When the Playboy Star Falls in Love (I Love You)

Shutting Up

A week had their relationship stretched, only this time Ryo silenced Aira. He hopes Aira can understand everything she did just for her lover. While Aira also silences Ryo because he wants Ryo to be someone who thinks it exists, not all is up to Ryo's decision alone.

The misunderstanding continued to occur to make Aira feel she was no longer Ryo considered. That afternoon Aira did not return to the apartment. He returned to the old village where he lived.

Ryo waited for Aira until ten p.m. But Aira didn't come back.

You're stubborn, honey! Ryo muttered looking at their photo.

Ryo went back to his own room and fell asleep.

On the eve of Ryo's birthday, which was held at the main residence for the first time, everyone became super busy. The event was held under the theme of a masked party, as Ryo still understood Aira's fear of appearing in public as her fiance.

Another week the event took place, the invitation has been spread only to certain circles only.

That day Ryo could no longer hold back Aira's silence. he went to meet Aira in the hamlet.

Tok to tok.

“bentar!” reply Aira from within who mistook the delivery of the shipment package from Aina.

Chequelek

When the door opens. Aira just stared flatly at Ryo as well as Ryo.

“you didn't ask me to come in?” ask Ryo flat

“login!” aira answered, opening the door wide.

Ryo enters and is accompanied by Aira.

“so you're happier here?” asked Ryo again holding back the upset.

I'm definitely back at my place! Aira Benak

“ada what?” tanya Aira did not want to extend Ryo's question.

“ada what? You're not wrong?” Ryo asks Aira question

“continue I must nanya what?” tanya Aira was also upset.

“until when we rich gini?” tanya Ryo sat on the sofa and supported her tired head.

“why ask me that?” ask Aira again

“so I'm wrong here?” ryo asked annoyedly glancing at the standing Aira.

Aira threw her face aside. He swallowed his saliva because he was holding himself back.

“what are you bored of?” tanya Aira turned her back to Ryo

“so your thoughts are like that” replied Ryo slowly.

“I think I silenced all this .. You will realize it” said Ryo

“realize what? Realize that I'm nothing?” Aira looked

“you always think like that, you never understand me Ai, always I give up” explained Ryo with a high tone.

“you? you're the one giving up?” Aira was upset

“iya!” ryo replied firmly

“hah!!! You've always arranged everything you want, without ever thinking of me, deciding anything you want, and I keep on following it, now you say you always give up?” asked Aira annoyed

“me who always obey your wishes, our secret relationship, we only date at home, trying to avoid in ME, you who do not want me to touch.. is there anything I've broken?” ask Ryo

“tip ends you discussed bed? Is it just because of that that our relationship lasted this long?” Aira replied annoyed

“so you think I stuck with you all this time just for wanting your body? is that all you have in mind?” ask Ryo

“i even proposed to you ai. We are getting married! But your doubts about me are still always there” said Ryo lowered his head and closed his eyes trying to contain his frustration.

"I'm jealous when you're with someone else, you also say I'm wrong? I gave you everything so you could be comfortable. Am I wrong too?"

"you're my lover, you're my fiancee now, you're my future wife! but everything I do you say I'm wrong?"

“but you always forget me in everything you decide, you never consider me because I am not who and only a person who has nothing” Aira cried

“i did it because you will definitely refuse, from the first you just always refused everything I did for you! Did you forget?” ryo asked annoyed

Aira fell silent. It was true that all this time that Ryo gave to him he always refused.

“maybe we should think again for this relationship” said Aira

Ryo looked at Aira sharply. He was getting angry to hear the word Aira who seemed to want to break up.

“this is. This is you! always give up and choose to dump me” said Ryo

“it seems we never fit. I am indeed a woman who is not worthy of all that is in you” said Aira lirih

“have you ever really loved me? is your wish to spend your life with me?” ask Ryo

“what am I the only one who wants to age with you ai?” ask again

“do I never have the slightest meaning for you?”

I love you Ryo. but..! aira kept crying

“I gave you everything because I love you, or maybe you forgot, I even gave my life to apologize from you. But that's all you can give me? Ask back everything and want to leave me?” ryo said sadly

“this is my first birthday celebrated at home.come if you do love me, and don't come if you hesitate to be with me!” ryo left the room.

Ryo's heart rages. He set foot with thousands of needles that pierced his chest

being disappointed in someone has taken over his whole heart and life.

Ryo is so angry at Aira, but her love for her is still too great. The disappointment he felt was too bitter, but he could not say he wanted to leave Aira.

Aira slumped herself on the sofa. He was crying so it happened. He is also unable to fight against himself who has now loved Ryo so much, but what will happen if everyone finds out who he is? That's what he's so scared of.

Ryo chooses an interview outside of ME to avoid Aira. His disappointment in Aira overcame the longing that rumbled in his chest.

“you're noisily the same as Ryo?” bams asked when they had lunch together.

“gak kok!” Aira smiling forced

Bams saw that Aira who was not enjoying his food was very understanding if he was thinking about something

“don't lie to you ai!” ambush Bams

“Bi, please!” aira avoided

“if you don't want me to eat your food.” said Bams.

“i will eat!” said Aira scooped up the rice and put in her mouth. His mouth was very full and continued to chew with difficulty. He swallowed the rice, but with tears that he could not stand.

“Aira .. what do you do!” bams said he asked him to take out the rice in his mouth

“I will eat .. I will eat!” he said while crying

Bams who could not bear to see him pulled Aira in his arms. Cry broke.

“I love her bi.. I love her so much” her tears

“I know.. I know.. sssstttt” Bams trying to calm Aira.

“but I am afraid..I am very afraid.” said Aira again.

“I know .. I know.” is all that Bams can say.

Bams heart feels torn apart, someone he loves very much is now sobbing sweet crying over someone he loves. Bams closed his eyes as he hugged Aira who kept crying in his arms, following the roar of pain that was wriggling in his chest.

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