Wife Show President
About the past
At 22.30WIB
Bella turned on the tv in her room. Bram is busy with his work. Even if you are on leave, work cannot be left behind, Bram thought.
“Bella, Queen is asleep why don't you go to bed?" Tanya Bram opened the conversation
“Down Mr.Bram, I have severe insomnia. Never sleep before midnight." Bella answered briefly
“Then, all this time what do you do when everyone is asleep?” Bram responds to Bella's statement
“Whatever, watch a meal make a game play novel. When I'm tired I fall asleep on my own" Bella explains
“It seems you not only have a sleep disorder, but also a psychological disturbance Bell" Bram chatted while staying focused on his laptop
“True, even a few times it occurred to me that dying was better than living a burden like this" replied Bella santei
As Bram froze, he turned away from his laptop and stared at Bella
“Why look at me like that? Weird right? Haha. People think I'm fine because I'm a cheerful person. They don't know I'm actually laughing at my own bad luck" continued Bella calmly “Luckily I realized it, so I worked hard to overcome my own psychic disorder. I often consulted my psychologist friend. Slowly I can get up." Bella closes her curses
“Since when? Do you still need professional help? I can suggest my friends." Bram's
“Since when I didn't know but since I was in high school I've been hurting myself a lot. Then it's been a long time. I never sleep comfortably. Even during the day, I cannot be calm. Yes, sometimes I still consult my best friend, and it's okay to bother you. We just go through our respective tasks" replied Bella firmly
Bram no longer dares to disturb Bella's past, it feels that this moment is not right. Bella has not fully recovered. If Bram drags Bella into the past, it is not impossible that Bella will fall again.
“Alright" Bram replied briefly
“Oh yes Bella, besides at work just call me Bram do not need to use frills. What would your parents think if we kept stiff like that." Bram's Word
“That's true too, but I feel disrespectful. After all you are 10 years older than me hahaha" replied Bella teasing Bram
“I'm not that old as Bella, I'm still strong enough to overwhelm you if you want" Bram smiled mischievously
“Stop Bram, I'll sleep good night and keep that bolster in the middle lest you mess around" Bella turned her back to Bram and turned off her TV. Bram just chuckles at Bella's behavior.
“What happened to you Bella? I have to know, I'm sure if I asked you directly you'd only answer with your witty joke. I better find out for myself." Bram murmured inwardly.
“Bella, she says likes to stay up late. This hour is sleeping." Bram wiggles Bella's body
“Pasih ih disturb aja. Queen will wake up." Reply Bella lazily
“Can I borrow your HP? I'm not sleepy and my job is done. I want a collection of any game on your HP" Pinta Bram
“Maybe, but don't lose. You're gonna ruin my performance. Sandy 121212. If you lose I won't lend you my whole life again" Bella warned
“Quiet Bell, I'm a smart and quick learner." Answer Bram
Bram starts opening Bella's HP. “Sorry Bella, I'm violating your privacy for now." - Inner Bram
The photo collection that Bram first saw, nothing special. There are some pictures of Bella, Queen and Adam. No problem in Bram's heart, Queen must know her father. Maybe Bella's saving it for Queen later. Continue to his private message. Most messages are about work, promotions, conversations with customers and friends. Then there is a message that is quite long when scrolling from someone named “Anya".
Bram POVs
“Ah looks like this is the best friend Bella talked about earlier" I said in my heart.
It turned out that my guess was right, from the conversation Bella talked about her life to Anya and asked for some solutions to her problems. It turns out that Bella is really struggling to cope with her psychic disorder. From their conversation there was one that made me shudder. Bella has been the victim of sexual assault by her ex-husband, infidelity, and Bella and Adam's toxic relationship has been going on since Bella went to school. Adam makes Bella helpless with his threat. Every time a man approaches Bella Adam will go mad and threaten to hurt them and every Bella befriended a woman Adam will approach them and make them uncomfortable. It all goes on until they have the Queen. Here Bella struggles alone for 8 years of their relationship. “Foolish love" I'm in
Adam makes Bella live like in hell, Bella harbors all of herself without complaining to her parents for fear of adding to their burden. Bella says that she is like an undead without a passion for the world, Bella just lives waiting to die or waiting for a miracle.
“It's worth it that he always hurts himself" I cursed Bella's stupidity
What Adam did was not love. Except for obsession. I finally found a common thread about Bella's past. Although it is incomplete, at least I have the big picture.
I switched on another long conversation between Bella and her SPV Akbar. During this time Akbar was Bella's shelter turned out, I accidentally read the expression of love from Akbar who was reciprocated by the same feeling by Bella. I understand, for a year back Akbar was the one who gave back to Bella. Of course his heart will melt, I have no problem with this. What I regret is that they expressed feelings for each other just a few days before we got married. Their feelings ran aground because they had been hindered by my proposal. Bella in position is not possible to cancel because it has received “upahnya" nor Akbar can not hinder because abstinence also for him applying on the proposal of others. I salute their commitment.
“I'm sorry Akbar, Bella. If I had known earlier, I might have canceled it myself." My mind regrets
I think today is enough to find out, the rest I can do later. I turned off Bella's phone and started to close my eyes.
