
"Are you sure son Emil, Namira you're staying? Wouldn't it be best if you just went together?" namira's mother talks to her favorite daughter-in-law when she and Namira drive Emil to the front of the house, because Emil will return to Paris, the job there has been waiting for quite a long time.
"Mother,, mother, you kicked me out? I want to be with you first, I don't want to leave you and leave you alone?" Namira shook her spoiled hand on the mother's arm, and she dropped her head on the middle-aged woman's shoulder.
Emil smiled as he stroked Namira's head several times. Staring lovingly at his sex wife who is increasingly spoiled when with his mother.
"It's okay, Mom. Emil will come often, or if Namira feels homesick, let him come looking for me later" said Emil sure.
"Just kid, you think I'm gonna miss you? Don't expect, I'll forget when I've met Tita, shopped with Aretha, and hung out with office friends." parrot Namira joked but immediately got a slow chat from her mother.
"Bas with this boy,"
There was the laughter of Emil and Namira together, a simple thing like this that made the hearts of many parents warm and happy, when they saw their children had grown up and were happy with their marriage, just like Namira's mother felt today.
"Well, it's time for me to leave now, mom, I'm picking Namira up, sorry, still gotta trouble you again, you can hit her if she doesn't want to get up early to help you with homework," emil said that immediately received a response not from Namira, but all in the context of joking.
"What?" Namira's two eyes are blustery with her adorable facial expression.
Now Namira's mother laughs, and so does Emil.
"Honey, I must miss you so much, I go first, I love you," Emil hugged Namira, landed a kiss long enough on her forehead, then she cupped Namira's face, and then she cupped Namira's, an intense look toward the lips of the wife who wanted to be greedy before she left.
"Oh ho,, yes yes yes yes, I forgot. I still have a job, I hope you're safe until your destination, Emil. Mom goes in first," Namira's mother steps into the house, leaving behind her son and daughter-in-law who want a friendly scene. Namira laughs amusedly, while Emil thanks in his heart because his mother-in-law can really understand the situation.
"Never love me, for I love you so much, only you, Cupp,,,!"
Emil landed a kiss on Namira's lips, Namira returned the kiss, closed her eyes slightly and wrapped her hands around Emil's waist, a kiss that was slowly and gently began to deepen, deep, until both of them almost out of breath and then their kiss stopped.
"Ohhhh!" de.sah Namira when the link of their lips came off.
"I'm sure to miss this a lot" Emil rubbed Namira's sensual sexy lips wet from her actions, Namira just looked down and was silent. He must be prepared to resist the desire that will be pent up for a long time away from Emil.
"I'm going first, bye!" Emil once again kissed Namira's forehead. There is a sigh in Namira's heart that suddenly feels unrequited if Emil leaves, a sense that Namira does not know what it is, but makes Namira feel like crying just like that, and sure enough his eyes were getting wet.
"Emil,,," Namira shouted as Emil was about to step out of the iron gate into a car parked by the road in front of Namira's house.
Emil stopped turning his back to see Namira quickly scattering into his arms, hugging her very tightly, and Namira could not help her own tears.
"Hey, why are you crying? I just go for a while, don't make me feel sad, if you're sad, I'm sad too" Emil hugged Namira who hugged him very tightly.
"Namira,,," Emil called Namira but with no answer, Namira was silent and sobbed.
"Darling,,, stop crying, don't be like this, I'd be so hard to leave you if you were like this. Honey,,,,"
Namira was still silent and sobbing.
"Namira,,," Emil repeated.
"All right, or, are you coming? I'll talk to mom,"
"No," Namira immediately took off her embrace, taking two steps back. Quickly wiping away her tears that soaked her cheeks.
"I'm fine, I'm fine, go. I won't miss you, I won't remember you, I, I'm fine without you, so you take it easy, even if I miss Paris, it must be because I miss Eiffel, not you, she said, so, just go." said Namira holding back her stuffing, even though her crying had subsided, but I don't know, her chest still felt very tight and she couldn't control that feeling, a feeling of loss, unwillingness, and so on, and miss even when they are together.
"I love you, always, only you" said Emil, Namira did not want to answer, she was too sad to tell her true feelings, and Namira chose to run into the house and then close the door from the inside, locking it tightly.
"I love you" said Emil once again as if it was never enough to express his feelings that he loved Namira so much.
Of course Emil is very understanding of Namira's behavior trying to strengthen himself for this separation, his mother has just lost her life partner, and Namira must exist as a friend in loneliness.
'Patience, I'll come and I'll make sure you get pregnant later, sorry. Unbeknownst to you all along, I've been doing a self-prevention program.'
Emil turned around, stepping feet that felt heavy into the car.
Reemm....
***
Two Weeks later.
Life was normal, Emil was preoccupied with work, and Namira was suppressing a deep longing for Emil by busying herself with Aretha and Tita, either he came to the O'clan family home, or Aretha and Tita who visited his mother's house.
Occasionally meet old friends when in the office first, just coffee and gossip. Note, no one knows if Namira has married Emil, as far as they know Namira just moved to work in Paris. Not for marrying one of their bosses, the second heir to the O'clan Company.
[What are you doing? I keep thinking about you, you know? My secretary was almost crazy because I was so troublesome, I could not concentrate on work, did I just fly first to my homeland, work I left for a while and then I just did.]
A series of messages that Emil sent to Namira. Namira smiles at herself reading it, not only is she almost crazy because of this longing, but also the man she loves feels the same way.
[Don't mess around, or you'll get in trouble, you promised your family that you'd change and be more responsible, prove it so I can boast of you in front of them, ah,,,,, you know,,,, errat, if you work hard, I can shop for branded and expensive luxury items.] Not stuck at the end of the message.
"Namira, why are you? From that smile to myself? Still waraskan?"
It was Yola's voice, which shocked Namira while replying to a message from Emil.
Namira just smiles at the horse, closes the phone and puts it in a bag, refocuses himself on the chat with his old friends who discuss the affair scandal of the office staff.
'What are the miles there doing?' suddenly Namira is not calm, the topic that her friends are talking about is very extreme, making Namira think about how with Emil there, can she be loyal and take care of herself for Namira?
***
'Lunches!'
The sound of the door opening.