Your Cold CEO belongs to me

Shadow Lover

flashbacks

Raditya watched from the end of the patient's bed. A hint of envy perched in his heart. For a lifetime he had never felt loved so deeply by a woman. Disappointment in a relationship, mixed with his busy work, makes him not have time to get to know more closely with a woman.

Stella's slight figure made her turn away from the busy world. Once close to the girl, make her young soul back up, but to establish a serious relationship is clearly still a long way away because she can see the magnitude of love when Stella mentions Jonathan's name in every conversation.

That day when he found out that Stella was a victim of sexual abuse, his heart as a sister was furious. Supported by his professionalism at work, in a short time he can subdue the perpetrator.

But he lost it a second time. The wife of the perpetrator brought her young child to Stella's house, and cried hysterically there asking that the charges against her husband be dropped leaving Stella again with a heart attack.

"Om ..m." Stella's hand reached for Raditya who was still standing in his place after Jonathan came out to buy the drink he wanted.

"Why Stella?" Raditya approached and clasped the girl's hand.

"Book ... purple book .. please ...." Stella painstakingly said her sentence. Raditya looked puzzledly at Stella's parents who were still there. Mama Stella was only able to nod her head and try to hold back the cries that came out of her mouth.

That was the last sentence he heard from Stella. In Raditya's heart, in his last moments, all he remembers is Jonathan. After that in his last seconds, Stella had given a smile to him and his parents and then all that was heard was the sound of a long machine.

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"La .. I've got your favorite drink." Jonathan walked over and whispered softly at the side of Stella's bed. Both Stella's parents were still crying cuddling, while medics finished their work.

"Nrank ...." Jonathan's hand shook as he pulled the white cloth that covered his best friend's face. The tears that he endured, finally spilled upon seeing Stella's already lifeless pale face.

"He doesn't seem to want you to see him when he's gone." Raditya grabbed Jonathan by the shoulder and let Pak Beni's youngest child cry on his chest.

"I'm a fucking guy, Om!" Jonathan roared in Raditya's arms.

Stella's funeral was attended by Jonathan's extended family and closest friends.

Stella's departure forever also reached Jamilah's ear. There was a sense of relief in his heart for not being selfish at Stella's last moment. Jamilah secretly went to Stella's funeral and saw Jonathan there, sobbing, the distance between him and the man.

Meanwhile, Mama Stella has given her daughter's diary to Raditya. Men aged 30 years before that, open one by one sheets containing the outpouring of hearts from Stella. Most of them talk about Jonathan.

"Busy?" Raditya sat in front of Jonathan's desk.

"Obviously, Om" said Jonathan slightly smiling and then facing back to his laptop screen. One week after Stella was gone for good, the young man seemed to deliberately drown himself in her busyness.

Raditya tapped Jonathan's desk with his finger. In his other hand he holds Stella's diary. There is a sense of doubt about giving the book, because Stella also did not give any message related to the book.

"I just want to give you this. You're much more entitled to keep it." Raditya shifted the booklet on Jonathan's desk.

"What's this?"

"Read yourself. I'm back in the office first." Raditya leave immediately. He gave Jonathan time and space to read Stella's heart.

From the first page Jonathan has recognized the writing of Stella, because the book of duty while still in school was mostly the handwriting of the girl. Stella shared her story in as much detail as possible, even if it was just a simple story. Jonathan was glued while reading the last few sheets.

He exists but is far away. He's close but unachievable. Until when should I wait for her to see me as a whole woman.

I knew her a lot earlier but she preferred that woman. At first I didn't understand what he saw from the woman.

I am beautiful, I am beautiful too. I even have everything that that woman doesn't have

I had to force my smile even though it was painful, when his eyes sparkled when he told me about the girl.

She was by my side most days, but her heart and mind were in that woman. I know it.

Does he know I'm afraid of losing him?

I felt lonely, afraid he was going further and further

Am I wrong?

It turned out that I was wrong, worthy of God punishing me this much

Jonathan closed the purple book. He could no longer read further. He knew but pretended not to know Stella's feelings. It's not just once Stella shows wanting a relationship that's more than just a friend. He had already refused but only on the lips, in fact he was the one who did not want Stella to leave from his side.

It was his best friend who was always a place to lean on when he was saturated with women around him, when he was angry because of comparisons with Alex by his parents. But his heart still could not give a sense of more than just a friend to Stella.

Jonathan feels like a criminal, he keeps Stella in custody but doesn't want to be in possession. When he found Jamilah, he cruelly kicked the girl away from his life.

"I-I am the salaahh .. aaakuu the salaahh .. God should punish meuu .. not you!" Jonathan wept bitterly over his desk. Stella's purple book was soaked by her tears.

Hanum, who was about to deliver a message from her husband to take Jonathan to lunch, took another step back when she heard her sister-in-law crying.

"Have you? where's Jo?" alex asks when he sees Hanum coming back alone.

"He's busy like that."

"Well, we ate together." Alex knitted his wife's waist.

"Sir, there's Mr. Suroso downstairs." Just one step out of his room, Cimoy confronted him.

"Aduuhh, why did that guy just come at this hour? Num, we're having lunch with my colleagues."

"Dad, lazy ah. I'll be a display later don't understand what you guys are talking about. I eat by myself."

"You ordered me to eat in my room."

"Ga. I'm gonna eat outside."

"alone? you can't, your content is already a great danger if you walk alone," said Alex firmly.

"If delivered with Mr Komar also can not?" Hanum crept into Alex's arm and looked at her husband with a peppy-eye look.

"Yes, but not for long." Alex rubbed his hair and pinched Hanum's snub nose.

"Yeeii, thank you." Hanum replied with a friendly kiss on her husband's cheek. The sultry Cimoy looking at the friendly conversation the two could only grieve envy.

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Puppy eye what is Thor? more or less like this, the behavior of women if there is a want. You can try your partner 😁

I brought a good story to have a friend. stop by there huh