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A sincere love

The spring that Lura thought would come sooner turned out to be blocked by a storm, the late-late weather is not predictable as the fate of humans .Happiness that is one step away must be blocked by the storm of life that is not easy, he stared at the dark night sky ,the clouds are still rolling there with millions of cubic feet of ice that will soon turn into snow and cover the city of Seoul, in his hands clutched in a cup of hot coffee whose smoke is still billowing .It's almost midnight but he just got out of the hospital building, Lura is working overtime so that tomorrow his holiday is not interrupted .At his look again the end of the big road that, did not appear also taxi passing .He kept checking Charli's cell phone from noon earlier not returning his messages or lifting his post .

"Hahhhh I'm tired of it "

His exclaim while blowing a heavy breath, not long after that finally the taxi passed in front of him, introducing him home .Along the way he keeps thinking about Charli, as things are now going, Lura almost reaches the apartment but she asks the driver to drop her off in front of Charli's studio building ,charli's gut must be there, Lura just wants to know if she's okay .At the push of the bell next to the building's entrance, but there was no response .Lura actually knew the password to the door, but she was afraid of interrupting if she just walked in .And after a long time no response finally Lura pressed the door password, she immediately entered looking for Charli's whereabouts .

"You !!"

Lura was surprised to see Charli who was already heavily drunk sitting on the floor with many empty bottles of used drinks.Lura immediately squatted in front of her ,the smell of alcohol rattled like Charli drank a lot once and again he was alone in the studio, how if he was exposed to hypothermia the floor was so cold he did not turn on the heating room .

"Why drink so much ?"

Lura patted Charli's cheek for him to wake up .Then Charli slowly opened his eyes , his consciousness was still not normal , he blinked his eyes a few times , then smiled so consciously Lura in front of him .

"Lura, I miss you "

Charli immediately hunted her hugging Lura's smaller body from her until she was also sitting on the floor .

"Wake up do not sleep on the icy floor, the body is already icy cold .Come to the couch, is God kenpa kaka so heavy ?"

With all her might Lura carried Charli's giant body, made him sit on the sofa, then she went to the kitchen to make something that would warm Charli's body .

"Here drink, the pants are hot "

Lura finds orange tea in the refrigerator, she brews it then gives it to Charli, after drinking it up to half of Charli gives back the cup to Lura .

"Why then, what's going on, what's all this because of Been's news ?"

He was drunk but this was better thanks to the drink, 'Charli held his head dizzy .In her view Lura who was now crouching in front of her, she always managed to find her in times of bad condition like this .

Charli started sobbing ', Lura doesn't know if being an idol can be this heavy .Apart from that Lura knows how DUX members love their fans so much, fans are a family for those who will always wait for them to appear again, but it seems like most of them think idols are just fantasies in their mind .Think they're perfect people who can't have flaws .

"I love music like her thing loves myself, but what good would it be if all they see is my face "

Lura approached Charli then sat down next to her hugging him, wiping her head letting her cry inside her arms .It turns out that not only Been is the target of fan tantrums, Charli is also a victim of his, especially he was once rumored to be related to Been first , this news reinforces their assumptions about it .

"I believe there are still fans who really like kaka music, look after this you will know which fans really love kaka music "

"really ?"

"I'm sure about that "

Charli slept in Lura's arms, they slept on the sofa hugging each other .There is no severe problem if passed together , at least they do not themselves face this problem .There are always sincere people among his many who pretend, Lura sure there are still many fans who support them with the shortcomings they have .

After meeting with the CEO and the members of the Been group decide to return to his apartment, all his schedules are canceled for the next few months , this problem is very serious ,Been realized other DUX members were also affected, especially Charli who had been rumored with her .

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"Hmmmmmmm"

Already to so many times Been throw his breath off, a lot of burden accumulates in his heart, the burden is actually not strong in his responsibility .Her phone kept ringing a lot that sent her messages with inappropriate words and indecent pictures on her, regardless of where they got her number, Been was very frustrating .On his turn off the phone then he walked towards the refrigerator taking some drinks from there, maybe he should be unconscious in order to sleep ,it's past midnight Been can't close his eyes, even though he's been taking sleeping pills maybe because of this problem his brain keeps working to keep him awake all night .

"It's good that you die, the world becomes disgusting because of you "

The words of the heters waiting in front of his apartment building this afternoon still continue to ring in his ears, what he was so dirty was, where the people who so adored him all this time ,Been cried throwing all the stuff that was near him, all that in his wake of years his page collapsed in an instant .What has a different feeling of calm normal man as disgusted it, if he can choose he also does not want like this, but the heart can not choose the love that the mind wants ,he only loves what he loves with taste.