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Bella POVs

I woke up in the morning staring at the handsome face of my husband who almost 7 years this makes me fall awake, even so I could never not help but love him. I love her so much that I couldn't accept this feeling at first, but I ended up putting my heart back on her.

" Morning .. " Bram blinked as my eyes intensely stared at him.

" The Morning Bram "

" Have you seen me since, huh ? I woke up not because it was morning but I woke up because from earlier on your breath anget on my face "Bram chuckled making my cheeks instantly reddened.

Shit I was caught watching.

" Bram .. You know what ? I think I fellin in love with you in the morning "

" Why ? "

" For every time I open my eyes and look at you, I feel the sun rising, my life shining. " I felt Bram's face that I haven't seen in 7 years any significant changes.

" I want to bales you said but honestly I'm speechless. I feel the dream "

" Yes and your dreams come true .. " I look at him in the mirror.

Either because of the hormones of pregnant women or because I am too happy, I feel that I have to fill my whole heart to my eyes that can not stem tears, happy tears. I clenched my arms at him and began to sob in his arms. Maybe now Bram is surprised because I just arrived crying.

Please forgive Bram, this is how pregnant women are

" You why the Bel ? Happy but crying until as much as you like .. " Bram lifted my face and wiped away the tears.

" I'm so grateful to be back with you, you know how heavy it was years ago ? " I started telling Bram a lot of things.

" I must sincerely you get your true love, I release children for my education, I stay in the country of people I did not think before could nyampe there, he said, I'm separated from the children, I hate the same situation but I can't hate you. " I said while sobbing.

" And what makes it all heavier is the fact that I have to cram everything without you "I go on.

I saw the two eyes watering, the surroundings were starting to get reddish. If my guess is correct, Bram is currently the same as I was holding back tears. The shade and sadness that I could see from the look of Bram's eyes.

" I don't know you're that sick, but I also know at least how it feels. I suffered when you left, my heart was empty Bell even though there was Violine by my side. If I'm honest, when we were on vacation together it was the last moment I wanted to do with you and the kids, I decided I was going to leave and had no intention of coming back. I signed up to be a medical volunteer abroad to be placed in a conflict zone. Do you know the reason ? " I was shocked and shook my head for a moment.

" I'm empty Bel I give up on life, I hope death picks me up, at least I become a useful human if I die on the battlefield. At that time I no longer think about what the future will be like because life itself I no longer crave it. "

" Bram .. " I grabbed his arm, it was unthinkable to me as frustrated as Bram was about our relationship, his life. I refused for years, I sneered at him with sharp words, I treated him harshly without me knowing he was suffering alone.

" Many colleagues are hostile to me because I was involved in a scandal, my best friend stayed away, you went abroad, even daddy removed my position. In the hospital I was on the lips, no one respected me so much as just to lick me. In college, I was treated like a Bel criminal. " Shut Bram with tears that began to fall in the corner of his eyes.

" Then the night came, and this little baby grew in your womb. At first I was worried that you would reject me and eliminate him. But with the airy chest you back, since then my world began to glow again Bel. In our relationship you are the true sun. " Continue Bram while rubbing my stomach gently.

" Maybe God bring him to save me Bel. God also softens your heart to accept me, if the opposite had happened I might not have been here. " I now cover Bram's lips with mine, I don't want to listen to these hurtful words anymore. It's more painful than when I found out the truth that there was another woman among us.

I let go of my pangutan then sobbed on Bram's burly shoulder.

" Disrupt whatever you are, please never think again to give up. Even if I don't exist, you have children. And I can't raise a child without you Bram. "

" We are like a pair of legs supporting one body, if one is broken the other will limp. When our feet are limping, even our bodies must be limping, dragging them in the most terrible wounds. That's how me and the kid without you Bram "

" Thank you for making me feel so meaningful and loved Bel .. " Bram returned my embrace warmly while rubbing my back, spreading a warm feeling that was able to calm me at this moment.

After a few tears stopped, I felt much better thanks to Bram's gentle touch. It's been a long time since we've been able to talk like this, we've finally expressed feelings for each other, we're blowing up trash that's piling up in our hearts, it weighs on our lives more than we can support.

Seeing me who was calm Bram asked permission to take a shower first which I immediately agreed. Bram got up from our bed, picked up his towel and went into the bathroom. The atmosphere became silent when there was no Bram by my side, then I began to imagine what if Bram's initial words and intentions happened. Bram goes to conflict territory, Bram loses his life and returns to being just a corpse with the fact that he chose to die on the battlefield for giving up on me and his life.

I shuddered in horror and could only cry imagining my hands touching her stiff body and I regretted my whole life for coining the wounds and destroying her life.

" O Lord, this is sick, please take care not to take her that fast. Let us be happy and together see our children grow even if you give us a chance to age with our grandchildren. " Batiku berdo.

Behind the mistakes we made there was great wisdom in it. Behind my decision that was initially so heavy and painful it turned out that I had just saved the man I loved, our son and even myself.