Wife Unvalued

CHAPTER 48 - There!!

"If you ask, is there still a chance to be your husband again, Ra?"

"A chance?"

"Hm, mas want us to start all over ... without lies, and fix what we once arranged even if only briefly," added Bima staring Lengkara so close, in one go.

Quite a difficult question, Lengkara obviously can not be as easy to answer. If only about them it might be possible, but for this matter the problem is papa Mikhail.

Yes, both Lengkara and Bima should remember very well how angry the man when Bima returned Lengkara to his parents' house, even though it was fine still free. He was already angry and wrathful, to throw a sentence that felt very impossible for Bima to return to him.

"Mas a little did not know himself yes, Ra ... it was easy to ask for a referral," said Bima then rose and changed his position. Just like Yudha, he was embarrassed as well actually, but Bima felt better embarrassed, presumably about Lengkara the man no longer cared about self-esteem.

"Easy dropping talaq?" tanya Lengkara smiled wryly, she also sat down and looked for a comfortable position to talk.

"Pronouncing it may be easy, but you know how hard it is to weigh the decision back then? At first I thought if forced with me you would be tormented, your story with Yudha is not over and I do not want to be his shadow ...." Bima let out a long sigh, she needed the readiness to express everything she felt without any residuals.

"But as it turns out, once you've chosen to go .. mas feels better being his shadow than having to lose you without a trace, Ra. Cih, funny huh? Maybe now you're mocking me and laughing with my regret .. And what you think is right, I'm sorry and just think of licking my own spit like you said yesterday."

Bima who spoke at length, but Lengkara who let out a long sigh. I don't know why he's even tight to hear the words of Bima. Several times Lengkara often cursed him because he was too lazy to talk, but once the length of his speech was this deep.

In fact, there is absolutely no thought of Lengkara waiting for Bima's regret. Even though the talak that Bima dropped was still sick, but Lengkara understood the purpose of Bima. He just didn't want to be a shadow of Yudha, that's all.

"In life the opportunity is always there, Mas .. but for this problem I can not give a definite answer because there is a father who destroyed it more than me after our divorce."

Lengkara spoke according to the facts alone, he did not give hope, but did not decide dreams. It is true, there was his papa who at that time cried longer than Lengkara, was injured more severely than Lengkara, and fell in regret every time he saw his daughter.

"Hm, I understand that."

Bima nodded deeply, without Lengkara explaining at length, clearly he understood. Nevertheless, Bima did not care even if he had to kneel again, considered licking his own saliva or something like that.

Long enough both of them were silent, deserted to shackle until Lengkara slowly returned to lay down his body. After speaking that seriously, he suddenly shuddered in horror for what reason.

"Mas isn't done yet, Ra .. don't sleep yet."

"Speak, I haven't slept," replied Lengkara looking forward, he who was a little nervous in front of Bima was getting nervous as soon as he poured out the contents of the heart that tore Lengkara's mind.

"The answer that you gave in the name of Papa, is it okay to know the answer in accordance with your true heart, Lengkara?" bima asked again, Lengkara's answer that he had heard was a little ambiguous and Bima was not so satisfied.

"Yes, about that," Bima replied later.

Lengkara who was already nervous, now quivered and his ears suddenly deaf. His mind went everywhere, until when Bima approached and touched his back, Lengkara gasped and the woman's body trembled instantly.

"Mas don't get close, sana .. I was traumatized so," he said immediately made Bima's hand accidentally patted his shoulder.

Trauma he said, when the trauma should be Bima, not Lengkara. In fact, the man patted him just because Lengkara suddenly flinched exactly the victim who was being controlled by magic.

"The answer used to be the question, just stay away," replied Bima a little selfish tonight, one of the rare things actually.

"There," answered Lengkara briefly, densely and managed to make Bima smile thinly, it is up to how the obvious later Lengkara kindly gave him a chance.

"really? You're not lying?" Not satisfied just once, he wanted to ask a second time like Lengkara who also acted a while ago.

"Yes ...."

"I didn't hear."

"Yes, Mom!! Deaf yes, sana sleep .. This is why again suddenly here, back there," said Lengkara looking at him sharply, while Bima still holding his position, with his position, the boundary he had created was already at the tip of his foot.

"Alright, thank you for answering him, Lengkara," he said then without warning to kiss Lengkara's forehead until the woman's eyes were perfectly rounded. Not only a glimpse, but long enough and this is the habit of Bima when she was her husband.

"Sleep .. sweet dreams, I'm sorry it was the worst wound for you."

After just peeking his forehead, Bima again made Lengkara porak poranda soul when the man rubbed his face and the top of his head. Bima is the definition of a man who is difficult to guess, what he does is often unexpected even though sometimes it is economical to talk.

"She has not changed at all .. Only then do I understand what Sean means, I am too excessive in loving someone. To the point that I close my eyes to the man I need, for the man I want so much."

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- To Be Continued