Widow Flower Season 2 (Tarnoda )

Egoistic

The two sniffled at each other. They should have rejoiced this morning that the food Zahra wanted was in sight.

But instead they both cried bitterly because of the expression of Zahra's heart that so pierced the niche of Rayyan's heart when the wife revealed her.

''Ra.'' call Rayyan to Zahra.

''I beg you, Brother, be strong for my sake. If you lose me one day, you remember this. I WILL RETURN TO THIS WORLD IN A NEW WAY. I WILL CONTINUE OUR PENDING LOVE BECAUSE OF THIS TARNISHED ME. I'LL COME BACK TO YOU, RAYYAN. Until then, be strong and hold on. Always remember this, brother. I can't and won't if you have to be owned by another girl unless she's your cousin. Purwanti Love!''

The deg!

The deg!

''What do you mean??'' rayyan asked as she broke her embrace from tightly hugging Zahra's body.

Zahra smile. ''It's not thought of. Let's shower. We have to go to school soon, right?? And I also have to go to the hospital?''

Rayyan nodded despite still looking very confused with his words just now. Zahra laughs. He wiped his tears. ''Prepare yourself. I have to go to the doctor too! My body is getting heavier, yes, for two weeks I have eaten so much!''

''Take Brother. I also need to get ready soon. It's six past thirty. Shower it!'' zahra's word to Rayyan.

Rayyan nodded, immediately entering the bathroom and starting her morning ritual as usual. While Zahra's smile that had been engraved on her lips was now dim for a moment.

His dim heart that was currently getting increasingly restless was erratic. He took the lemang and ate it again. Here's the tape.

''If you knew what I wanted Rayyan, you would not agree with my wishes. I must take this path if I want to reunite with you. I'm sorry, brother.if one day you'll get hurt because of me. I'm sorry for this stained girl.. until it feels like I'm not willing to share mi with others. I'm selfish! Yes I'm selfish! I'm selfish for wanting to have you!I want this stain-filled life to be disguised because of your presence.I want to live once more if I give it a chance. I know, none of that could have happened. If I leave, I will never return to this world!''

''Can I be selfish?? I want to be selfish so I can have you alone! I don't want to share with others.. I want you for me! Not now or later! I want to have you as completely as Rayyan promised me .. But is that possible?? While this self has been tarnished and no longer worthy to accompany you who are still holy and clean??''

''Do I still deserve you, Brother Rayyan?? I really wanted to take it off so we could be with another girl. But there is pain and not willing to approach the deepest side of my heart. Just this once. I want to be selfish for just this once. I want to have you and your love for me that's been tainted for even a little while? The rest will kishrhakn to the almighty. This is me who is stained want you who are pure clean to disguise the stain that has been attached to me this.'' said Zahra in the heart while continuing to sob.

His mouth was chewing however, tears kept flowing down both of his cheeks. A sign that his heart is not okay right now.

Rayyan, who had finished her shower, came out. He saw Zahra who was still sitting alone as he chewed lemang and tape made by Alina's grandmother.