100 DAYS OF MARRIAGE

Dad's not home

A plane had taken off from Paris' Charles de Gaulle airport towards the country.

Namira certainly feels very happy because soon his longing for the mother and father will soon be treated. As for Emil, he seems to be a lot silent and thinks about many things without Namira noticing.

In addition to thinking about how Namira will react when he learns of his father's death, which Emil is afraid will affect their relationship because it has hidden all the truth from Namira, which he fears will affect their relationship, Emil also still thinks about Sexyola that he did not expect.

After all, Sexyola was a person she had known for a long time, someone who had always been there for her, supported her, and suddenly she did something reckless about the reason she had fallen in love. Isn't that very disturbing? Emil was deeply troubled by the expression of Sexyola's feelings at the time.

"Darling, are you okay?" namira asked as she looked at Emil who was just silently daydreaming.

"Ah? Yes, I'm just tired." replied Emil while commenting on the smile, and Namira returned the smile, holding Emil's hand tightly.

"Sleep, it might ease your fatigue a little bit" Namira suggested.

"He em." After that Emil positioned himself as comfortable as possible, leaned back properly, then closed his eyes. Letting the crazed shadow of Sexyola reveal feelings to her fill the head.

The flight will still take some time until they reach their destination city.

***

The atmosphere of Namira's mother's house now seems very quiet, very quiet. No more crowds Aretha, Namira and Tita, plus the recent death of the father, add a thick atmosphere of sadness.

Namira and Emil are now in a speeding car, a car prepared by the O'clan family to pick them up at the airport, then take them to the middle-class housing where Namira's mother lives.

"This path is still the same, everything is still the same, nothing has changed. I miss mom and dad so much, they'd be so happy to get the surprise of our arrival, baby. I really miss my mom and dad." Namira teared up, she feels really happy now.

Emil felt increasingly guilty, he continued to hold tightly to Namira's hand and now hugged his wife's body so that she approached him tightly.

"You know? When I had an accident, I felt like I saw my father in my dream, I don't know, it was all just my illusion, but it looked so real, that he even hugged and rubbed my hair until I fell asleep in his arms. I really missed my father's warmth, ever since he was sick, we very rarely did the habit," Namira kept telling me, and Emil's eyes were watering, he hurriedly wiped it, don't let Namira know she's crying.

"Darling?"

"Yes,"

"Are you really okay? I've noticed you've been quiet a lot, what's wrong?" Namira stared in Emil's bead, a soft-looking bead, a big question mark made Namira feel uneasy, didn't all the problems they faced yesterday have been declared over? Although Emil did not even tell a lot of things, just saying, the police have solved the case and the case was declared complete.

"No, nothing, relax, I'm fine, cupp!" Emil kissed Namira's forehead, calming the sensitized feelings of his wife.

***

The car stops at the edge of the road ahead of Namira's house. Namira came out cheerfully and quickly closed the car door and closed her eyes, stretched out her arms and breathed in a special air that she had not felt for a long time.

"Haahh,,, pleased,,, I feel like I'm reborn." exclaimed Namira still closing her eyes.

Emil sees his sex wife's behavior with a sad feeling of uncertainty, he is sad but also happy, can bring his beloved wife home and they have accepted each other.

"Namira," the voice of a middle-aged woman who opened the iron gate from within.

"Mother!" Namira immediately rushed into the arms of the mother, and the mother immediately hugged Namira's body tightly. The two let go of each other's longing which for two months had shackled.

"You're coming, son.... Hiks hix hicks .... I miss!"

Namira took off her embrace, looking at the face of the mother who was wet with tears.

"Mom, why are you crying? I should be happy Namira came home, why cry, I'm not happy Namira came?"

"Stupid, you cry because you're so happy that you don't know how to pour it out, and only crying can explain how you feel,"

Namira is just a grinning horse smile, her mother hugs Namira warmly once again and Namira retaliates even tighter.

"Mother is still the same, the smell of asem." joked Namira who actually misses the scent of his mother's body.

"Basin a bad boy!"

"Mother," now Emil who took turns hugging his mother-in-law who was immediately welcomed warmly by Namira's mother.

"Thank you for taking care of my mother's son, Son Emil, and bringing him home safely,"

"Yes, Mom. Forgive Emil also for coming now." Emil stroked the back of his mother-in-law, he knew that the middle-aged woman who had given birth to his wife was in mourning.

"Already, already.... Pretty old drama, we go straight in, I've missed you so much, and I want to see you, come on...." Namira holding her hand and Emil entering the house, the driver helped bring two suitcases containing Emil and Namira's belongings into the house.

Along the way, Namira's mother was already crying, and Emil braced himself to be able to tell Namira the truth later.

"Dad,,, Namira came,," Namira exclaimed as she entered her mother's room, which was also her father's room downstairs.

Namira and Emil's mother simply fell silent, until Namira looked towards them alternately with a confused feeling.

"Snack, where's dad in bed, mom, where's dad? Is dad in the other room?"

Still unanswered, Namira comes out of the room climbing the wooden stairs to the second floor where her old room and Aretha are, Namira begins to feel bad while searching for her father's current whereabouts, because when he realized there was a photo of the father on the wall attached to the lamp, as if giving a new light to people who have left this world.

"Dad,," Namira went into his room. Blank. Then he shouted back into Aretha's room, and just like that, Namira could not find his father there.

Namira came back down with a quick run, until he found Emil and his mother who had been sitting on the sofa in the living room.

"Mother, where's dad? She's not home? Is dad sick? He's at the Hospital? Mom, tell me, why shut up?"

Namira asked but her mother was still silent and crying.

"Mom, why are you crying? Don't scare Namira, where's Mom?"

"Mira!" now Emil started to raise his voice. Namira frowned, approaching her husband who was sitting on the other sofa, and Namira sitting next to Emil, they faced each other.

"Something I want to say."

"What's? What's actually going on? You guys make me feel bad."

"Please promise, you'll receive the news I'm about to deliver patiently,"

"Emil,,,,"

"_______"

Silent, Namira took off her hand on Emil and just fell silent.

***