Widow Flower Season 2 (Tarnoda )

Evades

''Until that happens, I will stay away from you. I'll avoid being close to you. I'm sure you know this too. Mami and Papi must have told you. Hix. O Allah. forgive me...'' Isak Zahra with tears.

Again and again the tears went into his plate. Zahra ate with tears. That's what's happening right now. The clock shows at one o'clock in the evening. At this moment, he felt hungry.

Ever since she was tainted, Zahra never wanted to eat at the dinner table with her family again. He prefers to avoid. And now there's Rayyan. Zahra would do the same to Rayyan. Lawful husband. Uh, no. Just a cover husband of her disgrace. Substitute husband for the person who has disfigured her.

After eating, Zahra washed the dishes clean. After that, he went back to the next room. But before opening his room, he returned to his room which was occupied by Rayyan.

Zahra opened the door of her room very slowly. Zahra moved her feet towards the bed that Rayyan was there.

The lips were attracted a little when he saw Rayyan's position during sleep so chaotic when alone. But not with him. Zahra chuckled however, the ruckus on the thin lips that had been stained was instantly receding when she realized that she did not deserve Rayyan.

He turned around and headed for his study table. He brought bags, books, stationery and other necessities for tomorrow's replicas. And so is his uniform.

As long as the stomach is not visible, then he will continue to school. After that, let fate and destiny determine him.

Selsai with the school equipment, Zahra turned around and faced Rayyan again. It is very desirable that he kissed the cheek that had been so cold but very guarding. Zahra did not dare.

Tests.

Tests.

For the umpteenth time, Zahra drips another clear circle that comes out without in the ink from the corner of her eye. He turned around with a rough swipe of his tears and walked out of Rayyan's room.

While Rayyan who was awake when the noise from the study table owned by Zahra woke up. He stared at the frail back he had just married.

The body he so wanted to hold while sleeping, however, the owner preferred to avoid him. Rayyan bit her lip so that the stuffing would not be heard by Zahra.

After Zahra came out and into the room heard from the closed door, but slowly, Rayyan sniffled. He was very sad to find out if even Zahra already knew, if he could not be touched.

Rayyan hit her chest so hard that it sounded like a thump. He sobbed with his body shaking in the silence of the night.

And so is Zahra. The body was broken loose when it realized that Rayyan knew that she had come to their room only to pick up uniforms, as well as books for repeat purposes tomorrow.

''Riks.. hiks... hiks.. sakiiiiittt.. Ms. mi...'' Isaac Rayyan was so hurt.

''Forgive me, brother.sorry..hiks...hiks... I do not deserve to be with you. huhuhu...'' Zahra sniffed alone in the front room.

Marriage was forced to happen to cover the disgrace of the idol of the heart. Rayyan accepted it. But her heart ached when she realized that Zahra was avoiding her because she felt unworthy to sleep with him.

And so is Zahra. The little girl loved Rayyan so much that she was notoriously cold but firm in her attitude. Want to hug the body even if only to breathe the aroma of his body.

The scent of the body that Zahra wanted so much right now. The same body scent when he was smeared in the warehouse behind their school. The same body fragrance. Sometimes Zahra guessed wrong.

If it turns out there is another youth who similarly gestures his body like Rayyan. Even his body was as fragrant as Rayyan. This is what Zahra regrets.

He was lulled with the fragrance of the body of the man who had desecrated him. Without knowing, if the young man was not Rayyan. And when he realized, all that had happened.

There is only pain, hurt, and disappointment in the person who always pays attention to him in every way. Not like Rayyan. Always cold and cool.

And it turns out that Zahra only realized, if Rayyan's indifferent and cold attitude towards him solely to protect himself from being touched before halal. Zahra regretted why she was always upset if Rayyan didn't notice her.

''Hiks... I was wrong Sister. I think you deliberately stayed away from me because you didn't like me? So different from her! Hiks.I was fooled by the attention he gave me! It turns out. it's all bullshit! A lie! You're saying love to me? But what you have done to me is not love but lust! If you love me, you won't ruin me like this! Disappointed I've known you, brother! My whole life. I hate you so much! Because of you, I need to be in a difficult position right now! Loving but not having! Hixes. It's all because of you! Wicked! You're mean to me! Until I will never forgive you! Till death!''

Ddduuaarr...

The sound of lightning roared outside Zahra's house. As if answering every word Zahra so bitter.

While far away, someone kept on wanting to call out the names of Zahra and Rayyan repeatedly. The Papa who is currently asleep is not aware of it.

''Zahra.. Ray. forgive me. I'm sorry.. come back. don't go. please.. Ray's... Ra... wait. wait..''he shrieked with sweat continued to pour on his smooth forehead.

Zahra grew so upset when she remembered her stupid self receiving attention from other young men when she was so upset because of Rayyan's love.

Rayyan is currently praying. Crouching on the prayer mat and begging for forgiveness for his sin that can not make the wife feel happy and comfortable married to him.

The cause of Zahra's destruction was because of her. Because he was the one who allowed Zahra to accompany the young man to the library. If he had not allowed it, Zahra would not have been stained that way.

Rayyan cursed her stupid self. Not understanding of the young man's body language.

Why else regret it. Oh, well, it's all happened. What can be done now is to try to reach Zahra even though Zahra refused and avoided him.

Bringing Zahra back to the way it was when all these bad things had not happened to the three of them.