX again started its normal activities as a group even though without Minki who is on military duty, they will soon release a new album and re-enter the concert tour that fans have been waiting for .Although it still took a lot of time for fans to start accepting Been's situation, they realized Been was also a normal human who could not be perfect, maybe what Been lived is still taboo for some people , '' he said ,but he opens a bad guy who behaves badly .It's just the choice of his heart Been can't manage the feeling of his mind .

"Where else are you going, Been, and we don't want to have dinner together in the dorm ?"

"I'm sorry I have an appointment, you guys "

Again, it's been almost a month Been this way, after the training schedule is finished Been will go directly somewhere , he never told Dori or any of the others .

"Didn't he go out a lot of nights lately ?"

Huno is also worried considering Been's mental condition is not yet stable, only Charli who looks indifferent, he is now not much to say ,after arriving at the hostel Charli immediately sat down and drank a can of his beer, he did not care anything about Been, he could not hate the beautiful man ,but his heart was still too angry to act like it used to be again .

"Yes right, but Been looks more cheerful now he never daydreams again "

"Thank God, then "

Been finally agreed and volunteered there for a month, not many people in the unit knew about her ,Been often wears a mask and covered clothes while on patrol, most only Tami knows who Been is, she also helps Been a lot while on duty .Been hasn't told any DUX members what he's been up to lately 'Been doesn't want them to know if he ever wants to try to end his life ,he may be locked up at home and not allowed to go out again .

"Sir Been is about to complete this volunteer task, how do you feel now ?"

Been sipped his coffee, then looked up at the night sky as if wider than his usual day .

"Now my feelings are calmer, but some are still stuck .I have to mend my relationship with her, make their relationship back the way it used to be "

"Well, is it okay ?"

"I'm now conscious, our relationship is over, if I still want it it must be an obsession .I believe God exists and he loves me "

"I'm glad to hear it, I'm glad you're brighter now "

"really ?"

"Yes "

Been smiled, he often smiled now faced all the problems with a positive and airy chest, became a more grateful person and did not rely on life just on the feeling of making her feel better .God still gives him a chance to live and fix everything .

When the night was almost over, Been returned to the DUX dormitory he would sleep there because the distance was closer than Been patrol that night , Been was already half sleepy when he got to , he felt strange seeing the central hall light turn on, what Dori forgot to turn off .Been fell into shock as soon as he saw someone lying under the sofa of the living room, many beer cans scattered near him .He Charli seems like he is heavily drunk and unknowingly sleeps there, Been walks up to her, looking at Charli who is like this makes him feel even more guilty ,Been realizes he has broken the heart of his loved one ,she takes Charli into her world letting him get lost inside her and when Charli finds a way out Been instead wants to pull her back, making her even more devastated .

"I'm sorry "

It was impossible to lift Charli's tall and burly body by himself 'lantas Been took a pillow and blanket from the room and put it on Charli .

"I miss you "

Just as Been was about to leave after enveloping Charli, he held his hand holding Been to stay there .

"I miss you so much Lu, I love you so much "

She's delirious in her sleep, the voice

"Why is he drunk here, he should sleep in the room "

Been let go of Charli's hand and left from there .

When the bus stops at the last stop, a man whose age is still fairly young descends from inside his ,he looked very handsome with a long-sleeved shirt made outher and the interior of a white shirt, then long jeans and strap shoes he also carried a backpack on his back ,the weather was quite hot that day he wiped the sweat on his forehead, it's autumn but midday on jeju island located near the sea makes the air still hot with the sun is quite hot .After seeing her mobile screen she again walked towards her destination coming here, after 10 minutes of walking she finally stopped in front of a luxurious villa ,he looked back at his cell phone screen to make sure his address was correct, after being sure he was pressing the bell on the front door of the villa .

"Hallo is it right here Lura's residence ?"

A woman who seemed to be older than her opened that door .

"Who are you ?"

"Ah introduce me to Jhosep's friend and co-worker Lura at the hospital "

Jhosep reached out his hand to shake, and was then greeted warmly by Emely .

"Ahh so you Jhoseo let's go in. Lura is waiting for you, I'm Emely kaka in-law Lura "

He followed Emely into the large villa, Jhosep was astonished to see the contents inside his luxurious, his eyes could not be silent and instead was busy enjoying the design of the villa ,until his gaze stopped on the one person who was now standing in front of him with a smile that was very missed him .

"Lura "

Jhosep hugged Lura tightly .

"Why did it suddenly come I will definitely cook a good meal, why tell her this morning "

"Akh I'm on purpose, isn't his hand still sore ?"

"It's better, 2 times my control is healed "

Look at the girl's smile, why it doesn't feel as bright as it used to be, is she unhappy with her choice .Jhosep could tell that he felt Lura was saving all and hiding from his troubles, he was used to storing wounds and behaving as if he was fine ,but one's eyes can't lie Jhosep knows that he knows Lura better than Charli .

He accidentally came all the way from Seoul to see the state of Lura, it has been almost 3 months they did not meet and just exchange news via mobile phone, not only Jhosep who missed her , ' he said ,all those in the diamon hospital were greatly missing the figure of Lura .

After dinner Lura took Jhosep to the rooftop of the villa building, it was like their custom in the hospital, seeing the stars with the gustier winds .Jhosep reached into his jacket pocket he took a letter from there .

"This is from your former patient "

"Letter ?"

"Yes he said he wanted to say something, read it later in your room ok, late you should sleep "

Lura nodded and they finally ended the star watching activity and went back into their respective rooms .Lura was very curious about the letter that Jhosep brought along, as long as she was here no one ever sent her a letter .Not that the era is sophisticated, why use this letter, he then began to open the letter sheet .

"Been ?"