
...I will not choose to be loved or to love...
...Because with you I'll make both...
Akbar
Hayohh ngaku with the author here who has been preaching akbar ? Crazy babang akbar glow up his not maen. I was a director plus a master's degree in overseas graduates.
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Weekends are the schedule for Violine to visit Bram's house to invite the children to play. So shocked Bram to forget to tell that today Bella also visited to meet the children.
The sound of the sea bell made Ayu rush to the source of the sound. Ayu opened the door and was a bit nervous as soon as she saw Violine who was already standing in front of the door.
" Why is that surprised Yu ? Is something wrong ? "
" Not ma'am .. Login ? "
" Thank you, hmm by the way whose car is in front ? "
" That .. Bella Ma'am "
" Anabella ? Is he back ? "
Violine's step was stopped because she saw Bella who was now feeding her two children alternately while smiling so beautiful even with eyes that were careless.
" Bella .. " Call Violine, Bella reflex glances and there stands the woman who was the cause of the destruction of their household.
Ck still has the courage you stare at me without sin
Bella muttered in her heart
" Oh there's Miss Violine here. Please come in "
" Call Vio Bel, no need to be that formal. When did you come back ? " Task Vio and sit at the table opposite Bella
" Yight .. "
" Thank God, the kids have been waiting for you for a long time. You shouldn't have left. "
" If you hadn't been among us, of course I wouldn't have left. " Bella smiling devil stared intently at Violet
Violine can not argue Bella's argument, Violine rose up not want to extend the problem Vio passed looking for Bram who was still sitting in the yard.
" dear .. " Call Vio while embracing Bram's shoulder from behind
" Bella ? "
" Bella ? Why Bella ? It's me Violine. Don't tell me you wish Bella did. "
" Aren't you, sorry my focus was interrupted because there was Bella. "
" What are you doing here by yourself ? "
" I don't think I have the face to face Bella. "
" Why ? "
" No, why should I feel guilty ? I didn't take you from him. We got in touch after you got divorced. "
" Huh that's it .. Today you better spend some time alone huh ? Let Bella be with the kids first. "
" Okay, no problem, but I want you. "
" I'm sorry Vio my head is so dizzy. I want to rest, right ? "
" Hmm so yeah "Violine looked down disappointed, Vio tifak thought Bram would change so quickly when Bella came.
Bram Tau Violine was disappointed, Bram immediately pulled Vio's body in his arms and stroked Vio's hair gently. Bella from the direction of the dining room just stared at the disgust of the intimacy of the two. His heart was burning, but Bella did not show it. Sooner or later this will happen and Bella will have to get used to it.
Bella takes her eyes off and refocuses on the kids. Before long Bella's phone rings, Akbar contacts her using a video call. As usual, Akbar has been making video calls lately because he worries and misses Bella.
" Hi Bar .. "
" Hey where are you again ? What are your eyes ? "
" I'm at the kids' house. Of course I'm crying when I'm touched to see the kids again "
" Oh yeah ? Where I see Zayn and Queen.
Bella switched her camera using the back camera.
" Say Hi Queen there is Uncle Akbar. You still know him ? "
" Uncle .. Yes I know mom "
" Hi Queen has grown my Queen. Later uncle go home with Queen with Zayn play huh ? "
" Ok uncle Queen same dede wait huh ? "
" Prepared to do the princess. "
Bella smiled happily at Akbar who was so attentive to her two children. Akbar does not discriminate even though Akbar hates Bram but Akbar still gives the same affection to Zayn.
Behind Bella's happy smile, there was a slashed heart. Bram behind Bella notices them without Bella noticing. Violine is gone, Bram initially wants to see Bella and apologizes in person. But once seeing the closeness of Bella and Akbar, Bram's heart again inflamed. Bram paused his intention, then returned to his room to calm down for a moment.
I thought your departure would put Akbar at a distance. It turns out you're getting closer to him. Did you intentionally hurt me Bel ?
Inner Bram lirih
Bram opened the nightstand in his room, still neatly stored his photos with Bella. Bram gently rubbed Bella's face from the picture frame.
Bram was stunned to see a photo of Bella's adorable expression while wearing their wedding reception shirt first. Bella looks graceful and beautiful. It is still clear in Bram's memory how happy Bella used to be to welcome their new life. Although it started from an agreement, but Bella did her duty as a wife well. Bella never gave up on Bram's behavior that often does rough and whim. Bella also serves Bram wholeheartedly even though Bram does not give her the love she deserves.
This guilt bell is gonna kill me. Memories of you are so beautiful yet poisoning me made me feel suffocated and almost dead. I miss you I miss us.
Bram hugged a picture of Bella in his chest and then took her lying on the bed while continuing to remember their past.
In the lounge Bella was cool to play with Queen while Zayn was in his carrier to sleep. Bella looked at them clingy no longer wanted to take off the two. However, there are a few years left to complete the study. Now is not the time for Bella to bring back the kids, Bella has to make sure she is really strong and worthy. For a while, as long as Bram doesn't limit it let it be like this. But once Bram repeats his stupid actions, Bella will not hesitate to fight and demand him to court.
Just look at Bram, once again you make me suffer. I'll make you cry blood hoping for forgiveness. I will make you the loneliest man in the world.
Not only did Bella realize her words, Bram had already felt that since two years ago. It's just that it can still be treated because of the presence of children on his side.