
Unlike Queen who can recognize her mommy quickly, Zayn looks confused and amazed.
" Hello Zayn .. " Call Bella in front of her son's brownish nanar
" This is mommy baby, Zayn knows mommy ? " Bella tries to establish communication with Zayn still while holding Queen
For God's sake, Bella wanted to scream while sobbing when she saw her youngest son no longer even knew her. His heart was broken to pieces as Zayn instead slouched his face on Ayu's shoulder as if afraid of Bella.
" Mommy down .. " Pinta Queen and Bella immediately release Queen from her sling
" No papa de, don't be afraid. This is mommy that every mallem nemenin we bobo. " She said softly to her sister.
" Yes Zayn is a mommy who likes to sing for Zayn on tv "Ayu reassured
" Mommy tried to sing you are my sunshine that mommy recorded. Every Zayn bobo mallem loves that horrifying. " Obviously Queen while hugging her beloved doll
With a trembling voice and still tears. Bella began to open her voice, initially so weak because Bella also felt her throat suffocated until at her reff Bella's voice began to stabilize. With hope and love Bella looked at Zayn's face and then stroked her cheek for the first time in two years.
...You are my sunshine...
...You are my sunshine...
...My only sunshine...
...My only sunshine...
...You make me happy...
...You make me happy...
...When skies are gray...
...When the sky is gray...
...You'll never know dear...
...You will never know, baby...
...How Much I Love You...
...How much I Love You...
...Please don't take...
...Please don't take it...
...My sunshine away's...
...My sunshine...
Bella finished her song and then, just before long, a word came out of Zayn's little mouth.
" Mommy .. " Call Zayn who now recognizes Bella's voice.
" Yes Zayn is mommy. My little prince can talk. Thank you son, thank you. " Bella carries the small body of Zayn who is now ready in her touch
" I'm sorry mommy didn't give you Zayn, mommy wasn't there on your first move, mommy doesn't know the first word you say and mommy is never there for you when you're sick or in trouble. Forgive mommy forgive mommy Queen Zayn. " Bella clutches her two children tightly.
A very emotional moment for them until Bram and Ayu also shed tears powerless to hold back the day. Bram also condemned his foolish behavior in the past, if he did not behave so arrogantly maybe both Bella or the children would not lose the moment they grew up together.
Bram felt guilty for that.
" Mommy, we miss you so bad. Thank you and I love you " Queen said sincerely while wiping Bella's tears
" I love you too Queen, thank you for what dear ? "
" Thank you that mommy came home safe and healthy as daddy always taught Queen when praying mommy. "
" really ? "
" O Queen asks, O Allah save and make sure mommy wherever mommy is. Bring back our mommy home in good condition and in abundance to happiness. Daddy invited Queen to pray if Queen misses mommy. "
At first glance Bella looked at Bram who still could not stop her tears.
Thank you Bram, maybe you failed to be my husband but you managed to become the father of our children
Inner Bella who was unable to say it directly
" Hmm if you don't mind you can accompany the kids to breakfast. I'm gonna get some fresh air first. " Said Bram trying to melt the atmosphere that became so awkward for him.
Bram set foot into the yard, Bram sat in the garden chair while staring at the children's toys lying on the playmat. Bram imagines Bella and the kids being there enjoying every stage of their growth and development that Bram had taken forcibly for the past two years. Bram imagines how happy Bella is with her sweet smile seeing Zayn's first steps, hearing the first word that comes out of Zayn's lips is 'daddy' and imagining how jealous Bella heard that and then took it out by hitting Bram's arm until they laughed loosely together as a whole and warm family.
Tears rolled back on Bram's cheeks when he imagined those beautiful things, where had he been? Bram stared at her trembling hand, the hand that once hurt Bella the hand that took Bella off through a single-handed wound that even presumptuously snatched the children from her Mother.
" Bell, I'm guilty of a lot of things to you. And I'm too embarrassed to apologize and admit it. " Say Bram while sighing.
" Since you left I've never felt perfect again. The woman I'm after can't replace your warmth. I ignored the real you in pursuit of obsession. " Subsequently Bram monologue.
Bram rubbed his face and hair, not without Bram all this time. Since leaving Bella, Bram almost every night has nightmares about their breakup. Bram no longer has an appetite for a variety of needs including biological needs, Bram became so cold and frozen. That is also the reason why his engagement with Violine which has been established for almost 1 year never ended in the guarantee. Bram is afraid he cannot fulfill his duties as a husband.
The relationship between Bram and his daddy never improved, maybe Albert gave his blessing not without reason and mature thinking. All because of the role of Bella, Bella who was directly before her departure to Japan was inscribed with a message that Albert gave up his marriage to Beam who had run aground and let Bram make a choice and move on.
The Flashback
Bella with limited time asked to speak privately with Albert. Of course Albert welcomed the invitation of his son-in-law. For Albert Bella still his daughter-in-law, even became his daughter even though they were divorced.
" Daddy, sorry if it's sudden. Bella will be gone for a while. " Say Bella without a stale base
" Where to go ? "
" Bella takes a student exchange program to Japan, Bella needs time to reflect alone. And as we agreed, Bella would leave the kids to Bram. "
" Don't be rash to decide something, son. Zayn is very small. He needs you. "
" I know Dad, it's just that Bella's staying here and feeling like she can't breathe. " Bella's lips shook with the tears that were about to come down.
" Did Bram hurt you ? Let dad teach that brash kid a lesson. "
" No dad. Bella please, please let us say our farewell. Nothing can be saved or repaired anymore. Let Bram live his life by his choice, because even if my dad gets in the way of Bram, Bella and Bram are unlikely to reunite. "
" Then dad has to let Bram have fun on top of your suffering ? Dad can't take that ! " Albert kicked the table in disbelief
" It's okay Dad, it's better for us. Simply pay attention to the choice of Bram right or not for children. That way, Bram will be able to move on and not be depressed so that Bram can also take good care of the children. All this Bella did for Zayn and Queen. "
Bella insisted on begging Albert, since then Albert softened to let Bram make a decision according to his wishes. Albert only focused on watching Violine's movements. After nearly a year of observing and withholding his blessing, Albert finally blessed their relationship. After that they immediately inaugurated their relationship to the engagement level.
Flashback Off
Despite giving his blessing, Albert could not cover up his disappointment with Bram and Violine. Albert did not say anything, but Albert immediately acted to limit interaction with his son and prospective son-in-law to a minimum. Like there's a solid wall between Albert and Bram. If not Bella's request, even to death Albert did not want to approve their relationship.
And Bram who felt that, so bad as a child who dumped his parents. Maybe this is called karma. Bram takes the right of the children with his Mother and God retaliates by taking Bram's right to be with her daddy. How ironic.