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Mistakes

That night time went as slow as it was, Jhosep came out of Lura's room, he was now asleep after the injection of medicine. Lura didn't say much after her crying subsided, nor did she tell him about what happened to her and Charli's ,Jhosep couldn't force him to tell Lura not the type of person who would open up right away .It's very late at night he can't stay here because tomorrow morning he has to go to the hospital, Jhosep once again check Lura's condition he fell asleep because of the influence of the drug ,carefully he enveloped her .

"Hmm if I were that guy "

His muttered, his fingers wiping away the tears left on Lura's cheeks, after which Jhosep completely came out of her apartment ,she walks towards the apartment elevator but suddenly someone pulls her shoulder ,Jhosep turns around and turns out it's Charli , it looks like she was deliberately waiting for Jhosep to come out of Lura's apartment .

"What's up ?"

Ask Jhosep lazy .

"What'd you say?, you were all night in my girlfriend's apartment, I know you're her best friend but keep your attitude "

Jhosep smiled cynically in response to Charli's statement, he was fed up with the man why Lura loved him so much .

"I'm a friend to her, but at least I never made her cry, I don't know what you've done to her ,but if you can't keep her off she doesn't keep you hurting "

It turned out that true her conjecture of Lura must have seen everything, what should she explain this time .Charli just fell silent he didn't know what to do .

"I can't take it off, I love her so much, I hope you don't use this chance to get her .Lura must have misunderstood me and explained it "

Jhosep rubbed his face rough, he was really selfish .Jhosep knows Charli like if he knew his relationship with Been first .

"You're so selfish, if you don't want to take it off at least take care of him .You may not even know Lura is sick, you don't know she'll be in surgery soon "

"He is sick?, why should in his surgery what his pain is severe "

Jhosep passes leaving Charli, but Charli pulls back his body and it is then that Jhosep vents his anger & with all his might punches Charli's face leaving him sprawled on the floor instantly .He really wanted to do this a long time ago .

"What do you know as her lover, don't bother her tonight she's on break if you want to ask her that "

The corner of his bloody lips Charli grimaced as he wiped the droplets of blood with his tanga back ,Jhosep actually left back then and Charli just kept sitting on the floor while looking at Jhosep's back who had now entered the elevator, he felt to be the most stupid person now .

I want to be a place where you don't cry even when you're hurt, a place where you're stronger .I want to be a place where you always laugh, where we unwind each other and live happily .But in reality I always let you down, in fact the disgusting mass is always a thorn in our relationship, I love you very much, I love you very much ,even though I know all your sadness because of me, I still want you to stay in my arms, maybe it's selfish just that I feel like I can't live if the one next to me isn't you .

Charli stood in front of the door of Lura's apartment he stared blankly at the door, there was so much longing and regret in his heart, everything was not as it seemed .

"You were right about our relationship during that time apparently "

Charli was still busy with Been's clothes that he put in his bag, Been was still blabbering beside him he was talking nonsense and Charli was eager to resuscitate him .He suddenly pulled the hand of Charli who was sitting in front of him and with a quick movement he gently kissed the man's lips, Charles with reflexes directly pushed Been's body .

"What are you doing ?"

"For what reason, is there still a beat in your heart when I do that "

"Enough Been, let me be free of that world, I admit we were just using Lura but thanks to her I realized who I am and what I should do ,I really love her, so stop don't force me back into that world don't force me to be fed up with you ,I wouldn't ask you to leave that world if you were comfortable in it, but please don't ask me, I really love it .We're friends don't make me keep my distance because of this attitude of yours "

And finally after waking up all night Charli fell asleep on his living room sofa, when the morning came and the sunlight that broke through the large window glass of his apartment blinded Charli's eyes woke up ,she immediately rushed out of her apartment to try to meet Lura back and the moment she opened the door of her apartment Lura had been standing there .Charli immediately hugged her tightly .

"I'm sorry, everything is not what you see Lu, I can explain "

Lura just kept quiet she didn't refuse or return the hug .

"We'd better talk inside "

Charli let go of his embrace and then pulled Lura's hand into his apartment, and now they are sitting opposite each other , 'that's what Lura has been doing is now focusing on looking at Charli's bruised face ,had he quarreled with someone, his hands were also injured what had happened ,he may be very angry at her but the love in his heart is greater than that.Without talking Lura immediately stood up and opened the closet took the P3K box in her first save .Charli was confused by what Lura was doing but then he understood after Lura sat down beside him and started treating her Luka .

"You're sick why don't you tell me "

"My hand is injured, there is a pinched nerve and must be urgently operated "

"I'm sorry I don't know "

Lura painstakingly treated Charli's hands and face but she did not ask where the wound was coming from .Charli looked at Lura's face which was very close to her face she missed the girl so much because it was busy this one week .

"You bolem mad at me or hit me but don't ..."

"Let's end "

"Lu, please don't say that, me and Been it's over that night she pulled me because she wanted to convince me to go back on her I obviously rejected her for loving you "

"I can't get caught up in this relationship, I don't want to continue to be haunted by fear and worry .It feels strange whether I am the 3rd person in a kaka relationship or brother Been yng like that .It feels weird knowing she's not a woman, ' the feeling I'm feeling right now is driving me crazy"

"Lu please don't be like this "

Charli grabbed Lura's fingers and grasped her .

"I don't want to give up on our relationship, but when I saw and heard it last night I really had to give up this time "

"It's a misunderstanding Lu, I said honestly believe it "

"Take care of yourself "

Lura tried to hold her cry as hard as she could she did not want to let Charli off by crying she did not want her heart to waver this time, Lura left her who was still sitting glued .His love was very sincere to the man, even when their gazes collided with Lura almost melted and forgot everything .

Charli