100 DAYS OF MARRIAGE

For the message of Sexyola

I went into the room holding a heart that still felt pounding, the rest of my affliction would come Emil suddenly. It almost embarrassed me to the bottom of the ground. Stupid, why am I looking for him to get into his room? Worrying about? Missed her? What a fool, a fool, a fool. My hand hit my own head slowly several times condemning the stupidity I had just done.

I took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly. One time, two times. Relax, just relax, Namira.

I saw Emil's phone now in my hand, I smiled cynically. What am I carrying this thing for? Continuing the charade I created? Wait, maybe there's a little entertainment I can get by looking at the gallery or the messaging app. But, isn't that his name entering the realm of one's privacy? Moreover, I remember very well the first point of our agreement is not to interfere in the personal affairs of the couple.

I sat on the edge of the bed, watching the flat objects of the millions of people belonging to Emil. Open, no. Open, no. My mind is at war between Ying and Yang, Ah, just open it, anyway how does she know.

When I swipe the screen, it shows the number password as the main key.

"Aiiisshh,,, shit. What if the phone is locked? Why beloved? What am I gonna open? English keys? Ck, you son of a bitch."

I clucked in annoyance, he gave me his phone without telling me the password.

"Drrttt,, drrtt,,,,"

"Woh!"

I gasped, one call came in and it came from a name that was familiar enough to me, Sexyola.

"Lift, no. Lift it up, no." again, it takes a lot of consideration before deciding.

I was still in a state of confusion until the phone shakes stopped indicating the call did not continue.

'Ping!'

One incoming message and from the top of the notification can be read even if the phone is locked. Turns out he didn't lock the messaging app.

[I go first Emil, we meet there,,] so I understand the short message from Sexyola in French. Oh, don't forget emot kiss at the end of the message.

I'm a throb, you ja.lang. Even though she knew Emil was married, she still chased him. Emil is the same. Basic Bastard man, every day he spent just to have fun with the ja.lang.

'Klek.'

My heart almost slipped when my door opened suddenly.

"It's over?" emil asked flatly as he stepped into my room, without my permission, he walked up to me who was sitting on the edge of the bed, slightly gasping for the teasing and, dumbly.

I was stunned to see his appearance, he looked very different, Emil was tall, strapping, muscular and athletic, tonight looked more handsome, and sexy in a neat black suit. The bvlgary scent from his body made me almost lose my mind.

Without a word Emil snatched his phone that was in my grasp. He then saw it, playing the thumb on the screen of his phone.

"You haven't called your phone yet?"

"Huh?" my consciousness had not yet fully gathered, unnerved by his appearance. My God,, Emil was left handsome, like a Greek god who came down from heaven.

What if tonight she's really going on a date with Sexyola? Imagine how hot their game made me feel? Be ill. Maybe this is the picture.

"Mobile, Nami!" he said firmly while waking me up from a quite painful delusion.

"Aahh, yes yes yes," I nodded, then shook my head quickly to realize my stupidity, how could I forget if I didn't even have time to open the phone.

"Well,, no, no, no, no, I-I mean, I haven't called my phone, I can't unlock the password, so,"

"So you just hold it and read my messages in the notification above?"

"No," I stood up straight, not accepting the charges. Well, even if I did, but I didn't intentionally.

I turned my eyes away because Emil was looking at me with a look.

"Don't believe it's okay, I just accidentally read it, after all, you have to go, right? Justjust go. Or you could be late for your free sex party," upset, I realize I'm upset, probably because of the message from Sexyola and their hot lovemaking shadow, but why should I show it?

"Mommy!" emil's growl sounded unacceptable I said so, isn't that reality? What else did Emil Cornelius O'clan do with sexy women until late at night.

"Don't forget to clean your body properly, Emil, I don't want to live with people who contract infectious diseases,"

Punishment, that's what Emil probably gave me for the presumption of my mouth just now.

"Emil,,, Plaque!" I slapped her cheek hard in return for Emil's outrageous actions, he kissed me just like that, even giving you a chance until I managed to push his chest and teach him a lesson. Our first kiss after we were married for a month.

"Please! What do you think I am, huh? Stop treating me like this, I'm not a ja.lang woman you can play with. Now get out, I don't want to see you, I don't want to see you, you son of a bitch!" I screamed very loudly while pushing her body out of my room, then closed the door and locked her from the inside.

I cried, my tears just fell, for some reason my heart felt so painful to receive that kiss from Emil, though I felt my heart pounding but my heart was bigger.

There's an insult I feel there. It was as if Emil wanted to say that it was different from the ja.lang women I shouted, whereas he was so easily able to touch me.

My God, I would go crazy thinking about that, thinking about how low my pride was in the eyes of Emil, who already thought of me as a cheap woman.

"Hiks hyks.." I sat down in front of the door of the room that was tightly closed and locked. Lamenting the fate of a life that feels so painful, marrying a man who does not think I exist, marrying a man I actually love but only consider me a cheap woman. I feel weak and probably won't be strong to hold on.

Should I give up? No, it'll be over soon, at least, in two months, I'll have to hold on until that day of freedom comes.

I wiped my tears as quickly as I heard my phone ring. Emils. Why'd he call me?

One call I ignored but the flat object was faithful in my grasp and I still paid full attention to it. Until the second ring, and I chose to lift it.

[Hello!]

'Tut,, Tut,, Tut,,,'

The connection was turned off, I frowned in wonder, what does that mean? Why did he call me and after I picked him up it was turned off immediately? Does he just want to play me?

"Tin!"

One message came in.

[Just make sure your phone is found.]

S.hi.t, how could I forget? Of course he called just to help me find where my phone was that I said was missing because I forgot to put it.

^^[Yeah, thanks!]^^^

Reply, briefly.

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My silent night felt lonely and gripping. I was lonely, alone, in a country of people, with no one I knew, without having a friend.

I miss my house, my room, my pillows and my rolls, and my mother's voice that shouts at me every morning.

I miss Aretha and Tita, their laughter, their crying, their cuteness. I also miss my office friends, our stories about handsome men, or just berghibah ria talking about the company staff involved in the scandal, I miss all that, father,,,, mother,,,,,,, I miss,,,,

I sobbed in solitude, sitting leaning against the balcony wall, bending my legs and face between my knees.

"Dad,,, I miss you,,," I said in a simple sobbing.

'Steel, BRAK!'

The sound of the door being opened and slammed violently shocked me. Until I look up, it looks like Emil has gone home, I glanced at the clock on the phone. At 2 am. Oh my God, I didn't sleep and just cried? I'll be crazy soon if I keep living under pressure.

I quickly entered the room and glazed over, s.hi.t, my face looked really bad, really bad, swollen red eyes, a puffy face and bruised lips. Oh, my God,,, that's, uh,,,,

This must not be allowed, there is still two months left to continue fighting, fighting Namira, fighting.

I rushed into the bathroom to wash my face, then went out and put on a mask hoping that by the time I woke up my face was fresh. Don't forget to drink water to make me calmer.

Well.... Good evening.

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