
''Zahra?'' call doctor Daniar.
''Huh? L-iya??Yes Doctor! I will take care of my health as well as this fetus. I'll take good care of it.'' Sahut Zahra fast.
Doctor Daniar smiled. ''Certainly. That's what you have to do. This is a recipe that you should drink regularly. Next month you come back here again huh??''
''Alright,'' Zahra replied again still with her blank look.
After removing prescription drugs and vitamins from Daniar's doctor, both mother and son are now out of the hospital with shaky steps.
What was feared finally happened as well. Zahra walked absent-mindedly in direction. Occasionally hit the bench and occasionally tripped because he walked did not pay attention to the road he passed.
Mama Rani sobbed when she saw the state of Zahra who was like a confused person. They got out of the hospital with great difficulty.
Arriving home, Zahra entered the house through Mami Alisa and Papi Gilang who are currently coming to see Zahra as big as Rayyan said this morning.
''Zahra??'' moor Mami Alisa
Zahra did not hear, she continued walking towards the kitchen for some reason. Zahra did not know. What was clear was that his mind and mind were currently heading to the kitchen.
Arriving in the kitchen Zahra opened the refrigerator and ate the rest of the lemang and tape that had been stored in the refrigerator by Mama Rani. There is also a sponge cake made by Mama Rani. Zahra took the sponge and the lemang. He sat down at the table and ate the food crazily without looking around at his current surroundings.
Mind empty. All he remembered was food. Zahra just wants to eat that.
While the four old men in the living room there stood looking at the state of Zahra who was like a daze and confusion.
Mami Alisa approaches Mama Rani. ''Daddy??''
Mama Rani hugs Mami Alisa tightly. ''Hiks.. Maud.. Zahra is pregnant...''
The deg!
The deg!
''Astaghfirullah O Allah. It happened too, didn't it??'' mami Alisa said to everyone who was there.
Mama Rani sobs in the arms of Mami Alisa. ''All of this has become Zahra's destiny. All we can do right now is. We have to take good care of Zahra and her womb. Rayyan's been told this yet??''
''Assalamu'alaikum.. Mami?? Where's zahra??'' rayyan asked so worriedly when she saw her family gathered there.
''Are you home yet??''
''Zahra is in the kitchen. Meet him. Right now all Zahra needs is you. Go awayl. Zahra is eating. Maybe with him eating can reduce the taste he has at this time.''
''I mean Mami??''
''Go to the kitchen. Zahra is waiting for you there.'' Mami Alisa said to Rayyan.
Without saying anything else. Rayyan immediately headed to the kitchen where Zahra was spending a baking sheet made by Mama Rani and the lemang sent by Mami Alisa this morning.
Rayyan was stunned when she saw Zahra eating a sponge with tears in her eyes. He walked slowly and sat right next to Zahra who was currently eating however, crying.
I want Rayyan to laugh. But it's not possible. The one with Zahra will go berserk to him later. Unable to watch Zahra eat while crying, Rayyan rubbed Zahra's head.
The deg!
''Brother Rayyan..'' Isak Zahra to Rayyan
Rayyan forced a smile even though it felt very stiff. ''You eat again??''
Zahra nodded but still sobbed. ''Hiks .. Hiks' sister wants to? Hiks..'' Isak Zahra again.
Rayan smiled again. ''No. ''No. You are the one who eats! Brother accompany you here,''
Zahra turned to Rayyan with her puffy face. ''Hiks... why??''
Rayyan's silent. ''Hiks... Why do I have to get pregnant sister??''
The deg!
The deg!
''What?!''
Zahra laughed however, those tears kept flowing. ''Yes, I am pregnant sister. Isn't that what I said this morning?? Right, if I'm pregnant with her flesh blood?? Hiks... What should I do, brother?? You're right, I'm not a good woman. Hix me well, surely I will not be stained like this and surely I will not contain his flesh blood!''
''What did he say, he's barren?? He is not barren, brother. She's perfect! Why is this happening to me?? How will I face this world? And how will I meet my Robb in the afterlife?? Will the repentance of a sinner like me be accepted?? Will this child be born later will be accepted by a society born without a father??''
Rayyan fell silent. He's fucked. Don't know what to answer. Because what Mami Alisa told her a month ago is true.
Rayyan can do anything but just hold tightly to Zahra's body which is currently shaking from crying about the fate of her life and the two fetuses that have just developed in her womb.