Wife Unvalued

CHAPTER 146 - Dejavu

Just now Bima felt a little calmer with Lengkara who did not prolong their problem. Now, the man was again made to have a headache due to Yudha who suddenly could not be contacted. Not usually Yudha like this, although not immediately calling, but at least after home he will send a short message to Bima.

Lengkara expressed the possibility that could happen. He could not deny that a Yudha could have forgotten, because when he was in a relationship with him alone, Yudha often forgot to give news and Lengkara would not know where he was if not contact first.

"My gut feeling is bad, Ra, I don't usually do this."

Although there is no sign like in the favorite soap opera Bu Seruni, but Bima's heart says something else. He was pounding incoherently, his fear and anxious tone fused together to make the man completely riled up.

Bima woke up and stared at the clock on the nightstand, based on their estimation Yudha should have been in Semarang. However, until this moment Bima's phone has not rang and there is no sign that the man will update it.

Once it rang, the message was none other than from the operator and successfully made Bima rise in blood. Not only that makes Bima have a headache, but Raja and Arjuna who suddenly difficult to contact are also the cause.

"Yes, God where are you all!!" Bima was furious, he clenched his hands while continuing to try to contact his two younger siblings.

"King?" After a while of fighting with annoyance, the voice of the King finally momentarily became a tranquilizer for Bima.

"What's up, brother?"

"Where's papa?" bima asked without further ado, although she was not sure that the King was home at the moment, she still asked.

"Shouldn't I ask?"

The King's answer made Bima's mood riled up. Without asking again, the man ended his phone call and tried to contact Mr. Chan. Although actually already know if it will be free, Bima still do.

Sure enough, the answer is the same. Mr. Chan has absolutely no idea where they are. Not yet ended the concussion of Bima, Bu Seruni knocked on the door of the room in an unusual way.

"Why, Mom?"

"Yuah ...." Bu Seruni's voice seemed choked, his tongue was muddy with eyes that had now condensed.

"Yudhas? Yudha why?"

"You should see the news."

Since the premonition Bima has been chaotic, obviously now increasingly becoming. Not only Bima, Lengkara was equally panicked. Previously Lengkara was sure there was nothing wrong, but if it was faced with this kind of fact the woman's knee suddenly squeezed.

"Mas Yudha?"

There was no fear of her husband being jealous, Lengkara was obviously unable to hide her sadness. As if going back in time, Lengkara asked the universe why Yudha had to repeatedly have such a tragic accident.

Seeing the increasingly precarious situation, Bima tried to calm down even though her heart was now broken into pieces. To be sure, he and Yudha were separated a long time ago, why should they experience something this bitter? Is that fate to him? What 27 years it's lacking until it has to end in this kind of way.

"Let's just be calm, they could be wrong, right?"

Equally destroyed, honestly he also needs real strength. However, seeing Lengkara who is now sobbing, Bima covered his destruction. Without taking a look, Bima's sharp bead remained focused on the television screen while embracing the wife so tightly.

For the umpteenth time, Bima became a hypocrite. His mouth spoke so, but his mind had gone too far. The shadow of the day he lost Yudha is too clear, whether the body or just the name remains, Bima does not know how it will be.

"If it's this bitter, I shouldn't have known about you Yudha in the first place."

Back, the shadow about all the difficulties and injuries that occurred in Yudha's life was clearly drawn in the mind of Bima. It all started from him, if only then choose silence and each life, then Yudha will not crash until paralyzed.

Nor does marriage occur that makes them entangled in love triangle conflict. Lastly, there will be no nightmares today. A fact that Bima can not be denied, Yudha nestapa starts from it and it makes it feel guilty if later live longer.

"I'm sorry, Yudha .. I should be, if I could then I would change everything, we don't need to know each other and you're happy with your ideals and your love," inner Milky with eyes that have now been reddened, in the state of Lengkara he lamented the wounds that Yudha received since she was present.

If he had to really lose Yudha, to be honest he wouldn't be able to. In fact, if you can choose, firmly Bima will say it is better to lose Papa Atma than Yudha, really.

Yudha is one of the reasons Bima wants to live better first. Through Yudha he also knew that the world was not so evil, if it had to be separated again, then today would be the worst nightmare for Bima.

"Call me and tell me you're okay, Yudha, I'll do everything and I won't do anything, please," muttered Bima softly as she stared at Yudha's face on her phone screen.

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- To Be Continued