
Not only Bima who messed up after their marriage ended, Lengkara was also the same. Again, after a long time his father was admitted to the hospital and the main cause was him.
All night Lengkara did not leave his papa at all. Never made a mistake, once the wrong papa entered the hospital and the heart of Lengkara as if hit by thousands of arrows.
Nevertheless, his father actually felt that this was his fault. Therefore, papa Mikhail still defended Lengkara when Zean was angry because they were both silent and only voiced when the talaq had been dropped.
Not only did his father defend, Sean was also still on Lengkara's side. Perhaps Zean loved Yudha more than his affection for Lengkara, Lengkara did not understand either.
However, what is certain is that the situation since his father was taken to the hospital was not good at all. In this case Lengkara Zean did not blame, he was just angry and maybe in Zean's eyes the way Lengkara was angry with choosing silence was very wrong.
"We are not perfect, Brother Zean .. Don't just be angry with me, didn't you guys start things off by stealth?"
No Zean and Lengkara spoke rudely, but affectionately. There were only two serious people and they lowered their tone. At the moment Lengkara does not need someone to blame him, absolutely not.
Not wanting to get caught in the atmosphere that increasingly makes his head hurt, Lengkara flew to Semarang the next day. A little late than expected, it should have been yesterday. Yudha also disturbed Lengkara's mind, he just wanted to see the man, at least once more.
For a moment he forgot the stubborn Yudha and rejected her yesterday. He also left with the permission of the papa, although actually did not get permission voluntarily, but there was no prohibition that pressured Lengkara.
Lengkara came well, there was no intention of forcing yourself like that. As Sean said, perhaps he was too deeply in love with a servant beyond the love of his creator to be broken beyond measure.
Arriving there, as expected he got rejected again, even to enter the room Yudha alone was as difficult. According to his mother, Yudha's mentality is not ready with the situation that is now happening to them.
However, for this time Lengkara was reluctant to give up of course, however eventually they had to talk. As expected, Yudha seemed to object to his arrival. In fact, at this time Lengkara just wanted to make sure the state of the man.
"Are you all right, Mom?"
"Yes .. don't worry, I'll get better soon, Lengkara."
As soon as Yudha answered, after what happened to her papa where it might be okay. Yudha had said before that he was not ready to see Lengkara with this situation, especially now.
There was not much they were talking about, in a state of fine he was feeling inferior, let alone at the moment. Not only did Lengkara feel unworthy, but the immeasurable shame on Mikhail was also the cause.
It is not only the case of two hearts that want to unite at this time, not the situation that becomes a barrier, but the disappointment of someone who becomes first love and loves Lengkara is greater than them, his father.
"Not as a couple, do I want company to heal?"
"If it is my destiny, I will heal with or without you. I never aspired for you to take care of me, the world is too small if only about that, accompany Ameera and in that way it would be better if you wanted to help me be okay."
Lengkara let out a long sigh after hearing Yudha's words. Actually he had expected Yudha's answer would be so, but once again Lengkara wanted to ask before actually making up his mind.
"I'll say goodbye, Mom, see you later."
There is so much that Lengkara is thinking about. There was his father, and from a long time ago he knew that Yudha was lazy to be forced if it was not according to his will. Lengkara had a good wait, a warm smile was also reviewed before he then left the room.
Sick indeed, who is not sick is in his position. Life is not just about him, Lengkara will not be able to force all must be in accordance with his will. In fact, when he started trying to accept, Bima dropped the talaq.
"Come on, Lengkara!! If your ex knows you like this they will laugh," muttered Lengkara stroking his chest which felt unusually tight.
She starts trying to be a wife, being forced to accept someone she doesn't love isn't easy. Yes, it might be wrong for him not to continue the charade and pretend to be ordinary in front of Bima, the lie still makes him angry.
Yudha refused, and Bima dropped the talaq. These two things are very enough to be the reason Lengkara feels himself worthless, and now Lengkara is determined not to be with both of them, both Yudha and Bima.
"Cruise!!"
Just thinking about it, the voice stopped Lengkara's footsteps. The woman turned her head and turned her eyes towards the figure of the man running towards her.
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- To Be Continued