Wife Unvalued

CHAPTER 25 - The Moon Restrained Night

"Ma-aaaas Yudha ..." cried Lengkara intermittently, his breathing sounded very difficult and had not stopped hitting his chest. Mirisnya, Yudha could only stare without being able to rise.

As weak as Yudha is now, not do not want to embrace the body of Lengkara which now seems without energy, but he is unable. Yudha was also tormented at the screams of her cries, she could not bear it. Lengkara's hysterics were exactly like Bima when he first learned of his condition.

"Norh ...."

Only that escaped the lips of Yudha, do not be asked how it hurt when he saw the woman he loved roaring and trying to reach him, obviously the pain is extraordinary.

It was so eager that he asked Lengkara to stop crying, all that only made him even more sick. Lengkara who had been struggling, now trying to reach the fingers of Yudha. He was not that strong to embrace and choose to cry on Yudha's lap.

"I'm sorry, Lengkara."

Yudha had never seen him so badly today. Indeed, he is whiny and often makes crying as a way to solve problems, but for this time it is different.

"Don't be like this, Ra .. mas doesn't mean to make you cry" Yudha slowly pulled Lengkara to stop drowning in her lap, the woman's breath she was worried about.

"Ja-hat," said Lengkara stammered when looking into the eyes of Yudha, if asked the heaviest day of Lengkara when, maybe today.

"Hm, bad mas indeed ... why did it come here? By himself? Your husband's permission hasn't?" yudha asked with a bitter smile as she wiped Lengkara's tears so gently.

Instead of answering, Lengkara was even more crying. No matter if the makeup on his face now faded, clearly Lengkara really needed to vent his disappointment.

He no longer had the strength to be angry, to ask this and that because he was already tired. Just tears, just like that she could do. Yudha's question that actually cares about the husband makes Lengkara's heart scratched.

"Cry, but after this already .. later your head hurts, Ra," Yudha said without rising, although honestly he really wanted to force Lengkara to stop.

"Mas why? Don't you love me anymore? Where were your promises, Mom?" His voice began to hoarse, Lengkara's head had been very sick in fact.

"Sorry, I can't keep those promises, Ra."

He no longer calls out darling every sentence. Although it is still as gentle, but Lengkara Yudha is different. The man let out a rough sigh, he asked Lengkara to be a little calmer.

"Quiet down? How can I calm down, Mom? Mas threw me away, "cried Lengkara still as he pleased and tears that also stopped breaking there.

"No, Lengkara .. absolutely tid_"

"no? Then what did you do? Do you think I'm that stupid? Is that how little I mean by your side to drag everyone into lying to me?"

"No, Kara!! Mas this way because you mean even your standing surpasses my own!! I love you, very!! But realistically, I can't keep my promise to you, Ra."

The regret that yesterday was stifled exploded also in the end after hearing Yudha's reply. He was angry, it felt even more angry than this nothing. The unilateral decision that Yudha chose and dragged himself made Lengkara seem to want to go crazy.

"Hm, I was forced .. only Bima is worthy and I can trust."

"That's great, Mas decided something without thinking how I feel? Mas know .... in this way will not work to make me whole, but destroyed," lirih Lengkara weakened, too forced to scream making his head feel heavy.

"Egoist you, Mas," he added, again throbbing, the fact that he cannot be angry. Just venting anger, it has now weakened again.

"Here you listen mas .. For now it may feel selfish, you may be angry and you will accept. But the one thing you need to know your life is still long, you don't want to curb you in tears that will eventually torture yourself."

"We can't be together, Ra .. mas isn't perfect, what do you expect from a man like me."

"Mas is only paralyzed, not dead" Lengkara stared intently at Yudha after revealing the sentence, even when he was in front of him, Yudha remained selfish as well.

"A month and two months you may be able to accept, but if you die like this?Do not torture yourself Lengkara, mas do not want it to happen .. mas do not know when can recover, just live the destiny that already exists."

"I still want to," said Lengkara wiping his tears rough, for life maybe only Yudha who made him willing to beg for the sake of being together.

"The unwilling Mas, Lengkara," Yudha said then sighing deeply, this unexpected encounter really made her heart shake, presumably Bima failed and let her guard down while at Kara's side.

"Wouldn't you?" asked Lengkara as if in disbelief, this was not the first refusal, but at the beginning they were dating and Yudha had rejected it.

In the silence of Lengkara still waiting for Yudha's reply, she no longer cried after expelling all the resentment and annoyance in her mind. Unbeknownst to them, if outside the room to the heart that joined to feel the pain of hearing their meeting.

"Bima .. This is the lunch box, just met," said his mother handed the object to Bima, my eyes seemed to understand what was happening until the mother just stroked Bima's shoulder slowly.

"But, you are also responsible for this matter, son."

"Your silence completely swept me away, Lengkara," Bima's inner closed her eyes and peeked at the base of her nose. Starting from Bima's suspicion on the car parked not far from her home, Bima chose to return and the man's hunch was true, Lengkara had indeed taken steps without her guessing.

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- To Be Continued