11:30 1

Being late in love

The thermometer on the wall showed a minus 3 degrees Celsius, coldness enveloped the city of Seoul that night, a warm gust of smoke coming out of the mouth as Charli exhaled his coarser, and the ,there was something strange in his heart he felt there was a kilo of stone there that made him cramped and sick, he was now outside the information room, sitting on the floor leaning against the wall of corridor , ' he said ,there has been no development of any death victims found not Lura, he was not alone there her admonition accompany since noon , ' he said ,he couldn't leave his artist alone in a crowded hospital, while Been had been home since last afternoon because the schedule was tight .

"Charli, you better be home this is almost midnight ' 'I'll send the news as soon as there is information about Lura "

Sister Maria Kasian saw Charli who had been very lethargic, even she had not left there since noon .

"True Lie you should also eat and rest "

Charli looked at Sister Maria and her admonition alternately, he just wanted to know immediately what Lura was like .Charli flanged weakly then lowered his head back .

"If you pass out here the circumstances will be more difficult "

Sister Maria wants Charli to come home soon she is just as worried about Charli she also wants to know how Lura is, and again Charli's situation is now very concerned she is afraid Charli even become sick, and even so, Charli, it will be more difficult , the man did not even drink a drop from this afternoon , he knew Charli must have lost Lura he was the same , but if he was sick everything would be worse.

"True Lie we have to go home, we better pray a lot that he quickly found "

Meneger pulled Charli's arm and he finally listened and went home .Along the way the snow fell slowly, meneger spurred his vehicle slowly because the road became slippery, Charles stared blankly in front of his mind filled only by Lura.

"Surely he's so cold tonight, it's all my fault "

She came here again the place she always went to when she missed the girl, her apartment and the room that scented Lura's body .Charli was staring at the door of Lura's room that he had opened, looking at the whole room that was not much knick-knacks there, he imagined how Lura had been living filling this room .Then he began to step foot into the room touching every piece of furniture that was there ,casur , dresser ,cabinet ,sofa & table ,he imagined Lura's touch marks must be there .

"I hope you're okay wherever you are , maybe until death I'll never be happy after this , I realize now you know me better than myself ,you know better how to punish me after everything I do, you make me realize that the feeling in my heart is not just need you ,after I hurt you slowly I began to miss you the longing that tormented my heart for not being able to hold you .And even more painfully I too late realized that I love you "

The clock on his phone showed at 11:30, when suddenly a message entered his phone, 'Charli who was almost asleep immediately rounded his eyes to see who sent his message ,he immediately opened the contents of the message with trembling hands .

"Hallo brother Charli, happy 28th birthday I hope this message never reaches kaka , ' he said ,if the end means I can't go home and can't see you .I'm not mad at you, I'm just disappointed because I wasn't honest from the beginning ,maybe I can be happy to help if you're honest with me.Don't blame yourself too much for what happened to me , here's all my choices , ' he said , it's true that at first I just wanted to run here away from all the problems that I couldn't solve 'but it seems like God does have other plans 'many people need me here .In spite of all that I still love you very much Brother ,if there was a little love in your heart maybe I'd pretend amnesia and forget all the bad things that happened between us and we could start all over ,I hope this message never arrives because I'm ashamed I know all this, take good care of yourself ,and if it's true that I didn't go home, try to stop by my apartment and go into my room in the dresser drawer, I keep something for you .Happy birthday once again I hope you don't throw gifts from me that are handmade ."

Charli sobbed reading the contents of the message, he read it over and over again afraid if he missed one unreadable word .

"Go home Lu and I'll give my life for you, I love you "

It is too late these words may now be useless .Charli got up from his seat then walked up to the dressing table and opened his drawer, really there was a gift, Charles took his then sat on the bed Lura opened her slowly .Inside her were stored gray knitwear with the initials of their names C and L, Lura prepared it before any trouble between them occurred , she did want to give Charli that , ' she said ,Lura knows she really likes to wear something on her head .

Charli