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Don't wanna see her

The night is getting late Lura does not intend to go home , he did not want to meet even just pass the man , he is now on the roof of the hospital , the ceiling was so bright that night ,all the stars seemed to be laughing at his suffering 'he sat on the floor drinking a can of cold coffee and eating the senwich he made at home .His heart was so claustrophobic he could only beat it as if something was clogged up there .

"What's right here ?"

Jhosep approached him too he had not yet come home, then sat down next to Lura, casually he took the coffee from Lura's hand and drank it ,Lura just looked at him annoyed that it was common and he couldn't get angry at that super cute guy .

"Why haven't you come home yet?, usually the most excited "

As usual, Jhosep could always read what was in his heart.

"I'm lazy to go home "

"You quarreled with her ?"

"Everything has ended "

Jhosep looked at her in disbelief, not yesterday Lura was still smiling happily telling her they had a year of their relationship .

"I lost, you're right he didn't really love me all this time "

"You're angry, or sad at least cry your problems are pretty heavy today"

"I can't cry, but I can feel like I want to die "

Jhosep directly embraces Lura's shoulder making her lean on her broad shoulder, they've been close these two years .Lura was the one who was always there and helped her she was the only one who was still approaching her even when everyone in this hospital stayed away from her .

Charli had just finished training and chose to go straight home to his apartment after dropping off the man of his heart first , his steps stopped in front of the entrance of the apartment , he then turned to the side, to be exact the door of the apartment next to her, she stared at her for a long time as if she was waiting for someone to come out of there .There was an awkward feeling in his heart as if he was missing a habit he was always working on and it made him feel empty , during the training he also lacked focus and made a lot of mistakes .

"Charli you why is it that rich people who lack focus, still think of that girl ?"

Been felt strange with his usual lover suddenly became quiet and not much to say , he knew for sure this was his relationship with Lura.Bakah from the beginning they were deliberately using the girl ,now he feels guilty .

"I'm just not feeling well "

It may be true that Been said that this afternoon he was thinking about the girl, the girl who for a year filled her days more ,the girl he had used to be the shield of his relationship with Been so that people did not know, he realized his actions were very evil and heartless .

Charli immediately took a shower letting the water rain down on his burly body, in his mind still clearly drawn the face of shock and disappointment the girl on the night they were discovered .There was shame and guilt in his heart, but it was not from the beginning that he knew the risks he would face while pretending to like the girl .

Her beautiful eyes blinked several times as the sunlight that broke through the window curtain gap hit her, she then sat down while gathering her consciousness, looking around the room where she was sleeping ,this is the doctor's rest room she realized some day it's not coming home to her apartment .He did not want to see the man even his phone was also deliberately turned off, and when some of his coworkers turned on the steering television there was the man on his show quickly he would turn it off .It still feels sad maybe because he loves the man so much it is difficult for him to let go of everything quickly .

"Oh my god Doctor Lura sleeps here again ? "

Lura just smiled to answer the question of Sister Maria who just entered the room, then she got up and took her towel into the bathroom .

After finishing breakfast Lura started going around checking all the patients she had yesterday oprasi, all of them no problem ,until he found that Julian's doctor was daydreaming at the end of the corridor even occasionally he had tears dripping down his cheek, it seemed like he was in trouble .

"Doctor julian "

She was without a shock as lura caught her, she quickly wiped away the tears on her face .

"What's the problem ? "

"Akh it's okay doc "

"So the doctor still thinks I'm a stranger, yeah I've gone continue his daydreaming "

Lura is a kind-hearted girl who is dear to almost all the doctors and nurses in that hospital, she always helps anyone who needs her help with pleasure ,Lura was also one of the team's chief doctors there .

"Akhh not so doc, actually ..."

Julian's doctor began to tell her about the problem , it started when in the border area of the northern part of the country there was an outbreak of a deadly disease in the past month ,the whole hospital is supposed to send doctors and nurses to help there, the most difficult problem is not to overcome the outbreak ,but the situation there that is being fought by many armed rebels there is not to mention land disputes with neighboring countries ,last time some doctors were sent there but unfortunately before they got their plane shot down, none of them survived .It means the same thing as suicide if you go there, doctor Julian is one of the doctors who will be sent there ,hospitals choose doctors they don't need to go to .

"My wife is 7 months pregnant and my other two children are still in school 'if I die now they will suffer greatly,indeed the hospital will pay me high but how if I don't return like my family's fate, I'm confused as to how no one will want to replace me there "

Doctor Julian recounted that while incessantly crying , Lura knew his circumstances and she did not expect rashh pain would choose him .

"I'll find a replacement doctor, I'll make sure the doctor doesn't go there "

"Where is it ? "

"I'll find it myself "

That day Lura thought of her , she couldn't bear to let Julian's doctor go with her family circumstances like that and again she was the doctor of her team ,Lura then went to the public relations section and asked for a list of people who were going to leave, when she saw the list she was increasingly shocked to see Jhosep's name was there, she was immediately running around looking for Jhosep to all places , ' ' he said ,how can the man come without telling him .

"Suster Jasmin where's doctor Jhosep ?"

"Ahh he's resting, the most on the roof "

Lura immediately walked in and entered the elevator, when she arrived on the roof of Jhosep was greedy eating his lunch, there was no look of sadness on his face ,lura pelted him with the rubber slippers she was wearing .

"Yakkkkkl why did you throw me ? "

Lura half-laced approached Jhosep then clocked his head .

"Yakkk Lura is sick know what's wrong with you hahh ?"

"What does this mean, why is your name in it ?"

"Akhhh this, why the hell ? "

He instead relaxed and continued his lunch , Lura was annoyed to see him then violently hit the man's back ,Jhosep coughed and almost vomited .

"Yaya ok I'll say, 'they pay me a lot and that's enough to pay off all my family's debts 'if I die there too 'here I die because I'm going after the deputy "

Lura rubbed her face rudely then left jhosep alone speechless.