Widow Flower Season 2 (Tarnoda )

Passing on destiny

A week before giving birth.

Zahrani POV

Today is my birthday. Where Rayyan and the others are gathering to celebrate my seventeen year anniversary.

On my seventeenth birthday this year, I have received a very special gift from Allah SWT. This is my pregnancy. My pregnancy is now nine months less than a week away.

According to the doctor, next week. I don't know. I don't know either. What is clear is that I am so happy to be able to get together with our entire extended family and the extended family of Kak Rayyan.

My husband Rayyan didn't stop laughing when my twin brother threw a tantrum. Yep.. You know my four sisters? 4 K'S. Keane. Canaanite. Kenta and Kezia.

Hahaha.really. All four of my sisters are rioting in our family. Mom and Dad were never angry. Even Mama and Papa felt lonely as they returned back to the dorm.

In the corner there was a handsome young man similar to me. But his attitude was so cold and untouchable. The other one laughed together but looked at him.

He was busy with his cell phone and earphones! Ck! There are no twin brothers!

The whole family knows my brother very well. His always cold and irritable nature makes us not feel at home for long. Every time he came home, he was always more concerned with his phone!

I don't know what's on that phone, I don't know. I'm obviously upset about him. Basic bang Zidan! But when I heard it, my heart was touched and cried.

I don't know why, I don't know either. For a week he stayed in this house I always wake up when he heard the sound of the chanting of sacred verses that he echoed when midnight arrived. Exactly at 3 am when people are still asleep in their sleep.

I often find myself crying alone. Who knows what. I wanted to ask but he always avoided me.

My brother that one is very difficult to guess his heart. Huhh. Patience. That's the only key. Let him with his business and me with mine.

I was thinking about my fate too. I know that life and death are His statutes. I can only follow wherever the current leads me.

And today. I saw my whole family all gathered together. Age no one knows. Could it be that I'm hanging out with them now, but next Sunday? Who knows if I have gone back to Rahmatullah??

Even if it happens to me, I am sincere with the decision of destiny. I'm resigned to my destiny. All this is in accordance with my request.

I want to go but then come back to this world in a new form. A holy being is born and is inner. I came back to perfect our love that had been tarnished by me.

My husband, I'm sorry if I ever leave your side. I hope you can accept it. Don't blame fate.

All of this is written in Lauhul Mahfudh. I must go but your soul will return to the form of a girl who has loved you so much..

May you be strong brother.may you be able to pass all this with a chest roomy. May you be able to face this reality.

Wait me. I'll be back to perfect our love. I won't do as I please again as I used to.

I will be more interested in religious science. For the rest of my life, I just want to see you laugh like this.

I'm happy when you're happy my husband.. My love.my life and death, but not in line. Your destiny and mine are different.

My destiny is quite up here. May you be strong Brother Rayyan.. Hope you are able. Before that time comes, I want to spend my days with you for the rest of my life.

I'm resigned to the decision of fate if it is enough here only we both to unite. But I'm sure that my wish will come true.

Until then, I hope you can hold on.. I'm taking both of our children. Take care and love them both like your own children.

I'll leave after I tell you this. For now, my heart is speaking.

I love you my husband Ar Rayyan Son Bhaskara loves you so much. I will do my last duty as your wife. May you be happy after my departure.

Hope so..

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