
Namira kept walking fast, crying while grimacing the Navy suitcase away from Emil's apartment, no reaction Emil who chased him like in most movies, until he reached the elevator door, pressing the button and the elevator door opened, but his step stopped when he found the figure of a man he knew very well was in the elevator and was about to get out.
"Namira," cried Ardhan was very surprised, he did not expect to meet Namira after long enough they never again met, and, Namira in a state of chaos.
"Darling,," cried Emil who was apparently chasing Namira as well after Namira thought he would let her go.
Without thinking long Namira quickly entered the elevator, pressing the button until the elevator door closed and moving down.
'Oh my God,,,,'
Namira cries again when he is in the elevator, ignoring Ardhan who notices it intense, sick that Namira naturally makes him no longer able to think clearly, no matter how Ardhan will look at him.
"Namira," Ardhan touches Namira's shoulder but Namira's reflexes brushed him off harshly, feeling that if Emil tries to touch her and Namira is so disgusted, he hates to find Emil's betrayal.
"Sorry" Namira realized what he was doing, then looked down and covered his face with both hands.
"It's okay, sorry, I accidentally grabbed you," Ardhan tried to invite Namira to talk next.
Ardhan does not know what happened to the woman who had been so special in his life, but by looking at the circumstances of Namira and Emil who had been trying to pursue him, Ardhan believes something bad has happened to their relationship.
'Does this have anything to do with sexy women coming to their apartment the last few days?'
Several times Ardhan finds Emil coming home with Sexyola, and Ardhan is convinced, Namira finds them together.
"I wouldn't ask you anything, I know, you'd at least like to be asked this if it wasn't you who wanted to tell the story yourself, but,,," Emil paused.
"It's late at night, where are you going with this? Do you have any friends or relatives in Paris? Let me drop you off if you,"
"I don't know anyone" Namira said quickly.
"I don't have anyone here, Ardhan, I only have Emil, only Emil, but him, the hyx." Namira could not continue his sentence, he even more sobbing felt pain in the heart that was very painful.
"It's okay, it's okay, never again say if you don't have anyone here, there's me." Ardhan moved slowly trying to hug Namira's body, but the clanking of the elevator that along with the opening of the door made Ardhan undo his intention.
Namira steps out quickly, lest Emil follow her from another elevator or run down through the emergency stairs.
Ardhan continues to follow Namira, but as Namira rushes out the main courtyard of the Apartment towards the highway while dragging the navy suitcase violently, Ardhan heads to the parking area to retrieve his car.
"Namira, comein!" Ardhan drives his car slowly along with Namira's footsteps, but Namira ignores him and continues walking while crying.
This cannot be allowed, it is very late at night, Namira could have encountered danger out there if she continued to be stubborn by walking alone aimlessly.
Ardhan gets out of the car, grabs Namira's hand jerking his body so he can hug her tightly.
"Ardhan, release!" muttering Namira gets treatment suddenly Ardhan who hugs his body.
"Ardhan, loose!" Namira tried to push Ardhan's chest, but the result was nil, in addition to Ardhan's power which was much stronger, at this time Namira's physical being weak, he was so sad and hurt, he was so sad and hurt, make half his power drained out of nowhere.
"Come in, let me take you somewhere you can stay for a while" Ardhan told Namira.
"Let go, my wife, breng.sek."
Suddenly Ardhan took off his embrace on Namira's body when he heard Emil's scream, they both saw Emil running from a distance approaching.
Ardhan quickly pulled Namira's hand, stuffed the suitcase into the back seat, and opened the front seat door for Namira, he quickly moved into the car sitting in the steering wheel and stepping on the gas, driving the car at high speed.
"Namira,,," cried Emil who Namira could still hear.
Namira's cry became more and more, he bit his own lower lip until it bled to hold the pain that made his whole body tremble weakly.
From the rearview mirror Namira could see Emil who was still running after him while crying, holding his bloody hand, his face wet with tears and sweat, hair that was disheveled from his own hands.
While behind him, the ja.lang woman who was the cause of the breakdown of their relationship came to hug Emil from behind, Namira immediately turned her eyes away, closed the net was not able to with the painful scenery presented.
"Bareng.sek, baji.ngan, motherfucker, dog!" say Namira while beating the dashboard of the car until Ardhan grabbed Namira's hand with one hand.
"Don't hurt yourself, enough. I can't look at you like this" said Ardhan, staring at Namira's reddened hands as she beat the dashboard of the car, then moved on her vibrating and bloody lips.
'Did Namira used to be this confused when I just left her?'
Ardhan's feelings were stirred, he felt pity and also felt the pain that Namira felt, and suddenly the guilt that he had been crying for years reappeared.
"Calm down, there I am. I will always be there for you" said Ardhan, clenching his grip on Namira's hand.
Namira did not respond and let Ardhan hold his hand, he just cried, shed all the tears that kept jostling asking to be let out.
After a long time Namira cried, the tiredness slowly made her stop, but her tears still continued to seep, so it was difficult for Namira to be firm and as if everything was fine as before, this time he felt really fragile.
Ardhan pressed the car horn several times, in front of the iron fence of a simple residential house, long enough for someone to open the iron fence from the inside, an Indonesian woman wearing a nightgown with a sleepy face and looks upset.
Ardhan put the car in and the woman closed the iron fence.
The car stopped, the engine shut down, Ardhan and Namira were both silent. Namira did not know where Ardhan was taking him, but he also did not have the strength to just ask, he just kept silent to let his tears still shed one by one.
"Open the door, motherfucker!" shouted the woman who opened the iron fence earlier.
Ardhan is awakened from his own daydream which keeps staring at Namira intensely. He opened the door and got out of the car and closed the door again.
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