
The night wind is faster blowing there, the reflection of the moon is also more beautiful dim on the surface of the ocean 1 month with the same heart .There is always a longing for her that she camped ,entahlan Lura felt as if she had been camped , it turns out true what the word of the book she read , first love never works .She was standing on the balcony of the villa room she lived in now, the wide sea view was very beautiful from there, every day like this every time she misses the man ,Lura loves her so much that it's hard to take her off .
After the successful hand surgery of Huang zi, Kaka Lura invites her to stay together on Jeju island air and the calm atmosphere there will help her quickly recover .
"Follow with kaka stay there at least until you've fully recovered "
"All right "
Huang zi was a little surprised by Lura's quick reply she didn't expect that her stubborn sister would be this easy to agree .
"Really, are you serious ?"
"Aren't you serious about taking me there, don't "
"I'm serious, alright I'll take care of everything soon "
Maybe this is better, he should stay away from Charli, he should start forgetting this sad first love .
And this is where he now lives in a luxurious villa kaka his, hiding from all the troubles that stifle his heart, Lura knows he is nothing more than a coward who always hides from his troubles ,but this is best for him now .
"You haven't slept Lu ?"
"Ahh brother Emeli, not yet brother "
"It's still hard to sleep, would you like to drink a glass of warm tea ?"
"Sounds good "
Kak Emeli is his kaka fiancee, Lura only knew that when she first got there.Huang zi immediately introduced her ,she's a good woman maybe too good for her kaka who's a mafia boss .From her beautiful and gentle face it is clear that she is a loving woman, does she not know what her past is .Looking at the way they treat each other, Lura knows that they love each other so much .
"Don't force yourself to forget him, the more we try to forget someone the more clearly drawn his face, face "
She's a pesekiater, when Lura talks to her she always feels she's doing counseling sessions .Lura slowly began to drink her tea, a warm taste instantly radiated across her body .
"So right the more I want to forget her the more I miss her, I love her so much "
"A person's past cannot be changed but the future can still be drawn "
"Do you know how I used to be ?"
"Of course I know, and that's why I love her .He tried as hard as he could to get to where he is now, he fought to protect you and me "
"Do you not hate the past, does it not disturb you "
"If there's no past then there's no us now, at first I hated her even leaving her but then I realized she needed me to go through all this ,if it is not possible he will fall more and more into .Don't judge her don't leave her for this reason, unless you really don't love her "
After that conversation Lura was even more sleepless, she kept thinking about what Emeli said .What a decision did Charli make was wrong, but how he had to face Been, how much he had to face them both .
His footprints were clearly drawn on the white sand of the beach, the cold wind of the night did not make him shiver at all, his heart wanted Charli but in his mind still vividly illustrated the scene ,the scene like a movie is always twisted in his head making his heart cramped .
He finally woke up and immediately coughed out water from his mouth and nose .
"You're fine, get up and try breathing regularly "
After his consciousness recovered Been began to realize that he had been saved from his suicide attempts, who are they, some people are now shrouding him .Been was silent even as they took him to a building located on the Han riverbank, he just followed their directions without speaking.
"Why did you save me ?"
Now Been was sitting on the chair in the room, and they gave him a towel and warm water.
"The color is our duty .Now at 11:30 you are lucky our guard time ends at 00:00 .Think again about what this is the last resort of your problem "
Been now lowered his face with both palms .
"I am a trash, even God hates me "
"He loves you, otherwise we wouldn't have been there to save your life "
A girl whose age may be several years under Been kneels in front of her, she is the one who saved Been while free-falling into the river ,he quickly jumps up and swims bringing Been back to the surface .Been began to raise his face and looked at the girl in front of him, she was also drenched just like her .
"really ?"
The girl nodded .
"Life is like clockwork whose end is right at 00:00, when you think it's all over time will stop at 11:30 ,it only took us 30 minutes to fix everything and leave quietly .God loves you he gives you a chance to fix everything in the rest of the time .Until his time comes and he calls you fair "
Is it true that God still loves her, can she fix everything .
"I am also like you, don't think of giving up before God asks for it "
Been nodded, tears began to drip from both of his beautiful eyes, he was too tired with everything he hated himself too much to do reckless like this .
"Can you keep it a secret ?"
"Hidden from whom 'wait are you a member of boy group DUX ?"
They just realized it, it was dark outside and they didn't really see Been's face.
"True, I don't want the media to know and make such news "
"Ahh of course we will keep it a secret 1, with 1 condition "
"Terms ?"
"Fill this form, and you must volunteer here for 1 month "
They are actually volunteers who always patrol at night around the river and other places that are often made suicide areas in the city of Seoul ,the people who formed this security unit were originally parents whose children committed suicide because of depression . After a long walk many young people who managed to save and help volunteer, like Tami the girl who saved Been tonight .