
Mami Alisa and Mama Rani carry baskets of roses to sprinkle on her grave Zahra. The other four Zahra sisters are also currently crouching in front of the mound of the tomb of Zahra.
Rayyan was standing right on Zahra's head. He held the tombstone tightly. That clear sheet was dripping down Rayyan's cheek.
Mami Alisa rubbed it because she was the closest one to Rayyan right now. Rayyan's body shook. She cried. Sobbing.
Unable to bear the limp feet, Rayyan fell collapsed on the mound of the tomb of Zahra that had been sprinkled with flowers.
Rayyan sniffled there. Everyone who saw it also nodded.
''Why are you leaving so soon, dear.What should I say to our two children and also to her? What am I doing now? How can I take care of our two children, dear??
I am broken, fragile and fall without you. What am I supposed to do now? Huh?? I'm lonely without you. I miss you Zahra..
You can't go back now. You're calm there. But you left me alone. What am I supposed to do without you? My life is lonely without you. Although our relationship is only a short while, but this relationship is true.
You are everything to me Ra. You are everything. You live and die me. without you what I am.. If I could choose, I'd rather go than you first.
Dimas.
You're right Dek. This is what you saw five months ago. You're correct. You're right Dek! What should you deck?? Brother should what?
At a time when this heart is so eager for this marriage to continue into adulthood like Kak Ira and bang Raga, it was cut off until here. This is your destiny, deck. Brother must be sincere even if very forced..
Dimass... Brother needs you Deck.. Brother needs you. Go home...''
Rayyan muttered softly at Rayyan's earth mound which was still heard by Mami Alisa and the other four little sisters.
Mami Alisa tightly hugged Rayyan's shaking body. ''It's .. Don't cry. You gotta be strong, hem? There are still two people waiting for you right now. Already, better pray for Zahra. Our prayers are more useful than tears. It would hurt her in the grave there. Come onl. Pray first. After this you must come with us home. For a while you and your two new members will be staying with Mami. There's Nara's adek who will help Mami take care of your two children. Come on, strengthen yourself. Refresh your heart. All of this has become his decision. All this is Zahra's destiny. Let's pray, after her we pick up your two sons.'' Tell Mami Alisa to Rayyan.
Rayyan nodded obediently. He immediately led a prayer for Zahra before they returned home.
Ten minutes later, the prayer was over. Now, Rayyan stared at Zahra's headstone for the last time. Before each month he would make a pilgrimage to Zahra's tomb.
''Goodbye dear..
May Allah forgive all your sins. Gave you a decent place by His side. I hope you have a special place there.
Brother came home dear.if there is still a chance for us to meet again, then Brother will definitely be very happy because he can see you back.
For now, brother will take care of our two children that you leave to brother to care for.
You are the best. You're perfect, baby. Not STAINED. You are stained because it has become your destiny. Destiny that you must fulfill since you are in the womb Mama..
The love..
Why do you call the name love?? Is love not okay?? It's not real yet, baby.. But my brother will take care of both of our children.
I will shut my whole heart and my mind off all the girls who try to want me. My love and love have gone with you. As you are buried in the ground, so is your love and love I have buried with your body.
You just calm down. Brother will not turn to another heart. Only you. Enough you. There will be no more.
Goodbye, dear.may we meet again at the right time later. Our last meeting in Heaven is God. Enough to get here. Good bye, dear.. Sister home. You already have a whole place for you to occupy.
This is what you used to say four months ago. I have to be sincere about destiny. If you have to leave first leave me and our two children.
I'm resigned to destiny. I will try to accept the decision of fate. Although very heavy I will still live. Without you I am alone but have two substitutes for you..
Goodbye dear.our destiny is quite up here. Sister home.. Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi, the inhabitants of the new house in the grave.''
The whole family returned one by one leaving the tomb of Zahra. Rayyan walked gontai.
He turned again to look at Zahra's tomb. But Alisa and Papi Gilang lead her. Before returning home they headed to the hospital first to take Rayyan's twins.
The three of them will go home to Mami Alisa like Raga said earlier. Rayyan needs the support of the whole family.
It's better to live there than Zahra's. Because Rayyan could have gotten worse Kala remembered the memories of the two of them.
While far away there a young man roared crying calling the names of Rayyan and Zahra repeatedly. The Papa was overwhelmed to handle it.
It's like depression right now. The doctor said so too. Until the idea came up, if he had to go to the hospital again as before to treat the pain.
Zahra's departure left a deep sorrow for her relatives, family and two people who loved her so dearly.
Maybe at this time it has not been seen he slumped but could it be that the memories are present and make them slump??
No one knows what destiny is like. If we had known, we would have prepared from now on to prepare.
This is the secret veil behind Rayyan's dream. A dream that shows if Zahra is the one who went home first.
A dream clue that Rayyan herself did not know what it meant. After it happened, he realized that he had left and left Rayyan with two children who were entrusted to him.
''Congratulations to Zahra. Hope you calm down there. May Rayyan face all this. Mami will take care of your two sons. Papi and your husband's two sisters will also help. May your worship be forgiven by Allah SWT. Amiinnn.'' said Mami Alisa when she last saw the mound of Zahra.
All that remains are memories. Memories between the two of them. They will be rediscovered in time.
Hope so.
The End's