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Hate and disgust

One week after Lura ended their relationship, 'Charli never again met her, 'Lura disappeared somewhere, even when she came to the hospital where she worked ,sister Jasmin and Maria couldn't help her either .It's the first heartbreak in Charli's life, don't ask me what it's like, the color he feels every night as if there are millions of kilograms of iron that oppress his heart , it hurts and suffocates , ' he said ,that's because she loves Lura so much, the amazing girl she always hurt .

Summer has passed, the dry air and winter of autumn begin to envelop the city of Seoul ,the leaves along the streets of the city have started to yellow and redden a lot of them that have been shed and scattered on the paved roads of the capital .

That afternoon Charli was in his studio , he continued to focus on the laptop monitor screen in front of his , Falery's music video was just released ,he wanted to know what the response of the people who saw  .Next to her sat Marky who had been watching her since then.Charli lately behaved very strangely she became less talkative and tended to be sensitive ,he rarely even went home to his apartment instead often stayed in the studio, and slept heavily drunk .

"Wahh his response was good as well as it turned out, they liked the new Falery concept "

Marky exclaimed cheerfully .

"Thank God "

Charli simply replied coldly and flatly like he didn't care .

"Honest to me, what's the matter with you ?"

"Nothing, let me sleep for a while you can go home "

"You had a fight with Doctor Lura ?"

"We've broken up "

"What ,why?, isn't he very good to you, to all of us "

"I'm not good enough for her "

As her gay life will continue to exist until she dies, painful shadows about her and Been will continue in Lura's memory ,the wound was piling up and growing which one time was sure to explode .Charli put his body on the sofa he tried to close his eyes hoping that the drowsiness would come to him immediately, now he can not sleep if not really tired or assisted with alcohol and sleeping pills .She feels troubled that her heartbreak is always this painful, as her mind begins to fly into the dreamland the incident seems to be a movie cliche that shows back the scene that night ,lura's disappointed and sad face was still clearly drawn in her eyes, her beautiful white face that was blushing as a result of holding back the cries to look strong in front of her ,everything keeps repeating itself every night in his dreams .Charli gasps awake when he hears the sound of the phone ringing right at his next table, Dori's name written on his phone screen ,Charli immediately answers the call ,he asks Charli to come to the dormitory for almost 1 month they have not gathered together , especially now there is Minki who is on military duty holiday , ' he said ,Charli was actually hesitant to come he was afraid that if he met Been he was afraid of not being able to control his emotions and hurt him .

"You've come "

Charli came to carry two bags of groceries filled with meat and vegetables, they will bake meat tonight .Been who heard Charli's name was said to run to him immediately, for a week Charli never returned his message or call .

"You brought what, wahhh beef "

He put the bag where he was standing and then left Been there ,Been who feels no problem does not care much about Charli's treatment he does not know Charli and Lura's relationship has been destroyed because of his actions .

"Wahhh producer Charli how are you, it looks like your project and the artist was a great success "

Charli sat next to Minki who was watching television .

"Grand thank goodness they like "

"But why is your face lethargic so much, you should be happy now "

"Really, I've been sleep deprived lately "

Been walked up to the two of them and sat down right beside Charli, he who was feeling uneasy a little distance but Been even narrowed the distance even more it made Charli more upset and got up from there .He does not want to make trouble again with Been as strong as possible he wants to keep his distance with his, Charles is afraid he can not control his emotions and hurt Been's scales are still in care .After taking a can of beer from the refrigerator Charli then went to the balcony of the dormitory to enjoy his solitude there, let Dori and Minki who cook this time .

Dori and Minki who were starting to cook were suspicious of Charli's strange demeanor this time .

"No, hmmm what because that night was "

"What did you do to her ?"

Huno who just finished bathing followed the chat .

"I kissed her, I loved her too much that Tal would lose her"

Even though they all knew about the mass then the second relationship still Been's confession made them shocked .

"Why are you interrupting her again, let Charli be happy with his chosen woman, don't make the relationship in our group awkward because of this problem "

"I'm not bothering her, I'm just resuscitating her "

When will Been be aware of all this , Dori also starts to get fed up with her attitude .Been also seemed to be getting upset because none of the DUX members supported her ,Been put back the lettuce that was in his washing then went from there he intended to approach Charli who was alone on the balcony .

"Lie you're mad at me "

Charli just glanced at Been then refocused on his beer, he wanted to avoid her but it seemed Been was deliberately provoking his emotions .

"You can't just bother me, right back inside let me alone "

"You're really mad at me "

"Right I was mad at you, 'cause you were my hubunga and Lura ended up seeing everything you did that night in the hospital "

"Ahh thank goodness "

What he just said 'Been is igniting the flames of anger in his heart .Charli clutched the beer can in his hand until now shapeless, he could as much as possible hold his hand so as not to punch Been now .

"He must be conscious and you too, stop pretending and come back, are you not bored of continuing like this , 'come on Charli we can start it again "

With a lightning motion Charli threw the can of the used beer just like that and then directly grabbed the collar of Been's shirt, making it a shock not a bitch .

"I said stop, I'm sick of all your madness Been I'm not just mad at you, but now I hate you, you're disgusting "

"You're why Charli, don't be like this "

"I'm sure I might have held her back from that day, the day that Lura left me, but you said what, thank God, you're crazy you're disgusting Been I hate you ,if it wasn't for the kasian I'd be beating you right now "

"Charli, what are you doing, let go of him "

Minki who saw the incident immediately broke both of them he with all his might pushed Charli's large body that gripped the strong Been, after successfully escaping Charli then went from there to take his jacket and leave the dormitory, ' he said ,everyone there was shocked especially Been, he was now drooping limply sitting on the floor with a patter of tears ,it was not Charli's rude treatment that made her startled but his words that seemed to snatch her to shreds. All this time Charli had never been rude to him no matter how angry he Been realized what Charli said was really from his heart .