Wife Unvalued

CHAPTER 30 - End

"For that, from this second ...."

Bima's tongue is as strong as I can say it, but as quickly as possible Bima acted a little calmer. He stared at the beautiful bead stick Lengkara who had recently lost her series. However Bima denied, still the main cause is himself.

"You are not my wife anymore" said Bima after stopping for quite a long time, when Lengkara was also drowning with perfectly rounded eyes.

She did not dream, Bima dropped the talaq right on the night she wanted to give her inner living. Although not love, but Lengkara's heart rumbled to hear Bima's decision.

"Mas dropped the talc just now?" tanya Lengkara made sure with increasingly wet eyes, without the cue Bima dropped talak.

"Hm I let you go, I don't want to coerce you .. Before I get far, I can't be sure I can make your mind happy, Lengkara. In your eyes is another man, and I'm sure as hard as you can try, your love has run out in the past."

Bima is a child who was raised without ever feeling love and affection in childhood. Her life was always just about tears and tears, and she did not want those feelings to last until the end of her life.

Just as Yudha was able to make Lengkara live a life of unwilling death, she also wanted to feel the same way, but right now it was not Lengkara. Bima is not a man who dares to impose his will even if he wants to.

Which man is not interested in Lengkara, the charm of the woman makes Bima flutter and does not lie at all. However, if with him will continue to be so, Bima is not powerful.

Not unwilling to struggle, but what he understood about love was a two-way feeling. It can't be forced, and it clearly has to be done with the old man. If Yudha is gone or Yudha hurts Lengkara first, maybe Bima could continue his steps.

However, if the situation is like this Bima's heart hurts too. Lengkara who often cried behind him is proof that he was very sick and Yudha's position will not be replaced. Bima knew herself, she did not want to force and was too long immersed in the charade.

"I'm so grateful to know you .. I thought I could make you happy at first, but the more here I'm convinced that being by my side only makes you more hurt, more tormented."

"But why all of a sudden?"

Lengkara did not understand how he felt at this time, he was already chaotic and now more chaotic. Bima smiled wryly, she stared fixedly at Lengkara's confused face.

"Not suddenly, Ra .. isn't faster better? I don't want to torture you for too long, you and Yudha are the same. Equally stubborn, before I'm stubborn it's also better we end it."

Bima looked down deeply, she had already thought before this. It's not easy, what they do is a marriage. A marriage that Lengkara did not want at all, although Lengkara did not rebel and forced the request to be released, but little heart Bima sure the desire must be there.

If it waits for Yudha then all will be for nothing, the man is stubborn and drowns in his slump. His lips may be sincere, but the heart is not necessarily. Evidently yesterday he met Yudha, the man pondered and was not as usual.

The feeling of binding the two people too tightly, Bima could not force to be a third party. Again and again, Bima does not want to be a thorn and regret Lengkara in the future.

"From the beginning it was all wrong, our marriage started as a lie. The happiness that Yudha meant I could never give at all, my whole life will be overshadowed by guilt."

"Go back to Yudha, she loves you so much and so do you. I don't mean to toy with marriage, if at first it's not like this, even if you don't love me maybe I'll think again."

Being in a very difficult position, Bima witnessed many wounds in the hearts of two people who love each other. As his mother said, if Yudha could not, then it was Bima's duty to take over.

In addition, Bima also believes that if there was no her and the marriage did not happen, Yudha will do different things. What Yudha did was a form of anxiety, her psychic was depressed at that time to the point of despair and worried that her partner would not be happy.

If he retreated, then the tangled threads could slowly be knitted. Yudha will accept Lengkara, and their ideals will be achieved perfectly. Yes, Bima is very sure about it.

"You realize what you're doing, Mom? Why you ... God, why all the selfish? Do I really have no price?" asked Lengkara a little misunderstood, he knew it was difficult, but again he learned to accept even though it was very forced.

"No, Lengkara .. quite the opposite. You know my mom? Papa got married because he was forced to .. even though Mom loved papa, but papa's love did not change to her lover and ended in betrayal. A little illogical, but love is not logic isn't it?"

Lengkara is rooted, he should be happy because after this he is free. But her tears still fell. At all she did not have the ideals of being a widow, but before that Bima took the time to embrace her for a while.

Not as a husband, but maybe someone who cares about his crying. "Don't cry, you're not wrong here, I'll talk to papa," said Bima gently rubbed the top of Lengkara's head, last time because after this will not be like this again.

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- To Be Continued