
Geck, tok, tok..
''Son. already Maghrib. Awake first. Are you awake? Papa wait for you the mushola loh.'' exclaimed Mama Rani from outside the door of Zahra's room.
Rayyan and Zahra jerked from their sleep. ''Ahm.. Has Maghrib? Huh huh? Abaghfirullah!! bolong ashar his dear!'' rayyan panicked.
He woke up immediately after draping the towel in a hurry. Zahra chuckled at Rayyan's behavior. ''I'm happy living with you, brother, but I feel like this self doesn't deserve you. I'm dirty. I'm broken because of myself. I hope you can understand why I always reject you. When we meet again in the next birth I am still holy and worthy to be your partner. Even if I have to get into someone else's body later. I'm sincere. The important thing is that I can finish my job before I leave for good from you. Until that time comes. I want to be selfish to have all of you for me. I love you so much, brother.even though I know you accept me for who I am. But. hiks.there is another side of this self that makes me disappointed because it is not intact to be yours. Hiks. I'm dirty. I'm despicable.'' whispered in my heart.
Zahra got up and rubbed the rough tears that fell on her cheeks. He took a towel and a change of clothes to bathe in the next room so as not to disturb Rayyan who was cleaning.
Pretty fifteen minutes of Rayayn showering, he's out.
The deg!
"It's clean?? Who cleaned it? Definitely Zahra," he muttered as he took the clothes from the closet and put them on.
When he was finished he immediately headed to Mushola in Zahra's house. No sight of Zahra there. Rayyan prayed with khushyuk. After the prayer he passed to the dining table, Rayyan breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that Zahra was also there.
"Sit down, son." Tell Mama Rani.
"Yes Ma" said Rayyan immediately sitting next to Zahra who is now pouring rice and side dishes into Rayyan's plate.
"Eat," Rayyan smiled, "Thank you. You eat too?" rayyan said to Zahra while gently pulling Zahra's hand.
Zahra could not resist. At the moment, he is preparing his pulse in the room. Zahra wanted to eat alone and did not want to join her entire family.
"Come, we'll eat. If you don't eat, you won't eat either!" firmly Rayyan while looking at Zahra gently.
Zahra nodded obediently. He wanted to take the rice for himself. But Rayyan forbade it. "Two plates!" said again.
Zahra sighed. Arguing is free. He knows exactly what Rayyan looks like. Mama Rani smiled looking at him. "Oh yes son, tomorrow morning Kalimalang both have to go to the hospital. Your mother called Mama to tell you this. Your friend said he was aware from yesterday. And he wants to meet you both." Said Mama Rani making her land Zahra who was preparing rice keuluynay stick in the air.
Rayyan is too. He looked at Zahra. Zahra nodded though lowered. Rayyan smiled. "Yes Ma, tomorrow we will go to the hospital after Friday.''
''I'm done. I'm first Brother. Want to learn the grid about the exam for tomorrow.'' Cut off Zahra before Mama Rani continues her speech.
Mama Rani is stunned to see the princess pass by with no strings attached to her and Papa Reza. Papa Reza sighed. ''After that, continue eating. Because your other four children will be home tomorrow. Get ready to hear the riot in this house!'' woe to Papa Reza who is possessed with a small nudity Uncle Ali.
Rayyan smiled. After the meal, Rayyan entered with a plate of rice for Zahra.
Chequek.
The door opened, and Zahra was sitting at her desk. Zahra did not realize that Rayyan had entered their room. Stunned to see Zahra not wearing her hijab.
Almost a week they were married but Zahra never once showed her straight black mane to Rayyan. Rayyan periodically. slowly approached Zahra who was busy memorizing the test grille for next Sunday.
Zahra was still busy with her book as Rayyan hugged her body from behind. Rayyan's face hid in the second Zahra's neck opened.
The deg!
''Brother Rayyan!'' call Zahra in surprise. Wanted to turn around but Rayyan locked her movements.
''Hem, you left not finished eating loh.. eat ya? Brother bring our dinner here. Brother was not full of food, he added still tightly hugging Zahra's body.
It's cozy.
That was what Rayyan felt right now. And so is Zahra. ''Tight, so we're in pain? Is that okay?? I-I don't have to come?'' he said with a body shaking.
Rayyan hugged him tighter and tighter. ''Your son will not be there tomorrow. Let brother. You're at home. It's orders!'' Rayyan.
Zahra broke Rayyan's embrace and turned to face Rayyan who was now standing looming before her. Again, those eyes were glazed.
''Ssssttt. No cry. Don't you dry your tears from crying??'' rayyan asked as she rubbed the tears that had been dripping on Zahra's cheeks.
Zahra did not reply however, the frail body immediately embraced Rayyan's thin body.