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There is no love for me .

Lura stared fixedly at the face of the handsome man in front of her, this is her weakness she can't do anything if it's in front of Charli ,the long-standing words in his pendam that he prepared to attack the man seemed to just disappear when their two eyeballs clashed .

"What do you mean by kaka ?"

"I know I was wrong, but I don't want us to part "

"Do you love me ?"

Charli was speechless it was a question he himself did not know his answer to, he was still confused by his obvious feelings he did not want to lose Lura .

"I don't know what the taste is in my heart for you, I've never loved a woman before, but there must be something empty here in my heart. When I can't see your smile, my strange world is driving me crazy "

Charli grabs Lura's hand then grips her, Lura just wants to know what she means to Charli, for a year related to her Charli considers her what .

"If you don't know your own feelings why you still want me next to you, why for a year you've stayed by my side by pretending to love me ,will you be able to leave Been's brother and choose me ?"

He can't choose, he only wants comfort when he's with Lura who he can't get from Been and who knows what it is .He can't choose what his heart wants .

"I know it's not true 'my relationship with Been is not a healthy one from any angle 'but I've been with him for 5 years it's not an easy mistake to fix 'em ,it's not a mistake that I easily go back to after apologizing "

Charli had been thinking about her for a long time , she was thinking about her future if she continued to be with Been .It's not just her sexual orientation that's wrong, maybe if it's her problem she'll go to a psychiatrist and get treatment, this is her troubled heart,she's used to doing her she's used to Been and his feelings .

Moments only silence ensued between the two of them, Lura thought she just needed to let Charli go and come back to life as she used to with just admiring her, but it seemed like this was going to be difficult .

"Maybe I will accept kaka if in my heart there is a sense of love for me just a little, but look even kaka do not know with his own feelings .I'll do something later and try to feel what feelings are there for me in my heart"

"Do what ?"

"Not now, you better go out and join the others "

After Charli left Lura was now sitting leaning against the door she tried to regulate her tight breathing, her chest was always sore she was pounding her chest hoping that something rumbling there was gone , this was more agonizing , ' he said , it would be better if she could cry, but there could never be more tears after the events of 15 years ago after all her family left .His body was tired because all night without sleep his head was also sick, he wanted to sleep but when his eyes began to be closed the image of Charli's face always disturbed his ,Lura took her phone in the pocket of the jacket she was wearing then contacted someone .

"Doctor Julian, yes I have found a replacement doctor, yes both .The doctor will know who he is "

Lura hung up the phone, she got up and opened her wardrobe, started putting some clothes in her suitcase .

** ** **

Been stared at Charli who looked seriously staring at his mobile phone screen ,they are now in the studio not Charli who is going to do the recording but Been she is going to be solo comeback another month and now she is recording some of her new songs .Been knew something had happened to his man, he knew Charli was always thinking about the girl, now that she was not his old Charli, he had changed .

"What has been so busy ?"

Been approached Charli who was sitting on the sofa of the room, not even realizing that Been had finished recording .

"Udah finished, here I again chatan same children he said tonight they want to gather in the apartment "

"Why are they so happy to be together in your apartment ?"

"Yes, too, he said, playing the game "

Charli got up and went straight out of the studio, Been just kept quiet he noticed Charli's back that went first leaving his ,usually the man would embrace her or hold her hand and they went hand in hand but now she seemed to be away from him .It seems that the thing that she was afraid of had actually happened Charli may have loved the girl and without her knowing it .

Along the way to the apartment, Charli only focused on driving, Been felt the distance between them was getting farther away .

"Lura where are you going to take her suitcase, does she want to move ?"

Huno wanted to greet him but did not have time, Karna Lura had already boarded a taxi

"Maybe he's got a job out of town "

Minki replied knowing

"What job ?"

"Where do I know "

Huno was most curious that night but none of them knew Lura's purpose .

Until one morning the whole hospital was excited to find his whereabouts, Lura did not enter work he was not found anywhere even in his apartment ,doctor Zuyu and the two sisters who came to Lura's apartment did not find his whereabouts, doctor Zuyu to banging on the door of the apartment , many times when the bell he pressed did not also get a response .

"Excuse me who are you, what is the need for Lura ?"

Charli that morning just finished running around the apartment complex, he immediately approached Zuyu and two friends whose suspicious behavior banged on the door of Lura's apartment early in the morning .

"You know where she's going, like..."

Zuyu and the two sisters who were dropping off him instantly froze as soon as they saw who was talking to them .He's Charli, of course they know his famous idol whose good looks are no longer in doubt, he stands before them with a sleeveless shirt and black sweatpants ,his burly muscles looked soaked with sweat, making the three women gulp .

"What do you need to do with Lura ?"

Charli repeated his question again because the three women in front of him were just staring at him .

"Charli kan wahhh why is it here , do you know doctor Lura ?"

One of the sisters who participated was a huge fan of Charli .

"Yes we're looking for her she's not coming to work "

"Not going to work, let me check his apartment "

Charli started to password-press Lura's apartment door and the door opened, she smiled the girl had not changed her apartment password .meanwhile Zuyu and the two sisters are even more curious about what Charli and Lura are related to .

"I'm sorry can I ask you a question ?"

Sister who is a big fan of Charli could not help her curiosity .

"Yes please "

"Why did Charli get to know Lura ?"

"I'm her boyfriend "

"WHAT !!!!" .