Wife Show President
Baby Blues
It has been 2 weeks since Bella returned from the hospital, Bram has not been able to return to work because of the focus on caring for them. Bram comes to the office once in a while if there are meetings that Kevin can't handle.
“Bram ..” Call Bella
“Why?” Bram replied briefly
“When do you want to start normal work? I'm healthy Bram” Tanya Bella
“Iya I'm back tomorrow”
“Good ..”
Bram leaves Bella in the room and goes down to the kitchen to make milk for Bella.
“Ayu ..” Call Bram
“Ah Yes Mr Bram, need something?” Ask Ayu
“No Yu, I'll just make milk for Bella. What are you doing?”
“So .. This makes fried rice Sir I felt hungry earlier had not had time to eat dinner because it ngelonin Queen” explained Ayu
“Thank you Yu for taking care of my children” Bram smiled
“Indeed it's my job pak”
“Hopefully Bella can also be as careful as you are Yu” Bram said softly
“Wah if Bu Bella is much more attentive than I Pak” Ayu replied
“Entah Yu, at first I thought so too. But now-now ko weird ya Yu. Since returning home little by little Bella changed. Not really Yu? Tanya Bram was serious
“Hm how ya Sir. Afraid I might even be provoked. I'm also a bit strange see Bu Bella” Obviously Ayu
“It's really not me who feels. Bella is so sensitive she doesn't want to take care of the kids. More often alone watch the most. In fact, direct listening is rare. Frequently pumping first” Clear Bram
“Try Mr. Communication to Bu Bella, maybe I have a problem Pak” Saran Ayu
“Udah ever Yu, he just answered cape want yourself first”
“Papa sir I'll talk to you later. Maybe my mom wants to open”
“Thank you Yu, you can always count on” Bram pat Ayu on the shoulder and pass back to Bella's room to deliver milk.
Beep .. Room door beeping open
“I bring milk, you drink first” Tell Bram
“Ok. Thanks Bram ..”
“Hmm .. Bella, just below I saw Ayu at this hour just had a really cute dinner” Gerrutu Bram
“Oh yes? Then why not eat earlier?” Ask Bella
“How do you eat try? He's got two babies now. Why don't you ever hold it?” Ask Bram
“I want to, really want to just know that with them I like emotional. Sometimes cry, sometimes angry fear even those who become emotional victims I” explained Bella
“You need anything? Rich consultation to a psychiatrist so that time can help” Tawar Bram
“Haha I'm not depressed either, just hit the baby blues at most will not lama” explained Bella
“Ya but right if in this fear getting worse”
“I can take care of my self, okay !” Jerky Bella
“Okay, it's up to you aja” Bram go to the balcony
Dibalkon Bram ruffled his hair confused, Bella's behavior more and more far compared to before. Maybe hormone factors, maybe tired, maybe baby blues all likely already Bram think and try to neutralize but Bella remains difficult to control.
“Pak Bram, alright?” Suddenly Ayu came from behind
“I'm fine Yu. What's up?” Ask Bram
“Before I want to close the door to the balcony I think there is no one pak” explained Ayu
“Oh, haven't slept Yu?” Ask Bram
“Not sir, it's done making milk for Queen”
“If Zayn cries love to his momy. He said he was fine. So just so Bella megang her own son” Gerutu Bram
“That's not it sir, pity Bu Bella. I will again need our support” Saran Ayu
“My fantasy how is Yu? I also cape, tired, confused, same need support”
“Quiet sir, there will be me. I focus on work again so as not to stress the same about home affairs. Let my home business handle pak” Pinta Ayu
“Thank you Yu already understand my situation and Bella”
“No problem sir. Now better mr break”
“Iya Yu, I went to the first room” Bram passed leaving Ayu
“Some time sir Bram, already cape ngurus kid cape work mind also same Bu Bella” Sympati Ayu
At 3 pm Bram woke up from his sleep, seen next to his bed empty. There's no Bella there. Bram went and looked for Bella to the bathroom but there was nothing to go around looking for the children's room and then Bella was standing next to the baby box. Bella just stared at her kids clingy not touching not even making a sound.
“Bella ..” Call a soft Bram
“Husst later woke them” Bella turned around and approached Bram
“Why?” Ask Bella
“What are you doing standing there?” Ask Bram
“I miss them Bram, only at night can I meet them without hearing their whining and crying” Bella explained
“Teach Bell, babies and children will definitely whine a lot and cry”
“I know, but I don't like that. So while I can't calm myself down, I can't calm them down. There I will instead make them hurt” explained Bella
“So all this time every night you come here to see them?” Bram asked again
“Yes sure, I've been here since 1 o'clock earlier”
“I guess you don't care about the kids” Sindir Bram
“Come Bram, I conceived and gave birth to them. They're my kids. Where I might not care. It's just that I don't want to hurt them as much as you do Bram. I told you to go back to work not unhappy that you were with me, but I was afraid that seeing my attitude would hurt you”
“Then why don't you behave normally like you used to?”
“Now, who wants to be like this Bram? I don't want to either. I need time”
“It was always Bell, when I gave all my time to you to the kids but nothing changed. I was just as tired” Bram back to the room leaving Bella still frozen with the words Bram
Bella Pov's
There's not much Bram said but it can stab me in the heart. Maybe Bram thinks it's easy for me, even though I'm in trouble.
“You who took my life, now you who feel the victim Bram” Innerku
I had planned to live well after our separation, but because Bram dragged me that night forced me to repeat the past situation and now I gave birth to her child. I've accepted that I forgive him but Bram still demands something from me.
“What else am I lacking to give you Bram?” I dropped my body and sat holding both legs. My tears broke unbearably again. I feel like no one understands my position, but I'm like this because I don't want to hurt anyone. I could have forced myself, but if I couldn't control myself, everything would still blame me.
