Wife Unvalued

CHAPTER 83 - The Stain of the Past

Bima's mood turned out to be worse even though the day had changed. His attitude towards Lengkara was still the same, but the man's sadness could not be covered up and it slightly scratched the heart of the wife.

Not only Lengkara, but also the mother felt the same, even more painful. Looking at her now brooding son as if he was losing the future, Bu Runi felt that he was truly worthy of blame.

All started from his selfishness, the love of Runi on the young Atma figure became a prolonged disaster. Runi thought the decision he took 31 years ago was right, it turned out to be a big mistake because now he witnessed for himself how the end of the pregnancy he wanted unilaterally was not as beautiful as his shadow.

"Yudha is right .. Don't hate your papa, son."

"Mom?"

Bima looked up and suddenly improved his sitting position when the mother approached and now sat in front of him. Unbeknownst to them, if Bu Runi had listened to the quarrels of her two sons in hard-earned tears she could bear.

"Atmadjaya Aksa, the perfect man who makes the mother crazy and unconscious, Bima .. mother loves him, mother is attracted to him and the mother aspires to age with him."

Bu Runi began to talk, Bima blinked slowly while listening carefully to where the mother was talking. Since the long time they were together, this was the first time that Bu Runi spoke up.

During this time, Bima only knew how the mother from the side only. A truth that he honestly still doubted, he was sure that the beautiful woman who had conceived him was not a cunning woman as described by Gilsa, his stepmother.

"She was loving, her attitude was so gentle and loving to her partner . Unfortunately, the woman was not a mother, but Gilsa."

"At first the mother wanted to give up, but we were reunited when working and the love that the mother buried deep back, I chose to be selfish and to justify every means I could have it."

For a moment the woman was breathing long, her mind drifting to a few years ago. The year that a beautiful woman who is so presumptuous loves the property of others, Seruni her name. The young Seruni who told and coveted Atmadjaya Aksa to be hers, did not care even though she knew that the man loved her lover so much.

In life, Seruni holds the principle love must have. There's nothing wrong with his principles, but he's mistakenly chosen the target because the man he wants is so in love with the woman he loves, Gilsa.

Until, love blinds Seruni's eyes and recklessly traps Atma. Both were involved in a hot night and produced a speck of life in the stomach of Seruni. Although she did something forbidden and she could in a despicable way, Seruni was very happy with her pregnancy.

Atma who thought that if their relationship stopped in bed that night alone turned out to have to swallow a bitter pill when she found out Seruni was pregnant with her child. Forced, Atma could not avoid when their parents interfered and the ideals of Seruni manifested at that time.

She gets Atma, the first love that later ends up being a husband. At first they are fine, Atma slowly accepts her as a wife. Don't ask how Seruni feels, obviously he's very happy.

However, that happiness is slowly eroded as Atma falters with the return of Gilsa. Plus, not long from the return of Gilsa Atma's career soared with the support of the surrounding people, especially Atma's parents. Seruni did not expect at all if the rise of Atma which he considered the child's sustenance to be a catastrophe which was the beginning of the crack of the Seruni dream household.

Until when his two children were born into the world, Atma was very happy. As if forgetting about Gilsa who had returned to him. Seruni's hope of happiness comes back to life, but unfortunately again and again she is wrong because all Atma wants is her baby.

"I want us to end up .. You can leave because I can't love you, '" said Atma staring intently at Seruni who still looked pale with an infusion in her hand.

He wanted his two sons, but not Seruni. The woman was nothing more than a stain she did not wish for, Seruni's petty manner was simply unable to forgive.

"What do you mean?"

"After I thought .. I can't live with a cunning woman like you, I love Gilsa and because our marriage my lover almost ended his life."

"No, don't ever separate me and my son!!"

Having her two children, Seruni no longer wanted to remain with Atma. However, the same is true of Atma where she only wants her two sons.

"This woman is so arrogant, what can you do? What will you give my son?!!" atma did not care even though his wife had just struggled between life and death for the sake of her son.

"I can, Atma!! You don't have to worry .. I'll be out of your lives, but let me take them. I-I love that boy, Atma please," lirih Seruni really asked.

"You think you're the only one? Me too!! He's my son, and I'm better able to take care of him than you are."

"I don't want my son to live without his mother!!" reply Runi with the rest of his energy.

"There is Gilsa, she will be a mother to them" asserted Atma like a sembilu that slashed Seruni many times.

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- To Be Continued