
Bams took his phone and contacted someone
“where are you?” when the phone connection is connected
“ya in the office is dear!” answer Kiky softly
“aku there now!” bams said
“apa? Ak” hasn't finished Kiky talking, Bams has already closed his call
Kiky stared for a moment at his two subordinates.
“delay meeting two hours ahead” he said with a flat face
“good miss!”
Kiky is not happy to hear Bams first meet him in his office, but his mind is worried because Bams has now changed.
It was always Kiky who asked to meet, and now when Bams asked, he would be an outlet for Bams' frustration. Like on the night of Ryo's birthday, Kiky can't even work for two days due to the excitement of Bams' romance.
What's up, huh? Must be something? Mind of Kiky
He called Ryo.
“halo” reply Ryo
“apa Bams just met you with Aira?” ask her directly
“wahh.. Bams report yes now!” goda Ryo's
“ah.. not so.. earlier he said he wanted to meet you” kilah Kiky
“just he came home, maybe about an hour ago” explained Ryo
“oo..” Kiky's got a doubt
“Ky.. don't be too possessive, later he's not comfortable” Ryo's advice
“hemm” the answer is short
“ya I have closed, I am again in the office because” explained Kiky
“bye”
“bye”
Nervous covered his body, not nervous as before when he heard the voice of Bams, or saw Bams and stood in front of him, but nervous because the presumption who thought Bams would re-make himself not as a lover, but nervous because he thought Bams would make himself, but more on an object of release of resentment that leads to an agonizing romance.
A luxury sports car enters the area of a large corporate office building. The handsome man who descended firmly and gallantly wearing black glasses walked towards the lobby and headed straight for the elevator. All the security and receptionists did not ask because they knew the handsome figure was the lover of the owner of the building.
“good afternoon tuan” greet both secretary Kiky
“Kiky inside?” ask Bams
“iya tuan”
Bams went straight into Kiky's office. He walked quickly followed by Kiky's frightened look. Bams instantly pulled Kiky up and hugged her tightly, very tightly.
“a what's wrong?” tanya Kiky stuttered
Bams closed his eyes and tightly hugged Kiky
“ahh!” kiky complained that his body was too crimped in Bams' close embrace
“after Bams” Kiky tried to let go of Bams' tight hug which now almost made him unable to breathe.
But Bams did not budge, still hugging him even tighter
“I can't breathe” complained Kiky but Bams didn't respond
“Bams!!” kiky's snapping made Bams wake up and loosen his embrace
Kiky was also able to breathe. His breath sounds clear
“ada what?” ask Kiky
But Bams instantly silenced Kiky's lips with hers, kissing greedily. Guiding Kiky's body to the table, Kiky tries to fight back.
“Bams, we're in my office” off it on Bams kiss and off the table.
Bams tried to grab back Kiky's neck bend and kiss her back on the lips. Greedy and increasingly greedy, pushing Kiky to lean on the wall. Kiky understood where their kiss was going
“stop!!” kiky pushed Bams
But Bams eyes that stare sharply and full of anger make Kiky afraid and return resigned with a hot kiss Bams.
“I beg you to stop” said Kiky as Bams kissed his neck.
“why? Are you not happy with our love? Isn't this all we've been doing?” tanya Bams is still holding Kiky's body while her hands begin to feel Kiky's smooth thighs.
“but not like this” face Kiky sayu
“you don't like me?” bams asked resentfully stopping all his movements on Kiky's body
“bukan.. not like that dear” Kiky did not dare to argue
Bams continued his action.
“cu enough Bams.. stop!” Kiky pushes rough Bams body
Bams' breathing was still hunting staring at Kiky with an indecipherable look in his eyes. Whether the eyes were foggy with gaiety or anger, Kiky could no longer read them.
“why? What's again? What happened this afternoon until you were rich in gini?” kiky asked with a disappointed look
“how did you meet that girl? did you just see them both?” ask Kiky directly.
He could no longer cover his thoughts.
“you're upset with that woman, right? That's why you came here today he said
“you're jealous of them right?”
“what do you mean?” bams asked annoyed when he read to Kiky
“I know.. I know you love that woman” said Kiky with glassy eyes
“we were together for years, I loved you first, but ever since she was, you changed, you didn't think of me” she said in tears
“can I never enter your heart Bams?” tanyanya lirih's
“would I just slave your**ks?” he said again
“not from the beginning who asked it yourself?” answer Bams
“I give it up because I love you, because I want you to be sure that I love you so much” Kiky said staring at Bams sadly with tears.
“so now you're sorry?” ask cynical Bams
“hiks hiks..” kiky cries he could not bear
“now that you doubt me, how can he who is not who be able to drop your heart? while I who for many years can not even get a place in your heart” said Kiky softly in his tears
“don't patronize him!” bams said coldly
“so I never was... So who am I to you?”
“what is the way I love you wrong? Tell me what I'm lacking, tell me what should I do Bams?” ask Kiky sadly.
Bams turned his face away, he regretted himself when Kiky said all that.
Holy hooch! What's wrong with me? Benak Bams is self-aware.
“I love you so much. Whatever I will do for you, but do not make me as an outlet for your jealousy in other women.
Bams rubbed his face rough, closed his eyes and breathed in trying to control himself. Bams knows he has been wrong, and he has tortured Kiky who faithfully loves him without demanding.
Kiky was still crying and now her body had been torn down making her crouch to hug both knees.
The guilt further stifled Bams' chest seeing Kiky like that. The anger and jealousy of Aira blinded her conscience, which now tormented the man who had accompanied her for years.
He grabbed Kiky's hand and led her to his feet. Bams hugged Kiky and Kiky's cries grew. Now the hug felt peaceful, not the hug that had tormented him.
“sorry me!” bams lirih.
Kiky hugged Bams tightly.
“sorry me!” said Bams again stroking Kiky's head.
“what should I do?” kiky said on the sidelines of her cry
“i love you too” he said again
Bams closed his eyes stroking Kiky's soft back.
“sorry me!” that's the only word Bams can say.
He is unable to say he loves her because his heart is unable to read the feelings that are inserted for Kiky.
“maybe I shouldn't find you first” said Bams felt guilty
Kiky tightened his embrace and shook his head in Bams' arms.
“don't say that,.. I beg you.don't say it” her crying becomes.
“I'm afraid I hurt you more” said Bams wanted to take off his embrace
But Kiky held her back and now hugged her tighter. He kept shaking.
“please..don't leave me” he said more and more sadly. Her tears kept flowing.
It just makes a new contradiction in the mind of Bams, there is a sense of pain when hearing Kiky pleading. The pain in his mind that he interpreted as guilt towards Kiky.
Kiky took off his embrace and looked into Bams' eyes with my eyes and was sad.
“do it. You can vent your anger on me. But don't leave me, I beg you!” kiky
Bams shook his head looking at Kiky with guilt.
“do Bams.. do it baby. I want” said Kiky pleaded.
Bams hugged Kiky. The pain in his heart grew more painful. He felt even more guilty with Kiky's glare. Those eyes were so pitiful, those eyes made his heart ache.
“sorry me!” the word was spoken back hugging Kiky gently. Smacked his head gently.
“aku please.. do it.!” kiky's Cry
But they just hugged each other, re-sensing feelings that were hard to describe. Either guilt or just confusion over a doubt they can't read.
No hot kisses, no romance, no words, Kiky just leaned against Bams' chest. Calm himself and Bams.
Bams' feelings calmed down until he left Kiky's office after Kiky regained his composure and did not plead again. Only a kiss on Kiky's forehead reads Kiky as Bams' sincere feelings for her. Bams still had doubts about himself.
While elsewhere, Ryo becomes upset because of Rya who is difficult to drive away. The battle of the mouth could not be spared, while Aira just looked at him as a fun show.
Drrtt. drrtt.
Ryo's phone is vibrating.
“Ya Om?” answerable
Ryo was silent as he stared at the wife listening to an explanation of the call he received.
“i'm there now!” his answer did not turn his eyes to Aira.
Ryo's heart rate is nervous heading for the office of the great commissioner of Callin Group. The words he said on the phone made him a little afraid to enter the place.
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