100 DAYS OF MARRIAGE
Fuck up
Like a madman, I entered the large hospital building while running in a hurry, ignoring the pain in my stomach that is common when I am tired of running or just walking.
I went to the reception desk to ask the victims of the plane crash, and after getting the right information, I ran back to the room in question.
It was quite difficult for me because I was easily confused and even often did not know the direction, maybe also because of excessive panic.
After a long search, I finally arrived at the floor that cared for the victims of the plane crash, I went to the nurse's desk in front of some of the hospital room doors, and I went to the hospital, asking the name of Emil who might have his name recorded.
"Emil Cornelius O'clan," I said out loud with a stinged breath.
"Room 307."
"Okay, thankyou!"
I ran back to see one by one room number.
"304, 305, 306, 307." can be.
When I was about to enter and my hand that was ready to push the glass door was immediately stopped when I could clearly see the scene that was inside there from outside.
Emil was sitting on a cage, and a woman I was sure the Doctor saw from the snelli suit she was wearing, put her hands around Emil's neck, and they were kissing. Oh, my God,,, that's, uh,,,,
Sick, I can't lie to my heart if my feelings are so hurt, I'm so worried that it was greeted with an epic scene that I was disappointed.
It felt like my body was suddenly limp and wanted to collapse, if only the ringing of my phone did not resuscitate me if I was in what kind of situation, I was indeed his wife, but just a contract marriage bond. And he doesn't love me.
Kurogoh sling bag that I was wearing, took the flat object that kept shaking it. Sexybel.
I let out a rough sigh, not intending to answer until the ringing stopped itself.
'Tin!' one message came in.
[I'm going on a plane now, how's Emil? Have you met him?]
[Why are you quiet, Namira? At least reply to my message, you just read it without giving me any answer, I'm worried about Emil, do you know that?]
I smiled cynically, I don't know what I wanted to laugh at, is it true to laugh at Sexyola who is related to Emil? While here, Emil can kiss anyone without Sexyola knowing, or in fact I laugh at myself, who has this bad luck, getting a message from my husband's bedmate, and also seeing my husband directly kiss another woman. My God,, what could be more epic than this?
I looked in there through the glass door, their kiss was over, the doctor treated Emil's wound on the forehead, and I took a picture of them, and I sent it to Sexyola.
^^[He is fine,]^^
the sentence that accompanied the photo of Emil I sent.
[Thank God, I was worried about him.]
^^^[You are very close to Emil, I think you also know how I relate to him, I told you about Emil, I came home, you could come to City Hospital room 307 to pick him up.]^^^
I put my phone back in the bag after I deactivated it, I don't want to receive any more messages from Sexyola.
I was about to turn around to leave, but I looked back in there once more to see Emil. Make sure he's okay. He was seen talking to the female doctor who kissed him earlier, whether the chatter like what they were talking about, maybe the next meeting to heat the bed, but Emil's face looked very flat, very flat, from then on it was like expressionless. I don't know, maybe that's his style now.
Okay, Emil's fine. And I have to leave before Emil sees me here.
***
I cried so hard that I felt the heartache, holding back tears since seeing the epic scene in the Hospital had made me cramped and finally could not stand it.
"Hiks hyx hyx,,, aaaahhh.... Basic bang.sat, motherfucker. Breng.sek man, Crocodile, monster,,, hysterical hyx,,,, I hate you Emil..... I hate.." I screamed hysterically. Hitting bolsters and pillows several times as a target of tantrums, a pack of tissues had been exhausted, and the trash splattered on the floor near the bed, several others were also on the bed.
"Hiks hyx, hyx,, I hate you so much, Emil. You're the most bang.sat guy I've ever known. Why don't you just die in an accident.... Hiks hiks hiks ...."
I continued to cry roaring, not knowing how to stop, feeling a heart so sore. I knew Emil was like that, but watching him kiss another woman in front of my eyes was perfect for ruining my hard-earned defense mentality all along.
***
I woke up when I realized the night had changed by day, it seemed like I was crying too much all night, until I was tired and did not realize how much I was asleep at what time. What is clear is that I woke up when the clock on the phone showed at 11 p.m.
Look at me, puffy eyes accompanied by panda circles, and a very bad puffy face, shaggy hair and my body that might smell. And a messy room. Wipes of old tears and snot were scattered everywhere.
'Lunches!' I opened the door, came out of the room, thought I was alone in this house, and Emil was still in the Hospital, but I was wrong.
By the time I reached the kitchen to fetch some water, Emil was already sitting on the dining table chair, and Sexyola was standing facing the stove, cooking. I don't know when they came, maybe last night, or this morning.
"Namira,,, good morning, by noon!" sexyola exclaimed as she turned around and found me standing in surprise in the doorway.
"Hi, sexy, good morning," I said.
I saw Emil who was just staring straight straight ahead, not looking at me at all or just greeting me, my God, why he was just silent like a rock.
I passed the dinner table, poured water and gulped it down.
"You must be hungry, join in, we eat together." exclaimed Sexyola who had finished cooking.
"Hem, thank you." I replied.
I wanted to ask Emil how he was, but I did not dare, I saw no hospitality in Emil's face just staring flat at an uncertain point.
"Come, Namira. Be sitting. We're eating together." take Sexyola who's already sitting opposite Emil.
"Ah, I guess, I'm not hungry yet, sexy. You go on, I go back to the room." I said, giving a stiff smile that I forced, then immediately stepped up to go back into my room.
"You didn't even ask me, Nami, I just had an accident."
DEG.
My steps stopped hearing Emil's voice speak. Is he mad because I didn't come to the hospital? And even shut up after he gets home? Then what am I supposed to do? While I saw her kissing another woman yesterday, I even felt depressed and had to cry all night to soothe my hurt feelings.
"You,,, look fine. Are you hurt bad?"
"Prank,,,,!" some objects made of broken glass were scattered on the floor after Emil swept the dining table with his arms.
"We go, Sexy" said Emil with emphasis and Sexyola immediately stood up, following Emil who had first stepped away from the dinner table and walked past me, even Emil deliberately pushed myself with his burly shoulders.
"Ohhh!"
I was trembling, standing tense and fixated. For the first time I saw emotion in the glint of Emil's eyes, and for the first time the furniture broke even though we weren't fighting. And this makes me feel,,, messy.
***
