
Next day.
After Friday prayers Rayyan immediately went to the hospital using a motor owned by Papi Gilang which he said from the house of Oma Dewi.
''Oma, you wear it first huh? Want to go to the hospital to see a friend who is sick, Rayyan said to Oma Dewi.
The elderly woman nodded, Sure. Be careful on the road, right? Don't speed! Keep safety!'' oma Dewi's sweat on her eldest grandchild with her eyes narrowed sharply.
Rayyan chuckled small. ''Oma ku cantiiikk of course.'' Rayyan led on Oma Dewi.
''You're! Hadeeeuuhh yes already, go!''
''Assalamu'alaikum, Oma..''
''Waalaikum salam.'' said Oma Dewi with a smile continues to linger on the thin lips of old nan.
While carrying the memory motor of Papi Gilang first, Rayyan chuckled a little while remembering the story of the Papi to him when he first saw Mami Alisa first.
''Ck. Papi was very lucky to get Mami. Am I going to be as lucky as Papi? Having a wife despite being very adrift of a distant age but, they love each other. Will I be able to do that with Zahra?'' rayyan muttered occasionally looking at the street across there.
Because the pain that comes is already visible. Rayyan just needed to turn from the monument in front of there and head straight for the hospital.
Arriving there, Rayyan first parked his motorbike and headed to the room of someone who had destroyed Zahra's life and also himself.
Arriving at the door he had been to with Zahra first, Rayyan stood staring when he heard the sound of someone crying so heartbreakingly.
He breathed before entering the room.
Chequek.
The door opened from outside. Rayyan walked in with heavy steps. Someone who was crying looked up.
The deg!
''Brooo..'' with lips shaking and eyes moist from crying for too long.
Rayyan approached him and sat down before the young man of her age. ''How are you doing? Already improving?'' rayan asked with his cold face.
''Why do you want to see him so much? Are you not satisfied to get it? and now I'm your place! But it's okay. I'm sincere. Very, very sincere! Not like you! Give but ask for a reply! Loving but ruining it! Hah!'' rayyan was so upset with his best friend.
The young man fell. Again and again the body trembled. He sniffed again. ''Ma-ma-sorry hiks Ray. I am a hyx you deserve to be angry with. Hiks.. I am a bad hyster. but. hiks I love him very much. hiks.. I was wrong. hiks. I am khilaf. forgive me Bang. I am sorry Bang Rayyan.. hiks.'' his wish is getting sobbing.
Rayyan's tall thin body was getting badly shaken, Rayyan turned the other way not to see her face as puffy.
He rubbed the rough tears flowing on his smooth cheeks. ''Now you're sorry Bro! How about when you stain her? Don't you think that what you did would be fatal to his life??''
''Hiks.. hiks..''
''If you love her, don't ruin her! Unhand her! Ikhlas right! Because by mengikhlaskan it then we are already in a high position when loving Someone!''
He looked at Rayyan. ''I'm not as strong as you, Bang. I'm weak. I'm fragile. I'm malady. Hixes. I know I was wrong. I'm sorry. I know my apology is useless now, but I still have to apologize. Especially you. I'm sorry Bang.I'm sorry about your asshole sister. Forgive your fucking sister! Hiks. I really, really love her Bang. Since the first time I met him. Is it wrong Bang??''
Rayyan clenched both of her hands. The pain was immeasurable when there was another young man besides himself who loved Zahra so deeply. He wanted to give up, but it would hurt Zahra.
Rayyan suppressed all the anger and tightness within the chest at the same time. He stared flatly but, sad to a friend who had been considered a brother by him.
''You are not wrong to love her. Same as me. But what you've done is so devastating. You ruined it, Bro! You ruined! You took the future that should be mine! You forcibly snatched from her! What can I do if all this has happened? If from the beginning you were honest with me, I would rather retreat Bro!'' rayyan said with trembling lips.
The young man sniffled. ''I can't hurt you, Bang! I love you the same! you brother! From childhood we grew up together! My mommy's my mom too! I'm giving up on you Bang! But this love tormented me so much that it made me go the wrong way. I'm sorry Bang! So sorry! What should I do so that you two can forgive me??''
Rayyan stared flat at him. The face was also poked up from crying. Someone was out there staring at the door because he heard the words of both of them.
He fell on the floor right in front of the slightly open door. ''Bang??'' call him
''If you want us both to forgive you. Get out of my life forever! Don't ever come back here! Disappear so Zahra doesn't get hurt when she sees you back. And.. enough has already arrived here! our relationship between you and me is no longer a brother. We're both strangers! Go and get off the face of the earth! You willing??''
''Bang!!''
''That's a proper punishment for a traitor and destroyer like you!''
Ddduuaaarrr...