
Sometimes people hurt us once, but often we find that we are the ones who often hurt ourselves many times. By continuing to remember the source of the pain itself.
Almost two hours Gandi was restless waiting for his wife to wake up after a small operation, to repair the wound torn from the impact. His heart was getting more pain when he saw the incision marks due to the opration that was plastered very clearly. How could he easily mislead his girl.
Newly opened clear eyes, constantly staring at the room around him. The room is white, with a distinctive aroma of drugs and dexinfectants that lurk in the sense of smell.
"Darling you're awake"
Rara did not answer her husband's questions. The girl was silent without the slightest intention of opening her mouth. The girl had her own answer about her silence.
"Thank God. Thank God, said the doctor of your surgical scars, not worrying, from the results of a torn USG only the outer skin, but everything has been handled by the doctor well, you should limit your activity to four to four months. You can't run anymore, anything else lifting heavy weights."
Obviously Gandi to his wife.
"Dec, why shut up? are you still angry?"
Rara smiled blandly towards Gandi, it seems that the girl still holds a wound in her heart. Occasionally his fingers he used to remove the clear liquid, which from then on the girl was resistant. Gandhi saw his wife. His chest began to throb, Gandi again regretted all his words that had hurt his wife.
He grabbed the girl's fingers gently. The man hoped to be forgiven for all his mistakes.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
Said repeatedly.
But still the same, Rara was still faithful to her silence, her eyes increasingly misty, holding back the roar of lara who was still pinching her heart.
The words of the husband, continue to ring in his sense of hearing.
"Say something deck, don't let it sit like this"
His love began to despair.
The soft hand rubbed its own cheek to wipe away her tears. With a tired soul Rara slowly pirinkan a little back to turn her back to Gandi the husband om.
The man scooped his face rough. His eyes he closed for a moment, to neutralize the taste lodged in his chest. There is no word more painful than being ignored like this by someone he loves so much.
"Well, wait outside. So that you are satisfied with your silence"
After saying Gandi rose from the waiting chair in his wife's room. He missed the gontai, with a heavy heart the man left his wife alone, in a room that felt lonely.
He closed the white door slowly. Rara who heard the sound of the door open and closed, immediately her clear eyes stared at the door leaf that began to close perfectly with nanar.
"I'm sorry, if I'm going too far. My silence is just to keep my heart and your heart, so that I don't say anything that can trigger new wounds. Just so you know, I never expected anything like this"
Rara's words sounded softly in her own eardrum. Because in marriage sometimes, emotions are always ahead as the fire blazes the cracking of the household ark.
Therefore, currently silent is the best choice for Rara. In order not to provoke a new commotion.
Gandi continued to sit uneasily on the chair that was in the hospital corridor. Without realizing it, her tears rolled on their own. As the man rested his head on the back of the chair, he was startled with a pat on his shoulder. His eyes looked in surprise at the person.
"Hey, kok lo yourself Ga. Why are you here, waiting in the hospital, looking out for your sinks?"
Saya Reno while having fun. Gandi looked up, then he justified his sitting position. They sat side by side in the waiting chair.
"Gue, wait for my wife Ren"
Reno stared at the white door before them.
Gandhi nodded weakly.
"Their opening last night was torn again, so he's reopening"
Reno is shocked to hear the story of her best friend.
"Kok can be ripped again that's how's the story? do not-don't, binik has not finished nifas already you pack ya. Lo Ga bad!"
Accuse Reno of origin, this sableng friend is always so fond of concluding things himself. Exasperatedly Gandhi punched his best friend's shoulder.
"Ngaco lo when you say"
"Because?" Timpal Reno curious.
Gandhi did not hesitate to share his story with his best friend. Hearing Gandi's words, the man suddenly became angry.
"Lunatic you yes. What kind of husband are you Ga? it could be lo salahin bini lo, which is clearly here she is the victim, she lost the baby, she also had to feel physical pain, plus now heartache because of your mouth, you know, which is not in school, if I were Rara, I would do the same thing Ga, maybe even more than that"
Gandi stared fixedly at Reno, he digested all the words of his best friend, which were all true.
"So what am I supposed to do now, Ren? said Gandi memelas.
"Lo is sorry. But, sorry just not enough Ga, you have to do something to make your wife happy"
Reno's proposal was firm. Gandi began to think about his plan to make up with his beloved wife. It seems the man obeyed the words of his best friend.
"Okay Ga, I followed my wife first, she wanted to check the contents, sorry. I haven't seen Rara yet. God willing, after my check stopped by, look Rara" said Reno to Gandi.
"Okay, my advice"
Said Gandi while raising one hand.
Reno passes leaving Gandi alone.
The man went back into his wife's room.
At the same time Rara seemed to be sleeping soundly, Gandi sat next to her, while holding a lentic fingers that felt warm. The man did not realize that he had laid his face right near Rara's tired face.
At one o'clock in the afternoon Rara woke up from her slumber.
He lyrics of a figure who is sleeping soundly. The girl grimaced, watching the scene beside her. Gandhi woke up feeling movement.
"Hey. Awake already? sorry about falling asleep"
"Sleep, if you're still sleepy"
Answer Rara gently. Gandi smiled happily, his wife was no longer silent to him.
"Mas. I'm not sleepy. Eat it already time to take your medicine."
Gandi quickly snatched the tray on the table, which contained healthy food from the hospital. Patently the man fed his wife like a baby.
"Thank you, I'm sorry if I had time to settle you, Rara just wanted to neutralize the heart, which is still carried away by emotions."
"The one who should be apologizing, because he was presumptuously deliberately hurting your feelings"
Rara smiled back. Hearing her husband's apology.
"Don't repeat, because your words hit me so much, no mother expected the death of her baby. Including me, mas. If you can choose, let my life be exchanged to take his place. But that's impossible, my mom!" Rara said sadly.
Gandi immediately embraced the frail body of his wife. His shoulders shook, the man was unable to say a word.