
Welcoming a lazy morning in the arms of a loved one is an indescribable joy.
Namira lay sideways on her back to Emil who was hugging her body, clutching her stomach and slipping her face into the recesses of Namira's neck.
"Enggh!" Namira squirms, she starts to feel something down there that her bo.kong has hardened.
"Don't move, Honey!" lirih Emil has a raucous voice.
"Ehm,,," Namira moved increasingly agitated. He knows Emil is still not willing to do it because given Namira's health condition is still not fully recovered.
"Darling, don't move on." Emil forbids Namira from moving which further provokes his maleness.rah. But he himself just grunted the scent of Namira's neck continuously.
Namira turned around, her two eyes started to open lazily, looking at the thick handsome face with an increasingly clingy masculine aura. Emil always looks dazzling in Namira's eyes even when waking up like this.
Her lips curled upwards curling a knotty smile that melted the hearts of anyone who saw her, with both eyes still closed adding to her appeal.
"My husband is so handsome!" namira said increasingly looking fixed on Emil's face.
Both of Emil's eyes opened. Finding Namira right in front of her, smiling very pretty.
"Wait a few months, we'll be a legitimate couple." a kiss landed on Namira's forehead long enough, and Namira closed her eyes to accept the kiss.
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"Emil, stop!" Namira was cooking food for their breakfast. But Emil was unceasingly seductive, hugging Namira from behind, occasionally tickling shoulders, the edges of the stomach, even stroking Namira's slender stomach from the inside.
"Emil, ah, you're making me ticklish!" namira's repeated protests that Emil ignored.
"Stop first, I have to taste how this feels." recalls Namira who is possessed by Emil, for fear of the hot sauce that Namira tries to drip injuring him.
"Geehhh!" Namira shuts her mouth with her bare hands, the hand holding the spoon is quickly put down and Namira takes off Emil's hand on her, Namira ran out of the kitchen to the bathroom next to the kitchen.
"Darling, what's wrong with you?" Emil turns off the stove, and quickly pursues Namira in a panic, Namira suddenly goes into the bathroom, after getting there, Namira vomits.
"Darling, what's wrong with you?" Emil kneels at Namira's neck, holding Namira's hair which again falls forward.
Namira lights up the water, cleaning up the yellow liquid of her vomit in the sink. He wiped his mouth with water and washed his face. Cold sweat drenched the forehead.
"Dear, what's wrong with you? Where does it hurt? We're going to the Doctor?" Emil was very worried, Namira looked fine. It even looks better than before. But he suddenly vomited and his face instantly turned pale.
"We're going to the hospital, I can't bear to see you like this."
"Emil,,," Namira cried in shock.
Without waiting for Namira's approval, Emil lifts Namira's body just like that. Take him out to go to the hospital.
"Emil, put me down, this is not necessary. I'm fine!"
Emil ignores Namira's whining. They reached the main door and Emil dropped Namira off for a moment to open the door.
"Emil, we don't need to go to the hospital, I know what I'm sick with."
Silent.
Emil stared silently at Namira. The woman looked away, there were tears that she tried to prevent so as not to glare.
"You?" tanya Emil hangs.
"Since three months ago," softly Namira looked down, the clear circle that she held down, her chest felt tight but Namira tried hard.
"Whatchu mean? Say it clearly!" Emil's heart trembled, he was afraid to hear what Namira was going to say next, but Emil had to listen to him directly. Not ready, not ready.
"I haven't had my period since three months ago" Namira replied withholding a sob.
Emil looked away. There was something pressing against his chest, and it was very painful. He breathed a rough breath.
"Before we do? In the car that night?" ask Emil who's been glazed.
Namira hesitated.
"S.h.c.**.!" Emil hit the door very hard, sure the back of his hand must have hurt for his actions.
Namira looked up, shocked. There was fear that covered his heart. What if Emil doesn't accept his son's candidate?
Emil looked at Namira with a disappointed heart. Well, Emil's disappointed. Because Namira didn't tell him about all this before he entered Namira's body at that time. Which means they did that relationship when Namira was already holding the seed from Leonel.
Emil sighed, turned around and was about to enter the room.
Namira quickly blocked him, holding Emil's hand tightly. Emil closed his eyes, letting the clear grain fall.
"I don't want to live a life of doubt and greyness. If you can't accept my son, then say it clearly,"
"I'll let you go" Namira continued in a trembling voice.
DEG.
Emil's heart stopped beating hearing Namira's words.
Taking off, does that mean they're going to go back apart? Didn't he? Are they capable?
Emil grabbed Namira's body, hugged her warmly. No, the answer is Emil will not be able, after all, why if Namira is pregnant? He will accept Namira and also his future son, even Fabrizio can also accept Tita's daughter from Aretha's ex-husband. If Fabrizio can do it, why can't he?
"I'm sorry, I'm just in shock."
Namira returned Emil's embrace, his hands wrapped around Emil's waist hugging the man tighter.
"I told Leonel that day, if I had contained his flesh and blood, but he wouldn't accept this child, he wouldn't want me to get pregnant and give birth, Leonel doesn't want my body to be fat and ugly. He's preparing ab.or si's operation and I don't want it to happen, I don't want to lose this child, I love him, he's my son." Namira sobbed in Emil's arms. Emil stroked her hair trying to give her some calmness.
"I managed to escape from the mansion, but I got caught again. After that, I promised Leonel that I would use it my way. But of course I didn't do that."
"Enough, enough! It's enough of all the pain you've been through, I'll no longer let you live in grief, let me be his father, I'll accept him like my own son. Youlove her? I love him too. That's enough, forget everything that hurt you yesterday. There's me." Emil kissed Namira's head, forehead and face. And Namira was crying so hard.
"We eat first, after that we get ready to go to the hospital, you have to get treatment and a thorough examination. Not just you, but your body. Our son-in-law."
Namira takes off her embrace on Emil, they stare at each other with complicated feelings that are not easy to describe.
"Thank you" said Namira sincerely.
"For what? I'm so happy we're back together, there's nothing more than that."
Emil brings his face closer to Namira, slowly tasting Namira's lips which always become opium for her.
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